actually good hyperpop

produced by saint tomorrow and taylor morgan
tiny backing on the chorus and cool watercolour painting by 8485

RESTORE feat. midwxst (saint tomorrow+taylor morgan)

production: me & soma (@prodsoma)
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[intro]
feel alone n helpless
i paved this road w/ no end
tired of playing pretend
just wanna get out this mess

i’m not okay, i confess
these last few months, i’ve been stressed
i just have so much regrets
i just have so much regrets

[verse]
i’ve only had myself to get through all of this, it’s hell.
it’s lonely when the ones u used to know have said farewell
bleeding out, my eyes r open
can’t see, all my senses broken 
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless

[chorus]
nobody even knows it, but i’m tired
i can feel killin all of my desire
doesn’t help when all my “friends” don’t even bother
not a thing that i can try to make me calmer
i’m drowning in emotions down beneath 
i’m grinding all my teeth
it’s getting hard to breathe, so...

tell me, was it a waste?
dug six feet down, no escape.
feels like i just got replaced
by someone better than me
if i left w/o a trace, no one would ponder
this path i’m going down, don’t even wanna 
staying silent cuz i don’t want any drama
heart is bleeding on the floor, guess that’s just karma 

[verse]
i tried my hardest just to be there for y’all
gave every person my all
but u still let me just fall 
u stare and laugh at me when i’m at my low 
don’t have to say it, ik
all that u do, yeah it shows
that i’m not welcome here
that u don’t even care
act like i’m unaware
a sight i cannot bear
i tried my best, i swear
heart on my sleeve, i wear [s/o rod wave]
just left me in despair
u never were a friend

[chorus]

apathetic (avit + soma)

i tried at least.

production: me
mixing & mastering: me & windfield @findwield

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

these last few months in these thin walls
blood spilt w words, i’ve been through it all
n i grow tired day by day 
watching all my “friends” leave me 
wish they’d just stayed...
don’t know who i am anymore
i just don’t wanna b ignored
sick of it all…
cuz i’ve changed for y’all for far too long 
n all ur lies roll off ya tongue 
i’m done j being what u want 
it’s clear that i do not belong 

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk 
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me 
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further 
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

my memory’s faded and i’ve lost who i am
this piece i’ve painted, fragments of what was then 
let’s leave it in the past
let it decay to ash
let it just falter… away
feel like my whole life, i’ve been erased
always made me feel like i’m a waste
wishing i could never ever wake 
people switching up on me, it’s hard to say 
but i don’t really feel a thing but apathy
yeah every part of me is numb to pain 
everyday is just a cycle of my misery
and i hate it
cuz it’s always my fault and i’m always the cause of my fall

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk 
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me 
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further 
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

stream <3

same old me

produced by @p-guda

lyrics:
step back and let me analyze
it's their bad and my loss, i'm just crushed inside
just let me go, please just let me go
nothing left for u to know
i'm just sick of only keeping to myself on the low
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess ill never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

was it worth it?
(no)
i know i can not be perfect
u said it was part of the learning
now i’m too scared to talk
can either of u open up ur arms when i start to feel lost?
i guess not (yeah i guess not)
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess i'll never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

backroads (guda)

@55depths
@zephyrcove
@riensu
@1toge
@giabellee

from the second album:
"and at last..."
prod. me.
backing vocals by giabelle.

lyrics:
*heavy intro*

one, two, three, four.

well you caught my eye
when we met that night
you're reaching out and touching
guess it counts for something
can't ignore you
feel it deep inside
and the tensions high
i want you in my bloodstream
babe you're all consuming
can you feel us falling?

(can you feel it now?)
can you feel us falling?
(can you feel it now?)
can you feel me falling?
(can you feel it now?

and your eyes don't lie
need you by my side
i'm slowly sinking under
and my thoughts they wander
do they haunt you?
baby, tell me why
does it feel so right
and when you say you need me
guess i'm good for something
never leave you

(riensu)
you're so occupied
now i'm so terrified
and it's just you and i
i'm coming back to my senses
when you look at me that way, i'm defenseless 
i could go on and on but it'd be just endless
i'm so restless
can we end this?
cause i don't want another reckless love
another reckless love

(can you feel it now?)
can you feel us falling?
(can you feel it now?)
can you feel me falling?
(can you feel it now?)

(manni ✰)
guess, guess
guess i'm still alive
i don't fuck with nobody else
one love, one love
one love is all i need
don't trust anyone
don't trust anyone
i swear that we're not alike
guess, guess
guess i'm still alive
i don't fuck with nobody else
one love, one love
one love is all i need
don't trust anyone
i'm running round in circles, love
don't trust anyone
i swear that we're not alike

spotify

can you feel us falling? w/ riensu and manni ✰

feat. @claudesdiary
prod. dercept x jkei
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(lyrics)

im runnin fast in my forces
i said something but i dont think that its important yeah
i felt some things but i just think that i ignored it
i couldnt smell a thing cuz of the white that i just snorted

im runnin fast in my forces
filled with cracks like some porcelain
i made some racks and i just balled em up and torched them
lookin at my past there was a couple of misfortunes

