everything made by me
artwork by Kadijah Scott <3

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first of the year

@Charliemakesmusic
- https://soundcloud.com/charliemakesmusic/in-your-head

✨ https://linktr.ee/carrocker

Charlie - in your head (hilane Remix)

downloads enabled if anyone wants to do a cover

us against the universe - instrumental

life story - instrumental

an extended version from my entry for FORM's any% event!

also it's a sequel to get up sleepy princess lol: https://soundcloud.com/sleepyzone/lundy-get-up-sleepy-princess

move faster, woeful queen.

Rhinozz, fae jr., tayxm, Shifting Perspectives - living again

do it just how u like
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prod by thai thai, nickwuh, and jt atm

verses in order:
typeoh
thai thai
nickwuh
anshoo

how u like

02. Stage Fright

Prod. Bond., Soutjay

Lyrics:
This is fight or flight
Can't keep you out of sight
When in this state of mind
You make all my thoughts (cluttered)

(Bond)
(Much Love)

But I hate this
Every time my heart starts racing
All of my thoughts go vacant
I don't wanna end up faceless, no
When you handed me the mic I got stage fright
You mean more to me than you realize
When all's said and done I'll be fine
I just gotta figure out how to read minds

This is fight or flight
Oh baby I'm petrified
Never knew when to lie
Made sure my tongue was tied
And I'm so sick of waiting
Lost my cool I lost my patience
And now I see your face
And I don't know if I can make it
And I don't think I'll get by
Never letting you inside
Staring at me with snake eyes
Now I waste my time
And you refuse to say goodbye
I never thought you'd see me cry
And now you're putting up a fight
Every night

But I hate this
Every time my heart starts racing
All of my thoughts go vacant
I don't wanna end up faceless, no
When you handed me the mic I got stage fright
You mean more to me than you realize
When all's said and done I'll be fine
I just gotta figure out how to read minds

This is fight or flight
Oh baby I'm petrified
This is fight or flight
Now I have stage fright

Stage Fright

originally created for All Nighter Vol. 8 by FORM / entirely self-produced, written, & performed by meeee
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/34yENsJEHJ1lQfXX013Hrx?si=f7744226819b420d
stems: https://stemmy.versary.town/a/micahcallari/soulless/
LYRICS
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Can’t stop the laughing fit
It’s just so damn funny
How you thought that you were gathering
When all you’d done is spend all your money

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
How can people stand behind you

Depressingly desperate to sign with a label
‘Cause you only listen to the top hundred
Obsessed with eras, genres, and the periodic table
You’re scientifically planted and funded

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
But why do the fuck do I still love you

And I know it’s all for the better (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
To give us a little more space than before (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
And it would’ve been for the best if we had simply never met (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
Now they’re gonna find my heart on the floor (You’re not in it for the art)

Lifeless
Timeless
My guess
Fight this

Fame and glamor, nerdy ass manners
Suck up your gut and look refined for your managers
Pallettable, perfect, and pretty for the fancams
You see something huge in your future, but I can’t
Fuck with the vision, greet you with derision
Make nuclear fission to what could’ve been
You subscribe to a religion of billboard commissions
Before the time comes for you to finally atone for your sins

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
You’re soulless

And I know it’s all for the better (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
To give us a little more space than before (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
And it would’ve been for the best if we had simply never met (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
Now they’re gonna find my heart on the floor (You’re not in it for the art)

Lifeless (Lifeless)
Timeless (Timeless)
My guess (My guess)
Fight this (Fight this)

soulless

WHY THIS PAIN” is the confession every man hides, the moment pride finally admits that heartbreak still lingers. It’s capturing the struggle between letting go and facing the truth that healing doesn’t happen evenly on both sides.
Sometimes a man ain’t crying for who he lost…
He’s crying for the pieces of himself he gave away.
This is WHY THIS PAIN, the part of the story nobody hears.
#WhyThisPain #RhoniQ #SonicDominion #RnBHeartbreak #DancehallRemix #EmotionalMusic #NextChapter #MusicForTheSoul #HeartbreakSongs

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