elegy

demxntia - elegy

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//あなたは素晴らしい//

i'm finally happy again so here's a lil' love song for a lil' someone. 
thank you so much to my best friend qawi for comin' in clutch with creating this with me. i love you man <3

@qawikamri

lyrics
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(guardin)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

i think i'm falling for you
everything you do is so cool
i'm a sucker for your tattoos
and the way you say i love you

let's just crawl inside my bed
sleep until it's six a clock my parents think we're dead
i could hold you for eternity or till you fall asleep
i could write a song about the way i love it when you speak

baby you complete me evidently 
you're a diamond in the rough & 
i'm so fucking glad you met me
imma love you like forever or until you just forget me
but i think you wanna stay a while
i think you that you get me

(guardin and qawi kamri)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

(qawi kamri)
welcome to my house, please take a seat
i call you beautiful, cos i mean it
are you hungry though? i can make you something
what do you want? i can make you anything

or we can order pizza too
i got spare change my room
dominos or pizza hut
just so you know the choice is yours

ohhhh the choice is yours
ohhhh so which one?

maybe im your soulmate
maybe you're my soulmate
should i kiss your lips
we're gonna make history
we're gonna make history  

(guardin and qawi kamri)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

follow qawi kamri

shaky hands (feat. qawi kamri)(prod. by qawi kamri)

Lonely night - Gaurdin & Yung Van (Prod. by TRA$H)

je fais de mon mieux
artwork by shakyhands.x on instagram

i've been a fool
i've been a mess
i've seen it all
i'm back again

i'm trying hard to make amends
i find myself fallin down the steps

but i won't break, and i won't bend
i'll lose my mind like i lost my friends
they think i've changed, like i'm not the same
i'm a wounded soul, with a burnt out name

i've got issues with my parents
got some friends i call them family
everyone around me likes to talk i see the tendency

i just had a label hit me up
that shit could help me breathe
help me feed my friends and turn my back on all my enemies cause

i've got this darkness inside my head
this shit will kill me turn me dead so

where do we go when we go
where do we go when we go
where do we go when we go
where do we go when we go

i've been a fool
i've been a mess
i've seen it all
i'm back again

i'm trying hard to make amends
i find myself fallin down the steps

but i won't break, and i won't bend
i'll lose my mind like i lost my friends
they think i've changed, like i'm not the same
i'm a wounded soul, with a burnt out name

tendency

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//私は理由を知らない//

lyrics
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you see now
i get it
my heart is in your hands
and if i move too quickly
a broken hearts my plan
a fever don't sweat it
i know love is hard to grasp
sincerely the poison 
that's swirling in your glass

i could probably stand
if i tried to love again
if i tried to live out my life
and i could probably stand 
if i had another chance
if i close the curtains & dim the lights

but i heard it gets easier 
and the leaves fall but they don't hurt
when the winter hits i'll probably die inside
but that's okay that's okay that's alright
that's okay that's okay that's alright
that's okay that's okay that's alright
i don't really mind
cause death is just an obstacle that i'll probably survive

(i know it's all in my head)

i still have your sweatshirt
yeah you left it here last week
and it's gray with the blue text
of the college that you seek
i'll take you wherever
it is you wanna be
and we'll crash in my bedroom
although you're no good for me

i never know why
my love is blind
hand me the scissors
i'll cut out my eyes
this ain't what i 
had in my mind
i think i love you
but i'm not sure why

okay

Official Music video : https://youtu.be/gk6XStdzntQ


lyrics :
Take me back to the days when we would ride in ur 01 mustang 
I was counting the freckles on your face 
as we watched the stars in ur driveway 

And I been thinking a lot of when we were younger 
and u always made me feel like something
Take me back to the days when we would ride in ur 01 mustang 
I was counting the freckles on your face 
as we watched the stars in ur driveway 
Never grow apart from me 
I’m bubble gum and u are Marceline

