Lucille❤️

you left me hanging like a corpse on a tree
look myself in the mirror, i don't wanna be me
put a bullet right through you, said you wanted to leave
i'm so tired of disguises caught you lying through your teeth

caught you tearing your skin, don't apologize (think i'm tired)
i'll atone for sins baby i don't mind (i'm tired)

[mage]
i travel mile after mile just to, hear you scream
skin starts to scatter as your blood hits the leaves
and i hate myself wanna control alt delete
every bone in my body, i don't wanna be me

let me set you free

hang me on the oak tree (ft. mage)

i tried it gets harder
yeah i been the problem
i hope you can solve it, my darling

don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
please
don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
la la la la
la la la la
don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
don't shoot us down  
la la la la
la la la la

inside my brain you're killing me
i'd slay them all so easily
these razor blades keep tearing me
i'd rather leave i'm so naive
it's something i couldn't believe
all of this weight you put on me
all of this weight you put on me
you put on me

don't shoot us down

it doesn’t matter at all
play with my psyche my,
brains in a spiral for love
love.
love.
love.

wolf in a sheep’s skin
if i die, bury me with all your sins
did you try?

i don’t think you ever did
is it my fault see a different lense

now it’s all gone
yea it’s turned to shit
now my life is shit

would it even matter if i found the end?
i wish i could kill em all and start again
voices gettin louder as a i slit my wrists

matter (love)

idk what genre to put this as. idk why this got taken down off everywhere but lucky I have a copy of it :3

addition (w_ lucille) prod me - bunii

point blank range

Demon

Lyrics:

What's the matter?
All these voices won't leave me alone (Ooh-woah)
I'm a peasant, I know it, I feel so annoying
Don't mind me, I'm writing my note
And it said I'll meet the pistol
When you're dead, nobody misses you
To the head, I'll make it critical
All the problems you have are so minuscule
Baby, I just can't help, I promise I'm into you
I won't lie, I'll make everyone watch us heal
Shotgun loaded and caught, for real
When you're drunk, what's one more shot?
On the floor and my heart done stopped
I'm on the news like "Who would've thought?"
And I try to be perfect, I'm not (Fucked)
Maybe they'll care when I'm gone (Fuck)
Maybe they won't and I'll rot
I'll die for you more, die for you, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, oh, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
'Cause all that I gave, was it not enough?
(You never change, you never-)
Call me insane but you know that I love you, 'cause
(You never change, you never change)
Watch the sun freeze, filling up a shot
What if I'm dead? (What if I'm dead?)
Now we're all red (Now we're all red)
Tell you I tried, maybe start over
Why you not call?
Was it not taught?
Just to keep running from my thoughts
Plucking on this clover 'till my luck's gone
I won't lie, I'll make everyone watch us heal
Shotgun loaded and caught, for real
When you're drunk, what's one more shot?
On the floor and my heart done stopped
I'm on the news like "Who would've thought?"
And I try to be perfect, I'm not (Fucked)
Maybe they'll care when I'm gone (Fuck)
Maybe they won't and I'll rot
I'll die for you more, die for you, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, oh, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
'Cause all that I gave, was it not enough?
(You never change, you never-)
Call me insane but you know that I love you, 'cause
(You never change, you never change)

Lucille - die for you, more

prod. lucille

oh god, i fear i'm way too involved
i put it all on the line
i'll be awaiting your call
said this shit a million times
guess you don't listen at all
i'll take a shot from your gun and blow my brains on the walls

i might just lose it for you baby
hold my hand
i'll be the loser for you maybe
in the end
i'll still be here when it gets crazy
god damn

i never seen this side of you
how do i get through
defiled, lie in you
and your cold
cold

shoot me dead
what's the point
a million rounds
fill the void
slay me down
kill the noise
watch it all fall down
paranoia

hate you
i wanna break you
i'm scared too
face you
i swear i'll find you
phase through
all your lies

oh god, i fear i'm way too involved
i put it all on the line
i'll be awaiting your call
said this shit a million times
guess you don't listen at all
i'll take a shot from your gun and blow my brains on the walls

i might just lose it for you baby
hold my hand
i'll be the loser for you maybe
in the end
i'll still be here when it gets crazy
god damn

i never seen this side of you
how do i get through
defiled, lie in you
and your cold
cold

shoot me dead
what's the point
a million rounds
fill the void
slay me down
kill the noise
watch it all fall down
paranoia

paranoia

lyrics:

And I'm falling in too deep
How could I just succeed?
When it's hatred that you seek
And I feel so incomplete
Never enough
Tryna wipe my smile
While I'm in a rut
As I clench my tightrope
Hope I don't fall
Cause it's unclear
If you wanna delete me or if it's fear

Cause I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
But my heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever, I wouldn't my worst)
(Just won't stop it's getting worse, I tried forever)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

I do this shit won't work
I'm stuck in place
It's all downhill from here

You watch as I just spiral
I can't look inside the mirror
And I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
My heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever)
(Lost my friends, I'm like whatever)
(I'm still waiting like whatever)
(Hope you know-)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

whatever

I never thought it would end
Oh a sting, what's one more bite
The sun will never see me again
Cause I'll be burned alive

I'd never put up a fight
Your sorrow i might drown in again
Like what's the point of this
I'm hollow but i itch in my skin
I just don't feel real at times
Tomorrow I'll be bleeding again
I couldn't imagine it
When all I'd ever need is a friend

When I'm so unwell
No one ever wants to reach for help
Feel my stomach caving now I'm trapped in hell
And i fucking hate it but I'm fine oh well

