🧸✂️
think ive gone n done it
think ive gone n done it
please stop calling 
when i keep this shit runnin

ill waste my life on u . . . only
all these fake ppl actng like they know me
and i cant go outside i got fangs on me
tear thru my skin like bromine

(how) could ive known that life was so hard
grew up w thorns on my heart
thats why i hurt everybody i love
havent felt smth in a while

im stuck in the moment
have hard a time making new friends
smoke gas yea propane ( uh huh ! )
give a fuckc abt ur friends they lame uh huh

yeah yea
yeah yea yea
this time im leaving u
im sorry i cant see it thru

im sorry my heart got thorns on it
im sorry my heart got thorns on it
and i cant go outside i got fangs on me
and i cant go outside i got fangs on me

<3

thorns 💘 ✧.*

eragon [prod. a1dn x gateway]

guitar by @spagdus prod & vox by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/6HrGuhMPwV1Ff9OlQI48r2?si=1fb97c51d0f443d0

no im not done yet
i got a thousand things to do
and only you know all of them
one minor setback
exstinguished every speck of hope
i had to know whats coming next

the trees are burning down
you never heard a sound from me
its time to put this plot to rest

you wouldnt know if you saw it
a dense array of every path
you know youve come to hold so dear
but everything begins right here
that sense of pride when u look back
at all the plans the dreams the friends
the loves the lives that fell apart
but you still have a beating heart

the trees are burning down
you never heard a sound from me
its time to put this plot to rest

its been two weeks since the last time i
wore out my finger tips on my
phone screen tryna get a word from you
only to fail
im restless i got no sleep but i
focus on the paiting hung on the
drywall tryna see a piece that was
not there before
the skyline embeds itself on my
eyelids sends blinking lights to my
retina contorts in ways that i
cant think to share
the ride home leaves me in fear of what
waits there its ticking down like a
time bomb just to see a thing that was
not there before

beating heart

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6iZILYTgJvFM33cIfYi5Vp?si=c11bc685f6b24a5d
prod. me
mastered by @/griggs._ (insta)

cell towers
green august
cut hands with the pink nail polish
no flowers
no prom dress
no chance i could say what i wanted

no pictures
theyre all torn apart
i set them all on fire let it burn in the yard
i tried to run away
but i cant escape now
the flames have spread too far

you said it's alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

black berry thorns youre still there
just like the old clothes i still wear
so our plan didnt pan out
dont know where ill land now
just know i cant stay where i am now
ran out
used to be your man but i cant now
hands out 
i keep waiting on you while you stand your ground
i just really hope you know i still care
in the hills with the trees i dont feel bare

i said its alright
stay on call with you for all night
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

you dont see what i lost
what it really cost me
pull of in a vacant lot
just to make it all green in my eyes
no shot
i cant shake em off me
its like just when i forgot
saw the leaves falling im

alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

green august

10/25

kurtains cover :)

LIKE A FUCKIN BALLS!
LIKE A CEO!!

no magician (cover)

Fingers

other platforms

10/30

presave the gosh darn album: ffm.to/dramatrial

STREAM

intention [ft. swazy*]

[[i'll get what i can take]]

~track [2/5]
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^ 
follow my twitch for more music streams soon :3
www.twitch.tv/jauntsen

\\ featuring //
+prod from 
@leytonmode
@cherryrizla (guitars)
+vox from
@leastfavorite 
+art by me

\\ lyrics //

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
perfect timing 
don't wanna break this and see it fall
we can work this out if u wanna sit on call
it's all my fault
because the words are coming out 
and i don't feel i'm making sense at all

[verse] ~ @leastfavorite
and i taste sug4r on my t0ngue
and 1 just wanna be r3lied on
and U taste sw33ter play1ng dumb
and thats 0ur hill we're gonn4 ..

make it 4ll my fault that we're h3r3 again
y0u want s0mething else but 1 gotta [whoops ! had a little cough here x3]
g1v3 me s0mething more , give m3 s0mething less
r4ttle all the w0rds out of my h3ad >//<

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
perfect timing 
don't wanna break this and see it fall
we can work this out if u wanna sit on call
it's all my fault
because the words are coming out 
and i don't feel i'm making sense at all

[bridge] ~ @leastfavorite
And we can work this out,
'Cause we've got common ground--
And we both want this.
I know we both really want this.

Fractalline figments give halfway to truth
When you tell me you love me
And I won't believe you.

