produced by me lol

damn ill pop an oxy
feel like a papparazzi
20 bitches want me
they all know me
the xans take control of me
im feelin so lonely
dont want me to od
bitch im sorry
depression is a part of me
baby come n start w me
this is all enough for me
come here n love me pls
girl really started it
i feel a part in it
suicide is on my mind
i feel like ill cry

poppin oxys for all my life
crying inside, im not alright
i js hate my life, wanna die inside
i cut myself again, baby
dont you make a trend of me
cuz i feel so lonely
bitches had enough of me
cuz im so fucked up inside
poppin xannys not alright
baby please dont leave me
baby would you play pretend
please dont ever leave me dead
i dont wanna start again

dunno wut im doing here
suffering for all my life
pain is getting number
i just wanna die, alright?
can i get your number?
reaper is js calling me
said im never sober
this is js a part of me
part of me wants to die
part of me cannot lie
part of me is proud of me
part of me is not alright
part of me js hates myself
part of me despises me
part of me knows
i cannot make the change i need

part of me

part of me (avoidr)

monster energy gives me creativity
yooo enjoy the musics yes yes yes
i appreciate all of youuuu xoxoxoxo

dm for collabs u can send opens or beats or i can prod too :3 (free ofc <33)

18 🏳️‍⚧️ she/her

im a stupid junkie girl but i wish i could grow wings that arent fleeting... </3

n i just wanna say im not promoting any of the shit i talk about. this is simply my way of trying to survive through it all and i sing it as is. much love <3