ayva abim

If you're bored just listen to some of this stuff, trust me, you'll like it

The music I listen to (trust its peak)

🗣💙💜🩶

isolating (VEST!GE)

shots! w/503scoob (prod.aki)

angels look like demons

COMPLICATED! (korathink)

GET IT NOW (feat. ap47hyc0r3)

happy death date to me ✨

mix n prod @iwannabemissed

lyrics:

The clock hits 9:16 and I’m crawling out my grave 
I try to celebrate it every year is a mistake
That day is so predictable it’ll go the worst way
Holy shit I won’t survive another fucking birthday

Yeah it’s my final wish 
Let me get a goodbye kiss 
If they find my body 
Turn my parts into a 100 bits 

I can tell your counterfeit 
This bitch just wore a SHEIN fit
I need a fucking lighter 
For the candles and the cannabis

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs

Uhhh holy shit!
My skin so fucking pale cause I never go outside 
My fit so fucking hard and my cup is full of sprite 
Today is not so special it’s another dead night

Yeah it’s my final wish 
Let me get a goodbye kiss 
If they find my body 
Turn my parts into a 100 bits 

I can tell your counterfeit 
This bitch just wore a SHEIN fit
I need a fucking lighter 
For the candles and the cannabis

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs 

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs

(evil ahh laugh)

death date

first song ever!!!


https://soundcloud.com/avoidr
^^^^
(feat. avoidr)

POWER TRIP! (feat. avoidr)

IN THE 3DS!

Song made by @menthol100s
trying a new genre :p

wifiskeleton - nope your too late i already died (cover by lavy!)

so, baby, pull me closer!!!

wish u were toxic! w/ euphoria (Produced by BAD KID)

Deep. w/slash.me

produced by me lol

damn ill pop an oxy
feel like a papparazzi
20 bitches want me
they all know me
the xans take control of me
im feelin so lonely
dont want me to od
bitch im sorry
depression is a part of me
baby come n start w me
this is all enough for me
come here n love me pls
girl really started it
i feel a part in it
suicide is on my mind
i feel like ill cry

poppin oxys for all my life
crying inside, im not alright
i js hate my life, wanna die inside
i cut myself again, baby
dont you make a trend of me
cuz i feel so lonely
bitches had enough of me
cuz im so fucked up inside
poppin xannys not alright
baby please dont leave me
baby would you play pretend
please dont ever leave me dead
i dont wanna start again

dunno wut im doing here
suffering for all my life
pain is getting number
i just wanna die, alright?
can i get your number?
reaper is js calling me
said im never sober
this is js a part of me
part of me wants to die
part of me cannot lie
part of me is proud of me
part of me is not alright
part of me js hates myself
part of me despises me
part of me knows
i cannot make the change i need

part of me

part of me (avoidr)

im so delusional d3r (cover by myremedy)

cover with @4lvin2025 :3
beat was remade by @n0xarii
lyrics:
[Intro: myremedy]
I am the problem, I think that I'm awesome
I can't stand myself so I think I'll dissolve him
I am the problem, I think that I'm awesome
I can't stand myself so I think I'll dissolve him
n0xa-a-a-arii
[Verse 1: myremedy]
I isolate myself to cope, I don't want you around
I can't think straight, distracting me from just the smallest sound
Sick of this shit, threaten me with, "I'll cut my wrist"
But I'm the one who needs a stitch from all the damage you caused, you bitch

[Chorus: myremedy]
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ran out of options, I think I dissolve them
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ra-ra-ran out, I think I dissolve them

[Verse 2: myremedy]
Always try my best, in the end nothing works
Nah, fuck that (Fuck that), fuck that (Yeah)
Move forward, I'm putting me first
It's my year, not your year
Take your girl, that's your fear
Treat her better now I'm here
She screaming, "Faster n Harder" up in my ear

[Verse 3: 4lvin]
(Okay, okay)
Guess there's no other option, girl
It's just me and you in this world
Don't press me 'bout the things you heard
One last chance, then I'm not so sure
Man, she don't want it, she need it
Put the pussy on me, just seat it
Shawty lie all the time, no reason
Tell me why you got a man's if you cheating
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them

[Chorus: myremedy]
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ran out of options, I think I dissolve them
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ra-ra-ran out, I think I dissolve them

[Outro: 4lvin]
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them
i hate you n0x
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them