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
thought i saw the other side 
i swear it was a perfect picture
but now it's flmaing from it's side
we burned it down cause we can't listen 
like what are we missing 
and how i can fix this on my own 
i never wanted to give in
but look at us taking no control
it will be alright

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
perfect timing 
don't wanna break this and see it fall
we can work this out if u wanna sit on call
it's all my fault
because the words are coming out 
and i don't feel i'm making sense at all

[outro] ~ @jauntsen
i don't make sense
why is it not obvious 
i swear i'm gonna break
but i'll get what i can take

spotify !

perfect timing +leastfavorite! (leyton + cherryrizla)

shhhh

heavily inspired by https://soundcloud.com/mothercain/dust-bowl-demo

Hands

||you can't let go if you don't want to||

~track [2/10]

🦋 \\ featuring // 🦋
~+vox from
@leytonmode
+ prod me & @leytonmode

+ additional prod from
@anem0s
@assperrr

mix + master by me~

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
{{tts}}
this scares me.
i feel like someone isn't fully telling the truth
maybe it's both of us who are lying

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
god damn
i guess it is up to me
overflown with this fear so naturally
but it's time to let this go
cos' i can't take it any longer
who's this girl you claimed to be yourself
you wronged her
here's the path you paved can't run away
it's not a offer
guess its up to me
i broke the mirror out of spite
just to find a clue
now the bloods all on my hands don't know what to do

cause you're see through
did i say something wrong?
didn't mean to
i'll think it over and over again
i took a step into this life
can't get back what i spent
it's all my fault
can't take the blame
like this was my plan

i forgot who to trust
who's lying
is it me
is it us?
cos' i can't read you
page is burning i might give up
how to think
watch it crash in front of me
it's just the thought of you leaving
i cannot fathom the feeling of letting go

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen & @leytonmode
i keep buying time just to waste it all
years keep flying by things don't change at all
if there were words to say
i can't explain the way
it's got me feeling
i have to let it go

it's all you ever wanted to be
take a look
mirrored vision
of the person that you see
that you see.

{{tts}}
you are know listening to butterfly effect

[verse] ~ @leytonmode
you left me down with my face in the street
had to be blunt u won’t face it with me
get you out of my head I been waiting a week
that’s some shit u can’t see, u did it to me
keep creeping up, u had me thinking I wasn’t enough
its tough, I really gave u my trust
ashes that turn into dust, im all out of luck

don’t fuss just let me pass away
cause I can’t fuck the past away
now ill say what I have to say
go in circles like baggage claim
this isn’t what we planned out, another man down
thinking how u left me down on the ground
chipping my teeth and ur breaking my crown

{{tts}}
it's only just your life.

[hook]~ @jauntsen
don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
you're bound for something bigger than this

don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
you can't win if you don't even make a sound

{{tts}}
you can't let go if you don't want to

don't be scared!
pick up your ha-ha-ha hands!
you know it's
bad!!
to leave them on
BAD!!!
to leave them on (make it out)
you can't win if you don't even make a sound
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
make it out!!
don't be SCARED!!!!

spotfiy !

don't be scared +leyton

02. Stage Fright

Prod. Bond., Soutjay

Lyrics:
This is fight or flight
Can't keep you out of sight
When in this state of mind
You make all my thoughts (cluttered)

(Bond)
(Much Love)

But I hate this
Every time my heart starts racing
All of my thoughts go vacant
I don't wanna end up faceless, no
When you handed me the mic I got stage fright
You mean more to me than you realize
When all's said and done I'll be fine
I just gotta figure out how to read minds

This is fight or flight
Oh baby I'm petrified
Never knew when to lie
Made sure my tongue was tied
And I'm so sick of waiting
Lost my cool I lost my patience
And now I see your face
And I don't know if I can make it
And I don't think I'll get by
Never letting you inside
Staring at me with snake eyes
Now I waste my time
And you refuse to say goodbye
I never thought you'd see me cry
And now you're putting up a fight
Every night

But I hate this
Every time my heart starts racing
All of my thoughts go vacant
I don't wanna end up faceless, no
When you handed me the mic I got stage fright
You mean more to me than you realize
When all's said and done I'll be fine
I just gotta figure out how to read minds

This is fight or flight
Oh baby I'm petrified
This is fight or flight
Now I have stage fright

Stage Fright

i am now @colecalico
i still listen to music on here tho

Stage Fright

Bond.

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