Never grow apart from me girl u will always be a part of me

guardin: 
we were kissin' on your lawn
pack another bong while i'm snappin' on your thong string
cuddle all night till the morning comes
could've woke me up but instead it was a loaded gun
your dad ain't too happy
why the fuck you on my lawn with pillows & a snappy?
actually it's a snapple sir, don't clap me
i got up & dipped so quick to my pappy's

haven't felt this good in so long
i don't have the heart to tell you so i'll get gone (smoke)
assess my right & wrongs
& i still spill the beans when i write this song
(i love you)

i couldn't forget u even if I wanted to (≧◡≦)w/ guardin (prod. sayso !) [video in description]

on streaming platforms now... like this one: https://open.spotify.com/album/4yCmN2nKdJ4i0k6rtRyExL?si=qGSsvJLqRSqSK3Ox1nC_nQ

This song is by no means romanticizing school shootings, it’s just something that came out of my head when I was sad about the state of the world and gun violence is the US. If u have bad thoughts, please reach out and get help <3 you are not alone and senseless violence isn’t the answer in these situations. Please stay safe and take care of each other. 

_____

in light of recent events.

lyrics:.
so he wakes up every morning
just as alone as the as the night before
and he walks himself to school
with his backpack and his coat

no one bats an eye 
oh me oh my

and he walks home in the evening
to a house no one would touch
and he stares up at the ceiling
all the voices are too much

that voice he kills
he can't sit still

so he wakes up one bright morning
empty look upon his face
no one wonders in the evening
why he comes home so dreadfully late

he goes to bed
clouds gather in his head

so he goes to school that morning
heavy baggage on his back
pulls out guns with ammunition
oh and he won't be the last

it can't end good
it never would.

it can’t end good

didn't feel right to do w/o the boy @guardinmusic , hope y'all get this stuck in your heads.

s/o to @ _ikiryo_art on insta for the pretty visual

lyrics:

[flowars]
Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

I'll protect you fallen angel, and your demons too
I don't hate you for your nature, I'm a monster too
Tear my heart to pieces and I'll piece it back together
Just to keep the peace I'll suffer with you for forever

Happy will never matter as long as you get your way,
I'm happy just to have you but it's suicide to stay
Who am I today, who are you but sorrow?
Sometimes I dread tomorrow, I feel my life is borrowed
Sometimes my chest feels hollow, and that's just because she swallowed

My sweet temptress, evil empress, poison princess don't lose interest
I might distress, I get so depressed when you leave me; cold and bleeding

Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

[guardin]
she likes the way my hands glide
up her hipbones in the moonlight
kiss my chest and 
leave an imprint
lost my mind again
girl don't trip it's
like whatever
my heart isn't together
my mind is in the sky with chance of cloudy weather
it's okay if i let her down she'll find someone better
if lying to myself is what it takes then imma let her drown
and i can drown too
these bottles in my bedroom
they comfort me in silence sippin' violently like you do
the corner of my lip is split from smoking like a damn fool
if words don't have a meaning why the fuck i got these tattoos?

[flowars]
I'm just food for you my love
Break my rib and suck my blood
I'm just food for you my love
Drink till you're drunk
Or I'm ash and dust

Don't gaze too deep in her eyes
There's a pain that she could never hide
You wear such a pretty disguise
Lure me and I'm so mesmerized

you're a blood sucking pest and I know
love is a test and I'll pass another go

bloodsucker (feat. guardin)

bloodsucker ft. guardin (prod. 8milotb)

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

just a spontaneous drop, ur welcome.
random art bc i didn't have anything.
tell her that u love her.

producer/beat link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkpHPuKmxSo

can i get ur number

can i get ur number [prod. fatheryelvy]

i'm in love with that vibe

credits:
@guardinmusic
couldn't find any sc of saiah or squrl :( [update: maybe it's @iloveyousai]

saiah x guardin - polaroid [prod. squrl] (lil sped up bcuz copyright)

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i couldn't forget u even if I wanted to (≧◡≦)w/ guardin (prod. sayso !) [video in description]

Savage Ga$p (@Savagegasp)

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