I need an instrumental version of this song

prod/co prod ria

catchin fire in the middle of ocean
sum nights yea I really wish you’d notice
leave my body on ice it’s alright, know u always cut me open
left 4 dead know a motherfucker homesick
pessimist always waitin for the worlds end
drunk as fuck know I think I’m boutta hurl man
I be thinkin way 2 much take a couple see the world end

Bitch I’m in the cut with my boys on some fuck shit
Tol her run it up so much in my system I can’t function
foot up 2 ur neck hold ur breath I’m boutta stomp shit
vans all bloody got me nauseous
I just want a check blowin bands on a pop bitch
odst muthrfucker ima drop ship
lil boy a grunt confetti blowin when my shots hit x2

all things burn tryna set that shit alight,
yeah my head still hurts but i'm still gon fight it
ahhh you're the worst but i don't mind it
take the tape out, burn it don't rewind it
you said, if i want it i could find it
i'm  dead, and no care can be provided
i'll fucking burn it all down yeah i don't like it
and all i need is a match to light it
wrong place wrong time
going insane losing my mind
i'm not fine
love me don't try lyin
i don't mind, i guess i could live this lie,
everything we built expired
and everyday i get more tired

ember w/ rouri404, raegun (prod. piscesfry, Plxce)

@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7rRE8z2QYg0VjYZUJtoIno?si=66458ac562794268
[lyrics]
so
i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you

we're in the hallways
skipping like always
i tried to tell you i'd be there for you always
but 
you took all that i had
and you wont ever give it back
bright lights hoco and a stage floor
tell me did you get exactly what you came for
im 1 of 1 and now she wishing that they made more
you tryna play me i aint falling for the same ploy
i was your chance and you blew it 
left me looking stupid 
im mad cause i knew it would go that way
i never wanted you to go away :/

i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you
[sick pop breakdown]
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.
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[ dream log soon!!!! tell a friend ;) ]

never got to kiss you (hallow)

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0bawM83DKPc6x34fbSouE7?si=c9817a13a32349a5

too many issues i cant solve emmm
thanks 4 everything, really proud of this song i hope yall like it lol

lyrics:
you say its for the best,
but i feel way too stressed.
i swear that im losing sight
of what i do best
i wanna be right
yeah well im obssessed
its bad that i lie...
but theres stuff i cant confess

ive been down and so hopeless
im losing my focus
i hope i can show this
my life is so bogus
my career is tanking
everythings taking
a dangerous route

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

take another step forward, i wish that i could step more
i try to turn around to face the problems but i get bored
they tell me im a monster in disguise without a big roar
seeing all my friends going up wish i could get more

and everyone around wants me to change myself
ive been stuck up in the clouds where i cannot find help
ive been dragged inside the mud and ive been down in hell
and really i have not been feeling all too well

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus at the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please

issues prod siemspark & ayoley

vocals by me and rouri 
art by phixel


wut do u want frm me?
i been silently waiting 4 u to leave
its a problem with u & not a problem w me
i been stuck in place, not moving constantly
u think ur safe w/ ur back trned
dnt feel surprised when this blade makes ur neck hurt
jus close ur eyes & wish 4 things to get bettter
acid lies always burning thru my sweatshirt

YOUTUBE

problem with u ft. rouri404 (yungspoiler)

☆

prod and mix by @traxee 

BEATSCAPE: https://youtu.be/jIFm2VkaaQ8 

Get the elevator on the wrong floor I didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame still stuck in the past
I wanna try a different way
Pet projects and cases that they throw away
Trash it and go back to grey

safe in the dark town
oddly unironic
and at least i can walk unafraid
if i believe things will be alright
Pillows on my bed
shove em all to the ground
and tryna feel less alone
by turning on the tv
open your diary
what did u write about me
ink lit up from the screen
the brightest show and tell
yea

