+xandera <3

Xandera

i don't see the world or my life getting any better and i have thoughts about how i would rather end it on my own accord

replaced

🗣💙💜🩶

ik they look like shi but they'll get better<3

lyrics: suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs
angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
i want her i need her
but i’m too scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

my cold heart reaches out for you
i’m so sick i’m turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing my blood to know i’m real
i hope you know how you make me feel

always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs

lmfao im sorry

scars 4 u they're bleeding out scars 4 u need healing now

scars 4 u (xofilo)

skinny loser

manipulate & gaslight
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feat @luvwillow
@deadat18
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mixed + mastered by me & willow
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Stupid little liar w/ luvwillow

motorola ft. luvwillow

doll🎀mutilation ft KANEDA7

try to die +xandera (wayza)

https://open.spotify.com/album/7hkaRU6zMxCh6nU1Rp6gBF?si=JCanp69XTk-VyiE-E--4fw

COVERART BY @xxsa1nt_june + @twocartier ON INSTA
PROD @pkjordn
FEAT
@twocartier
@shwtyfendi
@xannndera
@luvglitz
@beybladegirl
ALL OF U ARE GOATS
ALL PLATS SOON
##RUDE
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LYRICS 
@TWOCARTIER
i met her on the net
yeah i wish we never met
if u not fucking w rude yeah stop throwing them sets
i feel fucked up, feelins got me locked up
she think she a mean grl, js want u to shut up
@P3ACEXO
moving like a zombie, everybody's watching
i don't wanna be you, maybe i'm just off it
i don't wanna off it
i just wanna see u, i just wanna feel u, 
i jus wa-
i- i jus wanna
x2
@SHWTYFENDI
taking all theses drugs now im feelin lik a zombie
pop 2 percs ya im all up in da party
i wanna get fuckd up fuckd up till we throw up!
bby put dat body on me im tryna feel ur touch
lets double up da fun with ecstasy (whoaa)
dont ever question me if u luv me
cus I got secrets i cant tell cus you'd kill me
@P3ACEXO 
moving like a zombie, everybody's watching
i don't wanna be you, maybe i'm just off it
i don't wanna off it
i just wanna see u, i just wanna feel u, 
i jus wa-
i- i jus wanna
x2
@XANNNDERA
moving like a zombie everybodys watching
baby lemme see u lemme see ur scars yea
cuz ima rip ur face off ur love is so unfair
yeah shoot my face
omg im so fucked up baby steal n eat my brain
cuz im not the 1 u see got a pistol in my hand
she said lemme see ur scars yea R.I.P to me
got blood in my cup i cant see
@P3ACEXO
moving like a zombie, everybody's watching
i don't wanna be you, maybe i'm just off it
i don't wanna off it
i just wanna see u, i just wanna feel u, 
i jus wa-
i- i jus wanna
x2
@LUVGLITZ
well u can't see me tonight 
no i'm not really alive
can't control my appetite
u look so good i can't lie

rippin thru ur flesh
wishin u could stop it
karma is a bitch
 woulda thought u fuckin got it
tell me that u know
all the paparazzi 
fucked up in the club
crushin up the roxy (،،>﹏<،،) 

@BEYBLADEGIRL
let me eat your heart
until death will do us part
i know that u jus wanna die
so ima play u like mozart

im off my fuckin head again
im just one of the living dead
i can hear u breathing
@P3ACEXO + @LUVGLITZ
moving like a zombie, everybody's watching
i don't wanna be you, maybe i'm just off it
i don't wanna off it
i just wanna see u, i just wanna feel u, 
i jus wa-
i- i jus wanna

SPOTIFY

ZOMBIEZ! w/ 2CARTIER,SHAWTYFENDI, XANDERA, GL!TZ, AND BEYBLADEGIRL >:) (ON SPOTIFY!!)

punkinloveee - corpse makeout :* #dirtypop

happy halloween

prod mix etc everything me :p

adore u

w/ https://soundcloud.com/xannndera
prod loony

lyrics:

Winter: 

I love her carcass when it's rotting on the floor
She always liked to self destruct, because she wanted more
I would probably love it, but she's such a stupid whore
I like to mind my business, it's the screaming that i can't ignore

The last thing i wanted was to desert you
I wish i was enough, I wish i was enough
You're so pretty, porcelain, of course i don't deserve you

So let me hurt you.

It's the season for self distruction
Oh my god, i feel so fucking interrupted
There's a bullet with my name, but it's saying it in vain
Your voice eats at my brain, i think i'm going insa-a-a-a

(I love her carcass when it's rotting on the floor
She always liked to self destruct, because she wanted more
I would probably love it, but she's such a stupid whore
I like to mind my business, it's the screaming that i can't ignore)

Xandera: 

yeah im going insane everytime i wanna hurt u
cus we're not the same i dont know how to hate u
i do this shit all day even tho im not thankful
like please let go off my pain, yeah like please let go off my pain
yeah cus u know i try my best
cus my life jus gets too boring i been shaking yeah just save me
like save me from this hell, i rly need your help
ive been trying so hard IT WAS FOR NOTHING

in the darkness i see you (in the darkness i see you)
in my nightmares i still see you
hang me up on a tree, baby u cant hurt me
now you cant get piece of me, now i wanna fuckin bleed out
im shaking from withdrawals you could never give a fuck
shit u do it makes me fall, i can see you in the snow
yeah i guess my life is just too boring
please dont recognize my face if im falling

self destruction ft. xandera

DRUG P4RTY

@p3acexo
@xannndera
vocal mix: me + xan
master: me
prod ilybeam

lyrics
@p3acexo

ur my victim bby ur my victim
cuts on her eyelids i dont even miss her
pretty scene slut and she cuttin up her wrists ya
all these bitches friends w me they wanna take a picture

u wanna take my heart come and eat it up
i love to slit my wrist i love 2 drain the blood
u wanna take my heart come and eat it up
i love to slit my wrist i love 2 drain the blood

bitches they b feinin for my body
i hear ur bitch n she tryna get naughty
yk we pull up to the mall yea we shoppin
and if i see it and i like it know im coppin 

