Been loving this tune to bits since it came out, so happy I stumbled across your work and this sort of music.

The Banger Bus

they stay so obsessed with me they don't ever let up

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production: me
mixing & mastering: me & orchid (@0rch_id)
cover art: ddertbag @ddertbag

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[chorus]
make me nothing again
mother, i’ve sinned, i repent
i’ll make amends w/ my death
don’t wanna waste your time
so sacrifice my life
i’ll make amends w/ my death

[verse]
i feel it all flow
inside my veins
down below
what i’ve done, i know
my guilt has tainted my soul 
let’s put it all to rest
no more lyin 
in that tattered dress
make me feel like i’m j worthless
everything that i did, i regret
my body shaking, cold 
persisting at my core
my essence, broken, old
my cries, they go ignored  

[chorus]

lilith

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

Vocals by maxeem / cover by ekdsc (https://ekdsc.neocities.org/)
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by maxeem

ALL PLATFORMS - https://ffm.to/ichandle

[Intro]
I don't wanna end that way again
I end up wasting time
Staying far too long again
There's no one by my side

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that it wasn't as easy as they said it is
Took a leap of faith into uncharted abyss
On my own, but for the first time
I feel new again, I've ascended into new light

[Chorus]
And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Post-Chorus]
In the dark for far too long
The darkness ended up being prolonged
I wanted more out of this song
Let me out, I waited too long
Don't wanna end up another face up on a poster
Lost all to time, lost all the faith that I had

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't wanna end up another face
up on a poster
Lost all to time
I lost all the faith I had

[Chorus]

And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Outro]

I spent too many nights
You won't see me up on that poster
I walked out the door
I don't wanna see you again
I can handle this I can handle this

LIIGHTWORK SOON :)

I can handle this

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@funeral

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produced by @/soontobegus on instagram
orchestral production by @iamkeeve
mixed & mastered by me

special thanks to @f0rdis

selfish (feat. funeral)

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

(@prodnomu)

Got me thinkin i could fall for u
Ur jus a devil in a dress
That i keep talking too
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

Now i dont want nobody next to me
U only want me for attention wheres the rest of me
ye
ur feelin better off da ecstasy
And i can tell that u dont care its like ur testing me 

I’m getting tired of the same shit
Ive tried it different but its always hard to change it
And u dont even kno my name yet
 gime a chance and ima waste it all

chorus

waste

other platforms <3

w/ @scrobaby

//
now everyday feels like a waste of timeee
i’m fucking sick of it 
i hate this life
and i’d do anything to change, i’d try
i know it’s not for me
i bite my tongue but now i think it’s time i show my teeth
cuz all my life i been a people pleaser
been a bit too nice i’m fucking putting me first
i know it’s not for me
i bite my tongue but now i think it’s time i show my teeth

love it when u do it like that
i’m jus tryna kiss u right back
love it when u do it like that
i’m jus tryna kiss u right back

in my t shirt
ima bite it til my fucking teeth hurt 
i could please u
tell me what u like
baby i could get u right yuh

waste ur time 
i don’t wana waste ur time oh no
waste ur time,
i don’t wanna waste ur time

teeth

all plats

closer and closer

Fetty Wap - Again (Folklore Bootleg)

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

spotify/iTunes etc

Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

prod nomu art by nomu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://open.spotify.com/track/631WXXGqKLBcTWGAQuhPFP?si=hNM-jM7_SMmAttogYs13Hg

nomu + wells + 8485 - walk

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

dumb

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