Little glow in the dark
Ceiling with the stick on stars
its like the world is ours
when its not really at all
See how its all gonna play out
Still Trying not to fade out
Stick with me on the days
That aren’t easy at all

i confuse myself, help
i could use some self help
never know what to do
So I must be selfish too
leave it all on the line
trust itll all end up fine
leave it all on the line
Its why i look to you

and then I'm back to the real world
and i'm working 9 to 7s
wasting my freakin life
without learning any lessons 
realitys so numbing
Step one and then come through
I think i'll feel better if we talk 
in circles like we do

i got u using my slang
the words we say are the same
makes me believe in something
i used to think was insane

Ima watch it all unfurl
They make it seem so easy to fall
but i know i'd get picked up
even if it takes a while

Off the elevator on the wrong floor i didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame but its not gonna last
i wanna try a different way
feeling out the phases
they say
go away 
always make it out okay

ultrabeat sound of my 18 (p. traxee)

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

comfortable

spotify <3

prod by @ria_chuelo :)))
plz go follow n support dem !!!

lyrics:
i dont think i can get over this..
shes holding me down while theres guns to my head..
i jus wish she loved me like she loved him..

but truly we never get what we want
every time we talk its always breaking my heart
i know you say you love him but i treat you better
i wont tell you what to do
but i think thats the wrong move
i think that i lost it
my minds a moshpit
i think that im sick in the head
n i cant get past this
i got over stimulated aimin for the bathroom
i got lost along the way now im stuck in the backrooms
you say that ur just friends w him but ion know what that includes
im havin a panic attack
n ion know what to do
just point me in the right direction
we fell off like a disconnection
i guess that i dont get to say anything its case closed

i hope that ur happier
i hope that u start smilin
x3

ion understand why you always win the arguments
i have things to say and ion think u comprehend them
why is it jus such an issue jus to let me talk
ill jus shut up
ill just stop
please dont tell me that your coming back for me
i think that i told you that he didnt really love you
you want me back but i dont think i trust you
im sorry baby i think that were threw..

but truly we never get what we want
every time we talk its always breaking my heart
i know you say you love him but i treat you better
i wont tell you what to do
but i think thats the wrong move
i think that i lost it
my minds a moshpit
i think that im sick in the head
n i cant get past this
i got over stimulated aimin for the bathroom
i got lost along the way now im stuck in the backrooms
x2

stream

backrooms (ria)

prod. FORTUNESWAN
I hope u like it :D s/o fortuneswan

spotify

u can tell (fortuneswan)

@raegun240

lyrics:
[verse 1: raegun]
always shared my feelings like that
and i been fucking hurting, you can read it in my texts
and on that topic, if you love me, you should text me back
don’t blame me for your wrist, it’s looking like an art project
the process had me counting on shooting stars
hoping you won’t play with me and leave me with a broken heart
you say you different but i heard that shit only a thousand times
how come you fuck me and then leave me out here in the woods to die
you called me on my cellphone, i let it ring
i see you in the party, walk the other way, you off a drink
i aint dealing wit yo lame shit
how you need me when you need a therapist?
maybe i’m just playing victim, maybe i’m the one that’s sick, i doubt it
you the one wasted, falling into different men
last week you needed me and now you hitting on my friends
it’s a matrix of feelings
go outside and it’s a lot of fake shit i’m hearing
reminiscing on the days you wondered why i left you alone
but you’ll never be gone
cuz you’ll never be home 

[verse 2: icedoutomnitrix]
hope your face disappears, dont want it in my memory
the pain that i feel, i wanna know the remedy
so much hate up in your heart
baby why you gotta make it hard?
fuck that, i get cash, feel better temporarily
fuck my past and the baggage that i carry
why would you lie and tell me that you care for me
been a while since i cried, dont think there's a repair for me
but ima try anyways
that nigga tried me, sent him to heavens gates
you know where to find me, come to my fucking place
get out my mind please, out of my fucking brain