@p3acexo + @xannndera 

ur my victim bby ur my victim
cuts on her eyelids i dont even miss her
pretty scene slut and she cuttin up her wrists ya
all these bitches friends w me they wanna take a picture

u wanna take my heart come and eat it up
(ur my victim) (ur my victim)
i love to slit my wrist i love 2 drain the blood
(i dont even miss her)
u wanna take my heart come and eat it up
(cutting up her wrists ya)
i love to slit my wrist i love 2 drain the blood
(wanna take a picture)

@xannndera

now i want the drugs
idgaf
ye u got my soul
i cant find a spark
baby ur so gorgeous
baby ur so perfect
i dont even care
if u left me on purpuse

baby kill me u got my soul
im too cold been crying so much
now im in my room snorting hella snow
now my face is numb baby i wnt more

now im on my bed bleeding from my wrists
its never been the same i dnt wanna fucking feel shit
baby ur so perfect baby ur so gorgeous
i dont even cre if u left me for another 1

(ALL PLATS) picture w/ xandera #rbz

prod. janecocaine + skinny_302

@xannndera @p7e

[uznan]
tell me when u r wasted
i know that im helpless
bitch i know u fainted
i dont care im tainted
never be like that
i know more than u would say
take that motion i could say
i will fk that shi all day
it will never fade away
i cant lie ill never pray
keep that feeling make it stay
i will tear this pain away

[xandera]
bitch i'm on my own
i just always been alone
my body turnin' cold
i can see u in the snow
i think i'm insane now
we smokin' on dat haze now
ur mans are getting their faces down

i wanna see u with ur fangs ong
im too drunk so i fell in love
all these drugs got me fucked up
way too high i might lose my sight
drugs on my bed, i want 'em in my hand
it's never been the same, girl
i can't feel my face-e-e-e

[claire voyant]
kissin on ur thighs
u only love me when im violent
telling all these lies
my deprivation makes u mine bitch

u wont stop loving me
kissin n hugging me
blind when ur fucking me

oh, cant u see

tainted +xandera, wintr

first song ever!!!


https://soundcloud.com/avoidr
^^^^
(feat. avoidr)

POWER TRIP! (feat. avoidr)

YOU CAN BLAME ME

Song made by @menthol100s
trying a new genre :p

wifiskeleton - nope your too late i already died (cover by lavy!)

Deep. w/slash.me

im so delusional d3r (cover by myremedy)

cover with @4lvin2025 :3
beat was remade by @n0xarii
lyrics:
[Intro: myremedy]
I am the problem, I think that I'm awesome
I can't stand myself so I think I'll dissolve him
I am the problem, I think that I'm awesome
I can't stand myself so I think I'll dissolve him
n0xa-a-a-arii
[Verse 1: myremedy]
I isolate myself to cope, I don't want you around
I can't think straight, distracting me from just the smallest sound
Sick of this shit, threaten me with, "I'll cut my wrist"
But I'm the one who needs a stitch from all the damage you caused, you bitch

[Chorus: myremedy]
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ran out of options, I think I dissolve them
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ra-ra-ran out, I think I dissolve them

[Verse 2: myremedy]
Always try my best, in the end nothing works
Nah, fuck that (Fuck that), fuck that (Yeah)
Move forward, I'm putting me first
It's my year, not your year
Take your girl, that's your fear
Treat her better now I'm here
She screaming, "Faster n Harder" up in my ear

[Verse 3: 4lvin]
(Okay, okay)
Guess there's no other option, girl
It's just me and you in this world
Don't press me 'bout the things you heard
One last chance, then I'm not so sure
Man, she don't want it, she need it
Put the pussy on me, just seat it
Shawty lie all the time, no reason
Tell me why you got a man's if you cheating
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them

[Chorus: myremedy]
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ran out of options, I think I dissolve them
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ra-ra-ran out, I think I dissolve them

[Outro: 4lvin]
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them
i hate you n0x
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them

problems (cover by 4lvin and myremedy)

prod by me
@avoidr
idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

@xannndera
idk where u been
idk where u at
feeling fucked up
everyday i lose my sight
u dont know how to act
smoke a blunt every night
u can tell me what u got
u been stuck up in my fucking mind
i dont wanna fucking lose u
im so obsessed
u wanna kill me do u?
u took my breath
the pain inside my chest
u can bite into my neck
cus its never been the same

@avoidr
its never been the same
oh girl ur not ashamed
cuz ur damaged in your brain
from the xans in your way
a junkie all along 
taking pills everyday
when u poppin all night long
bitch you will never be okay

idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

lose you

lose you (feat. xandera)

whre r u? in hell/

so upset wo me
Drug me, abuse me
See my wrist leaking red?
It's all cocaine in my bed

See my panties going down?
Yeah, that's so messed up
Strangle me like a slut
Gone  back of the club

Daddy wants to push me out straight in the fucking hell
Slit my wrists, strangle me, make my heart go red
What the fuck do you want from me? I can't really tell
Stripped my tights, choked me up, dragged me on the fucking bed

Yeah i want to really die in the drugstore tonight
Laughing while you still od in the bedroom tonight
So obsessed wo you, gonna let you final go
You tell me that I'm crazy, i go like "oh"

Daddy please strangle me on the floor while i cry
I'm damaged to the point that i want to fucking die
Maybe i trusted you so much that I'm now I'm crying blood
Maybe i made a mistake by choosing a fucking crud