Lucille❤️

BASTARD

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
everything im doing is fucking wrong, it never works
you were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
im fucking up everything, theres blood on my hands
i knew what you meant to me and still couldnt help myself
with the cards im dealt so

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words

birthdaybash prod me

idk what genre to put this as. idk why this got taken down off everywhere but lucky I have a copy of it :3

addition (w_ lucille) prod me - bunii

lyrics:

waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure
poke and pry, tears out my eyes
stab and lie, i'll be just fine

i hate the summer but winters alright
lost my purpose in spring, but in autumn it's perfect
i'm so damn demented, your closing the curtain
decline in my mental, i never was worth it

i still waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure


unfamiliar

you've been trapped inside your fear
don't kill it all, i'll make you see me 
holding on until i'm calling 
and you watched me disappear 

you could be my aphrodite
won't leave you alone, dont shed a tear

you hate my flesh
but i need your skin
there's nothing left
repent your sins & wish for death...

what the fuck.

they're after me, i've seen it all
the way i bleed & beg for more

don't give me mercy,
when nothings working 
they're in your walls 
and always lurking

it's all my fault

lucille - sins (extended snippet)

#ALLCROWDOA #PUFFINCROW

lucille - fear

lucille - whatever (og)

And ill be calling you after I'm attacked
(What's your name, what's your name)
Don't you follow me after cause you're attached
(It's insane, like who are you)

I forgot i was trapped in the rain
Taking back, all the words that i wanted to say
I'm appalled 
I keep on running back
(Forever is way too long)
I lost it all way too fast
(Fuck)
(Hey, hey)

Cause you know it's not that easy
Something wrong, i don't see
All the times i just bleed
As i wait
As i wait

And ill be calling you after I'm attacked
(What's your name, what's your name)
Don't you follow me after cause you're attached
(It's insane, like who are you)

I forgot i was trapped in the rain
Taking back, all the words that i wanted to say
I'm appalled 
I keep on running back
(Forever is way too long)
I lost it all way too fast


backpedal

I never thought it would end
Oh a sting, what's one more bite
The sun will never see me again
Cause I'll be burned alive

I'd never put up a fight
Your sorrow i might drown in again
Like what's the point of this
I'm hollow but i itch in my skin
I just don't feel real at times
Tomorrow I'll be bleeding again
I couldn't imagine it
When all I'd ever need is a friend

When I'm so unwell
No one ever wants to reach for help
Feel my stomach caving now I'm trapped in hell
And i fucking hate it but I'm fine oh well

I'd never put up a fight
Your sorrow i might drown in again
Like what's the point of this
I'm hollow but i itch in my skin
I just don't feel real at times
Tomorrow I'll be bleeding again
I couldn't imagine it
When all I'd ever need is a friend

Didn't ask for this
Should've bit my tongue
Don't react to this
Need an SOS
Never know what's next
You could beat me blue
Till you know I'm dead
Never had a clue, you were so upset
And when we're looping in circles, just know i tried my best
And you still contest, my heads a wreck
You could blow my brains till there's nothing left cause

I'd never put up a fight
Your sorrow i might drown in again
Like what's the point of this
I'm hollow but i itch in my skin
I just don't feel real at times
Tomorrow I'll be bleeding again
I couldn't imagine it
When all I'd ever need is a friend

When I'm so unwell
No one ever wants to reach for help
Feel my stomach caving now I'm trapped in hell
And i fucking hate it but I'm fine oh well

I'd never put up a fight
Your sorrow i might drown in again
Like what's the point of this
I'm hollow but i itch in my skin
I just don't feel real at times
Tomorrow I'll be bleeding again
I couldn't imagine it
When all I'd ever need is a friend

amico

Find out how i wiped my tears
Like you ever bothered to listen
It's so surreal how the feeling is all
You don't feel real with your chest in a cyclone

I feel like i missed all the years
Running away in hope that i could escape i
Cried i wept so much
Tryna figure it out still
You came back so what?
Just to tell me you'll go again

What's the issue?
What's the matter?
I watched you throw it all away
As i let it all decay and I changed
But you won't do the same

