can't see your face through the cellophane
you should stay safe, ill disintergrate
i said that i'll be okay going either way.
but this path is paved with a sentencing.

ill wait inside, it's not hard to let me down
late autumn rain turns to hail, echo city sound.
solace is strange when you split from your bearing bound
ecstasy, tastes like decay this ain't parity.

guess you got what you want, and it's haunting me.
the attic is locked, throw away the key
i just see tesselate patterns in anarchy, part of the reason i paint you so passionately

so don't hit my phone and don't talk to me
i see your thoughts in patterns like symmmetry
i hate your attempts of endearing me
maybe thats part of the reason it's killing me

pull out all of my hair
cant sleep live another fucking nightmare
im fine, couldn't say that my visions clear
told me you won't even see me when you visit here
im transparent, no britney spears
in the catacombs tryna face all my fears
rotting at my skeleton, i was born from decay
maybe thats the reason im acting this way

can't see your face through the cellophane
you should stay safe, ill disintergrate
i said that i'll be okay going either way.
but this path is paved with a sentencing.

ill wait inside, it's not hard to let me down
late autumn night turns to hell, echo city sound.
solace is strange when you split from your bearing bound
ecstasy, tastes like decay this ain't parity.

cellophane

(p. recycleBin & Jolst)

your stoicism makes incisions
i only want you more
you're making big decisions,
but you don't seem so sure
im gathering my feelings
composed and out the door
leave you without a witness
you leave me bruised and sore

im so unbound and
im only sorry for the things i didn't mean
you think you're never in the wrong
i never thought that you would ever be so mean
put together from the peace ill never see.

im like a hermit in your heart ill only leave to get some air.
and if it's true then did you ever really care
im prying locks up with my teeth, 
i never meant to be extreme, 
im having trouble telling if its all a dream.
i could do with forty winks and an asprin.
this situations got me glued into my matress.
i can't breathe at the thought, im athsmatic.
you driving on to me, im caught up in the transit.

your stoicism makes incisions
i only want you more
you're making big decisions,
but you don't seem so sure
im gathering my feelings
composed and out the door
leave you without a witness
you leave me bruised and sore

im so unbound and
im only sorry for the things i didn't mean
you think you're never in the wrong
i never thought that you would ever be so mean
put together from the peace ill never see.

built bridges, matches strike to light.
why must i be so inclined?
to(o) steep, to walk, it brews inside.
boiling water burns my thighs.

and i'm so sick of the same old sentence,
you write these lines with a leaking pen
and it's hard for me to keep it secret
you're so assured, you insist on leaving.

(1mint)
and i'm thinkin if i'll ever feel important
won't hear me much might think that i'm avoidant
grab my cup and fill it up with poision
i'll build these walls to try keep all my noise in
and this prison in this head i'm stuck
played my cards all right just ran out of luck
working on myself trying to build it up
but i'm just at the point where i've had enough

entropy (dissolution) w/ 1mint

i tried to talk but nothing happens,
and i wanna know why you built your walls up to sky, beyond the heights i could climb.
a bow and arrow by your side, another victimless crime.
the bell tower always chimes when the end is nigh.

(i don't wanna, i don't wanna, i don't wanna, i don't wanna hear it anymore)

chime in with your words, please don't paraphrase me.
and when you leave i hope you fucking taste me.

i gave you time, waited so many weeks. 
it seems like anywhere is where you'd rather be.

ooh, and i still want your love
and i still want your touch
and i can't just watch you go
no, i don't wanna know.

kingdom (outro)

we purposely trained him wrong(as a joke)

GUITAR MAN by bread (dœgægé cover) 🪳

visualizer > https://youtu.be/BFQMUZTXiA4

dœgægé

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GUITAR MAN 🪳

luvlxckdown + sidney phillips - club

prod. + vocals  -> me 
Art by myself  


lyrics -


empty space disconnect
nothing left here to protect
what once was there
now has left 
i think of us
& i second guess . . 

wonder if it all 	
was just meaningless 
hope my heart can be salvaged
from this broken mess

did all i could
tried my best 
the time has come to
put this to rest 

empty space disconnect
nothing left here to protect
what once was there
now has left 
i think of us
& i second guess . . 

i second guess . . .

~ 2nd Guess ~

r-u-gonna-stay-the-night

i heard a story that, grief is just love when it don't got nowhere to go
i'm so sorry that, i couldn't be there for you, don't want you on your own
i heard a story that 

that one day
we wouldn't be okay, we wouldn't be okay
we wanna be okay, i wanna be o-

i had a heart so big, the world couldn't handle it 
i had a love so strong, your mind couldn't fathom it 
i had a bitch so bad but she could be badder though 
you could do better though, oh

enough about me, enough about you, enough about us 
enough about love, enough about grief, enough about trust 
you could do better

trust, you could do better
you could do better though
enough about trust
you could do better though
you could do better though, oh

how much i love you
how much i love you

i heard a story that, grief is just love when it don't got nowhere to go
i'm so sorry that, i couldn't be there for you, don't want you on your own
i heard a story that one day
i couldn't be there for you, don't want you on your own
i couldn't be there for you, don't want you on your own

grief is just love with nowhere to go (prod. sh1nky)

@selfloved

(verse) 1
im going stay, with you anytime
can you tell, my why do you read my mind?
all this love i won't hide
don't go outside, without me
all this love, its not for me
are you not, lying to me
you gotta show me, what you need
is your love really for me
because you just hypnotized me, i know that i can't really see
just dont, just dont leave, cause youre the only one i need

(verse) 2
baby can you, really see me
cause youre the only that actually needs me
tell me about your feelings
i know, you been reading my mind
so you know that im really scared of losing you
can you teach us right through
hey i need you im so scared of losing you

entropy (dissolution) w/ 1mint

aval0nn