-claude-

im finna get me a bag
why they gon tell me its bad
i needa get them racks fast
no we ain’t gon make it back
im finna put that on my life
someone come get me high
roll it up touch the sky

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt


:')

porcelain feat. claude

hi again

backwards w/ d0llywood1 + saturn

Verse Order:
@chach404
@wido123456789
@p4rkr
@sanriorose
@midwxst
@1kurtains
@1glaive
@blackwinterwells
@braxtonknight
@zootzie
@lilkiteshawty
@kggn
@shadowkingkillz
@saturn27

PROD: @4ambhx

RED W/ SLOWSILVER03, NOVAGANG, GOONNCITY, & MIDNIGHT SOCIETY (PROD. 4AM)

THIS IS NOT MY SONG!!!! was too quiet, could not hear. reuploading a bit louder + SLIGHTLY bass boosted.

update: original deleted ig,, enjoy

https://soundcloud.com/sholoh/squadmix
@sholoh

sholoh + crunchy + dolly + yungster jack + osquinn + zootzie - squad remix (prod. prblm) [LOUDER]

it'll be fall soon.

lyrics: https://genius.com/Avit-seasons-lyrics

production: spencer hoover @spencer1629
mixing & mastering: vendr @vendr

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

seasons (spencer hoover)

[prod wstdyth]

lyrics:

lighting flowers 
couple ounces in the bag 
sitting in my car and she pull me to the back 
they don’t know my real face 
putting on a mask 
and if i was u 
then i wouldn’t wanna ask 

and we rolling out the crib if i say so 
guayaki i don’t need any faygo 
no facts u just reach like its halo 
goin south hit the mall in vallejo 

marks on my eyes 
and i feel like it’s a bad trip 
see sum undercover 
and i know i gotta have it 
looking like an angel 
gucci on her belt clip 
i just started feeling kinda down 
and i can’t help it 

she lift me up now 
i don’t want a buss down 
this is straight silver 
never gonna rust out 
pull up in a race car 
im not on the bus now 
pull up in a race car 
im not on the bus now 

wait 
i just want a moment when i’m looking at ur face 
i don’t have enough time 2 be feeling any hate 
living in the dark 
i be playing with my fate 
i can see a ghost and he’s creeping in my place 

try to use the time that i have can’t waste 
feeling like a god i been feeling like i’m based 
wanna talk shit 
better get up 2 my pace  
only 2.8 man this packs underweight 

lighting flowers 
couple ounces in the bag 
sitting in my car and she pull me to the back 
they don’t know my real face 
putting on a mask 
and if i was u 
then i wouldn’t wanna ask 

and we rolling out the crib if i say so 
guayaki i don’t need any faygo 
no facts u just reach like its halo 
goin south hit the mall in vallejo

halo

@blackwinterwells
prod wstd
[wstdyth]
cold feet 
why u backing away from the trophy 
hopping out 
raf simons with the soul speed 
they be running their mouths but they don’t know me 
u know i won’t kick it with fakes 
that why i’m lonely 

rolling up that smoke all the time 
diamonds in the 9 
think that i just found a secret door feel like coraline 
get back into my life 
u shouldn’t even try 
dior sit on my wrist 
that gleaming hit my eyes 

every time i get lit 
these demons in disguise 
they be fucking hard with the kid 
but i dont socialize 
i don’t wanna look at my phone 
i’m seeing all these lies 
i can’t fall asleep in the night 
the sun is on the rise 

[wells]
and im flying under white light 
under hi speed cameras
baby hold tight and there wont be danger
try as i might, i know i cant change her
im a demon, not a savior
alchemy in a white room
wait and see how i transmogrify you
into red fumes, clock the speed of your soul
im so rapid you're like dough
and i dont need anyone who's never even opened a spellbook!

[wstd]
i been goin round and round a dark star 
and i’m tryna find my self that’s the hard part 
so i wrote what feel as fell far 
and i know that the end is always at the start

soul speed w/ blackwinterwells

prod me and that dude @ilypelican

looking through my head at everything I've ever done or said
I'm so annoying I hate everything I ever did
don't know why I would even tell you you don't give a shit
I finally understand the reason I don't see you
[HOOK]
you don't listen to me 
life feel like a fucking movie
I'm  thinking of ending things
maybe then you'll say you knew me
you just saying anything
don't know what you meant to me
blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
drag me through the dirt saying 
what happened to chivalry
I feel like your secretary
all the shit you give to me
I thought when it happened
wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
me and all my misery
[VERSE]
fucked up fucked up 
I get so
you're stuck up you're stuck up 
you don't know
I'm trying so hard to do this on my own
lying I said I'm good alone
stuck here and I'm faking I'm okay
I don't wanna wait another day
feels like they're lying to my face
just cant keep up I'm out of place
I know its temporary 
do it again and again
another January
I don't know how I should spend
tonight yeah more than ever
I feel like this is the end
they said it gets better
I don't know why they pretend
[HOOK]

im thinking of ending things ft 8485 (yurms + pelican)

Tên tôi là, Vivi!

Business only - vi@avit.wtf

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seasons (spencer hoover)

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