Horny But Happy/Depressed The Sequel

Untitled Playlist

If you're bored just listen to some of this stuff, trust me, you'll like it

The music I listen to (trust its peak)

🗣💙💜🩶

SMOKE IT OFF! - Mega Mix - Slowed (Lumi Athena, jnhygs, cade clair)

ODETARI - DOOR TO DUSK [SLOWED]

FASTER N HARDER - 6arelyhuman [slowed]

hey, woah
you look so much better than i thought you would
i know i could have helped and i know i should
have been there when you needed me most
so stay close
i just can't bear the thought of you going ghost
on everything we built and the roads we took
doesn't that sound like the best?
'cos i've been staring at a little piece of heaven in your eyes
and i look beyond the arch and see the devil in disguise
and it hurts when you matter the most
and it kills me when you leave me alone
and trust me that i gave it my all
my skin is shed and i'm nothing but bone
you're poison in my veins, my disease
the end of everything we could be
and it's hard
to focus on our wants and i won't
leave you here in my arms 'cos you know
it never got easier
my disarray
leads me here when i need a safe place
i might lead you here into the flames
and right here we'll stay
tongue tied, what can i say
burrowed, i'm hiding away
go without me, save yourself
leave right now, i wish you well
it's been a while since we spoke
but it feels like a week ago
and you forgot what i look like
you won't see even if you try
you won't see me even if you try your best
i can't believe we continue trying again
'cos in the back of my mind i just know we'll end
let's not figure it out, let's just call it dead
i stay alive for a reason
and that reason is you
when my body is bleeding
it bleeds out just for you
Friends (Interlude)
oh she stole my heart
it's all i have
ooh drifting apart
but there ain't no way i'm giving up
it's all my fault
you said yourself
i took too long to answer
you called my your 'makeshift hell'
my patience thin
you told me you wanna stay as friends
i don't know how to take that in
but trust me i'll be alright
it's the same shit but a different day i
woke up in a different place i
don't really remember how i got so damn low
save me all your bullshit lies
i find it hard to push the lines
but ain't that what you wanted love?
ain't this what you needed oh?

you're poison in my veins, my disease [feat. heylog]

heaven
can't wait forever to fix you
your purpose lies
wherever you want it to
your presence shrouded lies
your soul remains open
i don't think now's the time
but when was it ever?
and i can't wait
to see you at the other side
i'm hoping you don't have any plans for me
these bags imprinted under my eyes
but it's fine
'cos i told you that i'd never forget
i'm sick to death of all of this make believe
i'll raise my hands straight up to the sky
it seems you've done all that you can for me
tell me why there's blood on my hands, oh no
what the fuck did i do this time?
yet again i strive to torture my own
i keep blacking out, i'm out of my mind
so please, could you leave me alone?
it will take a while for me to be right
'cos i struggle to feel like diamond in coal
'cos god forever i've been so blind
and i can't wait
to see you at the other side
i'm hoping you don't have any plans for me
these bags imprinted under my eyes
but it's fine
'cos i told you that i'd never forget
i'm sick to death of all of this make believe
i'll raise my hands straight up to the sky
it seems you've done all that you can for me

imprint

https://www.instagram.com/epitxme_/
https://www.instagram.com/isthatwasty/

TO THA BEAT! (prod. WASTY)

$kirmish x 444pluto - GET LOST!
prod. wasty

https://www.instagram.com/yungskirmish_

GET LOST! w/ 444pluto ( + wasty )

NIGHT DANCER! + xaduma + qyurisuu

kets4eki - SHE WANNA FUCK [EXTENDED SNIPPET]

shots! w/503scoob (prod.aki)

happy death date to me ✨

mix n prod @iwannabemissed

lyrics:

The clock hits 9:16 and I’m crawling out my grave 
I try to celebrate it every year is a mistake
That day is so predictable it’ll go the worst way
Holy shit I won’t survive another fucking birthday

Yeah it’s my final wish 
Let me get a goodbye kiss 
If they find my body 
Turn my parts into a 100 bits 

I can tell your counterfeit 
This bitch just wore a SHEIN fit
I need a fucking lighter 
For the candles and the cannabis

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs

Uhhh holy shit!
My skin so fucking pale cause I never go outside 
My fit so fucking hard and my cup is full of sprite 
Today is not so special it’s another dead night

Yeah it’s my final wish 
Let me get a goodbye kiss 
If they find my body 
Turn my parts into a 100 bits 

I can tell your counterfeit 
This bitch just wore a SHEIN fit
I need a fucking lighter 
For the candles and the cannabis

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs 

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs

(evil ahh laugh)

death date

first song ever!!!


https://soundcloud.com/avoidr
^^^^
(feat. avoidr)

POWER TRIP! (feat. avoidr)

Song made by @menthol100s
trying a new genre :p

wifiskeleton - nope your too late i already died (cover by lavy!)

so, baby, pull me closer!!!

wish u were toxic! w/ euphoria (Produced by BAD KID)

Deep. w/slash.me

produced by me lol

damn ill pop an oxy
feel like a papparazzi
20 bitches want me
they all know me
the xans take control of me
im feelin so lonely
dont want me to od
bitch im sorry
depression is a part of me
baby come n start w me
this is all enough for me
come here n love me pls
girl really started it
i feel a part in it
suicide is on my mind
i feel like ill cry

poppin oxys for all my life
crying inside, im not alright
i js hate my life, wanna die inside
i cut myself again, baby
dont you make a trend of me
cuz i feel so lonely
bitches had enough of me
cuz im so fucked up inside
poppin xannys not alright
baby please dont leave me
baby would you play pretend
please dont ever leave me dead
i dont wanna start again

dunno wut im doing here
suffering for all my life
pain is getting number
i just wanna die, alright?
can i get your number?
reaper is js calling me
said im never sober
this is js a part of me
part of me wants to die
part of me cannot lie
part of me is proud of me
part of me is not alright
part of me js hates myself
part of me despises me
part of me knows
i cannot make the change i need

part of me

part of me (avoidr)

im so delusional d3r (cover by myremedy)

cover with @4lvin2025 :3
beat was remade by @n0xarii
lyrics:
[Intro: myremedy]
I am the problem, I think that I'm awesome
I can't stand myself so I think I'll dissolve him
I am the problem, I think that I'm awesome
I can't stand myself so I think I'll dissolve him
n0xa-a-a-arii
[Verse 1: myremedy]
I isolate myself to cope, I don't want you around
I can't think straight, distracting me from just the smallest sound
Sick of this shit, threaten me with, "I'll cut my wrist"
But I'm the one who needs a stitch from all the damage you caused, you bitch

[Chorus: myremedy]
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ran out of options, I think I dissolve them
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ra-ra-ran out, I think I dissolve them

[Verse 2: myremedy]
Always try my best, in the end nothing works
Nah, fuck that (Fuck that), fuck that (Yeah)
Move forward, I'm putting me first
It's my year, not your year
Take your girl, that's your fear
Treat her better now I'm here
She screaming, "Faster n Harder" up in my ear

[Verse 3: 4lvin]
(Okay, okay)
Guess there's no other option, girl
It's just me and you in this world
Don't press me 'bout the things you heard
One last chance, then I'm not so sure
Man, she don't want it, she need it
Put the pussy on me, just seat it
Shawty lie all the time, no reason
Tell me why you got a man's if you cheating
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them

[Chorus: myremedy]
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ran out of options, I think I dissolve them
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ra-ra-ran out, I think I dissolve them

[Outro: 4lvin]
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them
i hate you n0x
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them