I'd never put up a fight
Your sorrow i might drown in again
Like what's the point of this
I'm hollow but i itch in my skin
I just don't feel real at times
Tomorrow I'll be bleeding again
I couldn't imagine it
When all I'd ever need is a friend

Didn't ask for this
Should've bit my tongue
Don't react to this
Need an SOS
Never know what's next
You could beat me blue
Till you know I'm dead
Never had a clue, you were so upset
And when we're looping in circles, just know i tried my best
And you still contest, my heads a wreck
You could blow my brains till there's nothing left cause

I'd never put up a fight
Your sorrow i might drown in again
Like what's the point of this
I'm hollow but i itch in my skin
I just don't feel real at times
Tomorrow I'll be bleeding again
I couldn't imagine it
When all I'd ever need is a friend

When I'm so unwell
No one ever wants to reach for help
Feel my stomach caving now I'm trapped in hell
And i fucking hate it but I'm fine oh well

I'd never put up a fight
Your sorrow i might drown in again
Like what's the point of this
I'm hollow but i itch in my skin
I just don't feel real at times
Tomorrow I'll be bleeding again
I couldn't imagine it
When all I'd ever need is a friend

amico

What would it take for you to talk to me?
I'd give you all you wanted
I'm in agony, my god
You still stab my back regardless
You want apologies, I'm sorry
I just hate how it's all my fault

It's been a while
I'm in the rain
I hope it'll change but i know it won't
I'd rather leave it
You want a cause or a why or a reason

Yeah I'm just depleted
Tired of breathing, tired of thinking
When i need a break in the ring
You keep beating
Knock my lights out, such a diva
I'm not pure but you're so evil

Yeah I'm just depleted
Tired of breathing, tired of thinking
When i need a break in the ring
You keep beating
Knock my lights out, such a diva
I'm not pure but you're so evil

We're in so much dismay
You're so cold i idolize it
Can't put it all behind me
I think i need some rest because

I'm just depleted
Tired of breathing, tired of thinking
When i need a break in the ring
You keep beating
Knock my lights out, such a diva
I'm not pure but you're so evil

Yeah I'm just depleted
Tired of breathing, tired of thinking
When i need a break in the ring
You keep beating
Knock my lights out, such a diva
I'm not pure but you're so evil


evil

She runs around in my head
Who thought I'd be here alone
The things we did
I digress
Nowhere to go, you're my home
And i tried just letting it go
Cause you'll find me wherever i know
Cause my heart still beats for you
No one will ever kiss like you

(So out of words, i miss you)
(Can't lie i need you so)

I know
What a bad time to realize it
Now that you're gone and it's all behind us
I know you know the truth
My lies don't work on you

Nothing left to fix or repair
If I take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but I know you don't care

No apology will work
It's like poison with no cure
And i know no one is perfect
But you're so damn close for sure

Nothing left to fix or repair
If i take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but i know you don't care

(And i know you don't care)
(Cause you love it don't you)

(So out of words, i miss you)
(Can't lie i need you so)

I know
What a bad time to realize it
Now that you're gone and it's all behind us
I know you know the truth
My lies don't work on you

Nothing left to fix or repair
If I take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but I know you don't care

No apology will work
It's like poison with no cure
And i know no one is perfect
But you're so damn close for sure

Nothing left to fix or repair
If i take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but i know you don't care



kiss

It's not working out you're a pawn
I still hate myself
You were wrong
Does it matter if I moved on?
Every thought of you is gone

Is this what you do all day?
Singing songs of your mistakes
All the losses that you give
Not a single win you take
So asinine, I need a break
You said forever
You're too little, you're too late

You take your time with this
And it feels like
You never really minded it
You don't ask me
If i'm okay
Flip the kill switch
I promise i would die for this
I'm forever
Indebted to you

Nothing better than this
I'm not ready to choose
Broken, shattered into
Millions of pieces for you
No I won't spoil the plot
I'd never to ruin your mood
I know you're better without me
What am i to do?

The sun will never set
I'll never know what's next

Somethings always wrong
Waiting for applause
They'll never cheer right now
Maybe you will once I'm gone

It's not working out, I'm a pawn
You still hate yourself
I was wrong
Does it matter if you moved on?
Every thought of you is gone

Is this what you do all day?
Singing songs of your mistakes
All the losses that you give
Not a single win you take
So asinine, I need a break
You said forever
You're too little, you're too late

saluti

I don't know if you're alive or just pretending
With all the time you'll end up spending alone
Cause i know you fear it more than anything I've ever known
Can you fix it at all?
Think i need a witch doctor
Hexing on my heart i feel it

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

Cause i runaway
In your mind, i swear I'll roam in it forever
In the end
Cause I'll never see your face again
I know it never really mattered cause you're still

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

And i know
It's not getting better
I'm nothing but a jester
Your punchline, you're my header
All the time i thought I'd get back
Don't let go, I'm falling right back
I'm so attached
I'd never leave
I'm so defenseless when
They all attack
It's so relentless

I don't know if you're alive or just pretending
With all the time you'll end up spending alone
Cause i know you fear it more than anything I've ever known
Can you fix it at all?
Think i need a witch doctor
Hexing on my heart i feel it

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

Cause i runaway
In your mind, i swear I'll roam in it forever
In the end
Cause I'll never see your face again
I know it never really mattered cause you're still

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

motley

Insane - lucille (reuploaded)

didn't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

i don't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

it's a fake out
tryna trash this party
doing lines in the bathroom
do you wanna makeout?
we could probably find a spot on the hills if we had to, i know

even if you could apologize
they'd find the wrongs inside your rights

no matter what you do
they'll always be after you
until i walk alone
on misery avenue 

all fall down
under the surface
i might drown

didn't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

i don't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

Lucille❤️

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