THE PROCESS (W/ RAEGUN) [PROD. RIA CHUELO]

prod RECYCLEBIN x RIACHUELO
cool swag song means a lot to me
lyrics:
dont feel like its worth it
im fully imperfect
im learning new ways
behind closed curtains
im putting the work in
no recognition
nothing im earning
an angel a serpent
im falling to pieces 
im truthfully hurtin
these bridges im burning
the tables are turnin
i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile again
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

know its better unsaid
i just hope that it ends
working all night
to make this shit
i feel so empty
like i should
i hope it comes out good
cause

i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile n shit
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

(endie moans off beat 4 some time)

i think that im worth it
i might not be perfect
but thats okay
everything gets better 
i been under the weather
i know its whatever

i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile again
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

bliss (recyclebin + ria)

AViT - GOLDEN FT. MIDWXST (Prod. Aldn & Heavn)

@ria_chuelo

[Verse 1]
Baby im comin late
I done took too long maybe i shouldnt date
I done held you up baby i wouldn’t wait
I done ate that punch take it right to the face 
i’ve been well off late, baby im feelin cracked
how the fuck that feel?, gettin stabbed in the back
That’s a goddamn bitch, u would cave lika bat
I don’t give two fucks, its been worser than dat

[Bridge]
Take a pause tell me how that feels
I was fucked eatin 1 square meal
Ima jugg ‘for i sign that deal
baby duck if it gets too real (i been betta then dat)

[Verse 2]
I been good, I been on my lone
I been good, I been on my own (i been betta then dat)
Join the club, I been by myself
Im okay I dont need your help

Spotify

i've been better (prod. ria)

lol fuck u

this also a single off my album lol

art by @n9kki

production: coleslau @coleslau & ria @ria_chuelo
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[hook]
she said: “baby, i don’t like to waste no time”
well shawty ion ‘member asking you a single time
you’re always fucking stuck up, yeah i see right through your lies
girl look me in my eyes and ask me if i seem alright?
yeah, you always rushing into shit
you never know when to fucking quit
i hate how you run around my head
but baby i love how you pretend

[verse]
yeah you’re fake as hell to me
i wish your face just went away
rude, i know
but you’re so cold
i’m sick of falling for your games
by the end of this, ik you’ll play it off
tellin all ur friends: “it’s cool, the issue’s gone”
but we both know that’s far from true

[breakdown]
laugh all u want
idc
prefer to be blunt
think that’s fair
and you wonder why
you got no reply
u don’t deserve my attention

don’t even try
it’s not worth it
just say goodbye
yeah you won’t be missed

[bridge]
yeah you won’t be missed x2
i can’t believe i let you waste my time
everything u did, still do not know why
after what u said to me x2

[hook]

stream <3

stuck-up (coleslau + ria)

basically twitterloser but i’m even more mad

production: jane remover @janeremover
mixing & mastering: me & heavn @heavenindaclouds

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[verse]
get out my head
wish u were dead
yeah when i bled
u laughed n stared
while i was down bad
left with dread
without a friend 
left in the end

i’m all alone and i’m ok with that
as long as u stay way the fuck right back 
yeah baby don’t attempt to come right back
cuz baby i don’t rlly know ‘bout that

[pre-chorus]
and even though u been gone from my life so long
ur presence lingers on and on
and all those scars u left on me
just make me want to fucking scream

[hook]
i h8 u! 
despise u! >:(
ur the reason i’m this way
suicidal
can’t get up, no
ur the reason i’m this way
i’m numb to 
the pain now :/
ur the reason i’m this way
your lies and 
your fake love
ur the reason i’m this way

[verse]
yeah it’s so hard for me to just pretend 
it’s all ok
when u were close to me, and u just gave my love away 
i trusted u, guess that’s too bad :/
i shoulda knew, it makes me mad >:(

well it’s ur loss
n it’s ur fault 
that we fell apart
n u left me to rot 
what we had, i laid it to rest
those wasted years, i feel regret

[pre-chorus & hook]

[outro w/ 28 ppl :o]

ur the reason im this way (jane remover)

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

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stuck-up (coleslau + ria)

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