prod by xona(: 

-lyrics-
I still wonder if you watch me 
i sit alone and hoping things that could’ve have helped me 
and I know these things won’t change 
and you don’t care and I’m in my last day

and everything I do it’s so violent! 
everything you do is...
everything I do is- violent! 
but I still love you even if you make me cry..
cause I don’t care at all like why..?
should I try to hide from your eyes?
cause I don’t want no one besides.

(no one, no one oh...
no one, no one---)

everything you do is
everything I-

violent

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synopsis

Feels like  I waste my time on you
Lost in the waves I've been confused
Thought I could be myself 
Every road now just leads to hell
Still I wish you well
Know I'm still in love but I never would tell

Lately I've been under your spell
But I never would tell
Lately I've been under your spell

Losing comfort in the simple things
I tried my best to fight it
These feelings cant hide it
Still lost in all the memories
I'm going straight silent
My socials on private

Know what, you want
I'm falling down again
No more, I give up
Let me rest I'm dead
Don't want, no ones
Empty words or promises
Don't let go, please don't let go of me
Let go of me

Shoulda known everything gonna end one day
Still I never thought it'd come this way
Everything I love thrown in the grave
Watch the sun come up
Knowing I won't be here tomorrow
Everyday been the same feeling hollow
Laying face down in my bed with my eyes closed

Yea I wonder if you stayed
Would a thing even change 
Or is this all not real
Don't leave me don't leave me
Our love has lost appeal
Don't leave me don't leave me
Got some wounds that I know cant be healed
Don't leave me don't leave me
Got coke on my cigarette butt and I'm ready to kill
Anybody who stands right in my way
I'll do it for myself and face your pain

Know what, you want
I'm falling down again
No more, I give up
Let me rest I'm dead
Don't want, no ones
Empty words or promises
Don't let go, please don't let go of me
Let go of me

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hell (grayskies)

written by david halo, 1Booth & hyland park
mixed & mastered by david halo
produced by klimlords
@davidhalo @1Booth @nxrthstarr
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don't be a stranger w/ 1Booth & hyland park

prod
@1hallow
@suyuki
mixed by @janeremover
[lyrics]
im starting realize that its my fault
cause i dont know where i woke up 
or what we did last night
she tell her mama that im awful
heard he was talking, left his body
where it wont see the light
its 2am, i feel my nose sting 
fuck, i heard my phone ring
i promise ima call you back
too intoxicated, keep it lowkey
please dont say you know me
cause no one ever had my back

all to say, where i've been,
is a mouthful
i cant blame, what you said,
cause im awful
we're on and off like every second
say "i love you" and regret it
cant stay off the pharmaceutics 
all the shit, that you said, 
is a mouthful
say im dumb and misled
guess im awful
you tried your hardest to forget it 
you still call me when your stressing
blame it on the pharmaceutics

i know
that even when you're with him 
you feel alone
and i wish i could help you, but it's
too late now, the sun's gone down
and its cold, its so cold
and when the withdrawls kick, and you feel so sick
well just know
you're still home

all to say, where i've been,
is a mouthful
i cant blame, what you said,
cause im awful
we're on and off like every second
say "i love you" and regret it
cant stay off the pharmaceutics 
all the shit, that you said, 
is a mouthful
say im dumb and misled
guess im awful
you tried your hardest to forget it 
you still call me when your stressing
blame it on the pharmaceutics

awful (hallow + suyuki)

grieve (drma)

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

invincible

shotgun carousel

Waist Deep in Cold Water

Waist Deep In Cold Water

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videoo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZ-vYeRh2Tg&feature=youtu.be

lyrics:

i feel lik im toxic 
everytime that i talk
but recently im thinkin
im probably not
u can find me bottom board
becuz im a bot
...i dont have a chours dont except one..
thers not....

i love feelin loved even tho im probably not
ur still in my head but i never give u a thought
i feel like im toxic everytime that i talk
i love feelin loved even tho im probably not

catch me up to speed 
i think that i am probably lost
u deny makin these calls
ur tongue is tied in knots

2am n ur knockin up on my door
i told u im fed up 
i cant take this anymore

everything is opening
but i still wont go out
plz still wear ur mask
im filled up with all of this doubt
u wont hit my phone no more
u think im goin south
i wont take dis shit no more
i think that im fine without

im way 2 fucked up bb
i woke up on da floor
i think that ive fallin in love
but i cant b 2 sure

i think id like love but 
i could b fine without
i dont have any stimulants 
i think that im out :(

i dont like adderall
i know i could benefit :(
i have no work ethic 
i think im jus really sick

i think i finally lost it..
i think that im obnoxious..
x2

probably not (p. hibleach)

lyrics - 
Gaspare: I would never let u go I love you 

Girl don’t trip I trust 

Put no one above you 

Tell u that I miss u, u just tell me that I fucked u over 

ever since u left me baby girl I’m feeling stupid 

thought that I had nothing to lose now I’m losing it 

falling thru the cracks, u we’re my best friend 

i can’t fuck these individuals because they are in fact not reputable  

Halloween Halloween Halloween feels like I’m falling 

I just wanna talk to u , but u text me, said ur off it 

wait for a minute 

u say that it’s finished 

u can hit my number if u ever tryna kick it

Glaive - 
i am the number one bossman

october’s lullaby w/ glaive ☆*☽ ☾*｡ (prod. polearm)

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october’s lullaby w/ glaive ☆☽ ☾｡ (prod. polearm)

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