prod by me
@avoidr
idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

@xannndera
idk where u been
idk where u at
feeling fucked up
everyday i lose my sight
u dont know how to act
smoke a blunt every night
u can tell me what u got
u been stuck up in my fucking mind
i dont wanna fucking lose u
im so obsessed
u wanna kill me do u?
u took my breath
the pain inside my chest
u can bite into my neck
cus its never been the same

@avoidr
its never been the same
oh girl ur not ashamed
cuz ur damaged in your brain
from the xans in your way
a junkie all along 
taking pills everyday
when u poppin all night long
bitch you will never be okay

idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

lose you

lose you (feat. xandera)

@nvrlvdnvr

18 🏳️‍⚧️ she/her

im a stupid junkie girl but i wish i could grow wings that arent fleeting... </3

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bc i cant succeed myself

no one else but me and my music. 
i luv u xandera

dm for collabs u can send opens or beats or i can prod too :3 (free ofc <33)

18 🏳️‍⚧️ she/her

im a stupid junkie girl but i wish i could grow wings that arent fleeting... </3

n i just wanna say im not promoting any of the shit i talk about. this is simply my way of trying to survive through it all and i sing it as is. much love <3