I know your heart hurts
Oh well i thought that I'd be there
Could i escape from hell
Don't pick my brain
I feel like I'm cursed
Oh well I thought that'd you be here
Rotting away as well

Tryna find myself in the mirror
When I pass away they'll stop and cheer
Are you happy without me or am I
Just another flaw you consume
Cause I love you more than
Anyone
Don't you
Runaway to sit and I

Cried I wept so much
Tryna figure it out still
You came back so what?
Just to tell me you'll go again

What's the issue?
What's the matter?
I watched you throw it all away
As i let it all decay and I changed
But you won't do the same

I know your heart hurts
Oh well i thought that I'd be there
Could i escape from hell
Don't pick my brain
I feel like I'm cursed
Oh well I thought that'd you be here
Rotting away as well
Away as well

myocardial

She runs around in my head
Who thought I'd be here alone
The things we did
I digress
Nowhere to go, you're my home
And i tried just letting it go
Cause you'll find me wherever i know
Cause my heart still beats for you
No one will ever kiss like you

(So out of words, i miss you)
(Can't lie i need you so)

I know
What a bad time to realize it
Now that you're gone and it's all behind us
I know you know the truth
My lies don't work on you

Nothing left to fix or repair
If I take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but I know you don't care

No apology will work
It's like poison with no cure
And i know no one is perfect
But you're so damn close for sure

Nothing left to fix or repair
If i take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but i know you don't care

(And i know you don't care)
(Cause you love it don't you)

(So out of words, i miss you)
(Can't lie i need you so)

I know
What a bad time to realize it
Now that you're gone and it's all behind us
I know you know the truth
My lies don't work on you

Nothing left to fix or repair
If I take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but I know you don't care

No apology will work
It's like poison with no cure
And i know no one is perfect
But you're so damn close for sure

Nothing left to fix or repair
If i take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but i know you don't care



kiss

It's not working out you're a pawn
I still hate myself
You were wrong
Does it matter if I moved on?
Every thought of you is gone

Is this what you do all day?
Singing songs of your mistakes
All the losses that you give
Not a single win you take
So asinine, I need a break
You said forever
You're too little, you're too late

You take your time with this
And it feels like
You never really minded it
You don't ask me
If i'm okay
Flip the kill switch
I promise i would die for this
I'm forever
Indebted to you

Nothing better than this
I'm not ready to choose
Broken, shattered into
Millions of pieces for you
No I won't spoil the plot
I'd never to ruin your mood
I know you're better without me
What am i to do?

The sun will never set
I'll never know what's next

Somethings always wrong
Waiting for applause
They'll never cheer right now
Maybe you will once I'm gone

It's not working out, I'm a pawn
You still hate yourself
I was wrong
Does it matter if you moved on?
Every thought of you is gone

Is this what you do all day?
Singing songs of your mistakes
All the losses that you give
Not a single win you take
So asinine, I need a break
You said forever
You're too little, you're too late

saluti

I don't know if you're alive or just pretending
With all the time you'll end up spending alone
Cause i know you fear it more than anything I've ever known
Can you fix it at all?
Think i need a witch doctor
Hexing on my heart i feel it

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

Cause i runaway
In your mind, i swear I'll roam in it forever
In the end
Cause I'll never see your face again
I know it never really mattered cause you're still

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

And i know
It's not getting better
I'm nothing but a jester
Your punchline, you're my header
All the time i thought I'd get back
Don't let go, I'm falling right back
I'm so attached
I'd never leave
I'm so defenseless when
They all attack
It's so relentless

I don't know if you're alive or just pretending
With all the time you'll end up spending alone
Cause i know you fear it more than anything I've ever known
Can you fix it at all?
Think i need a witch doctor
Hexing on my heart i feel it

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

Cause i runaway
In your mind, i swear I'll roam in it forever
In the end
Cause I'll never see your face again
I know it never really mattered cause you're still

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

motley

asterisk

Yuki Chiba - Omote (Ew Flip)
 千葉由紀  - おもて (ユーリミックス)


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