Christmas Cracker

Jag kom till fikarummet vid kvart över två,
Micron blinkade, äntligen lunch.
Och där satt han…
I kostym från evigheten.
Och han åt…
Min falukorv.

Jag hade packat med omsorg, i näppe och nöd,
Med senap, potatis, och en falukorv röd.
Men nu låg där en bok, helig som få,
Och en servett där det stod:
"Dog för dina synder, det var väl okej ändå"

Han sa: “Förlåt, jag blev hungrig – det är mänskligt, du vet,”
tuggade tungt med öppen mun, vilken profet.
“Men, du gråt inte, du kan få lite inre frid,”
Jag sa: “fader vår, evinerligen - jag har inte tid”

Jesus åt min lunchlåda,
han åt alltihop, trots att de räckt till oss båda.
Han log och sa: "Du är salig nu",
Men jag ville bara min falukorv, nu.

Han la handen på min termos, välsignade mitt te,
Redan trött å sur men nu blev jag sne
"Jag ville faktiskt äta lunch jag me"
Det händer sig så att, falukorv är min favorit.
Jesus, jag kunde väl iallafall fått smaka en liten bit.

Sen försvann han i kaffets aromatiska rök,
som ett trolleritrick dök han sen upp i mitt kök.
Jo visst, veckan efter när jag stod och lagade mat.
Snälla du inte min spenat.

Jesus åt min lunchlåda,
så nu har jag tagit mig i akt.
halv tolv slår klockan, jag är på min vakt.
Gud som haver lunchen kär,
Saligt sanning, jag hungrig blev,
Låt mig ha min lunch ifred!

Falukorv är inte för de eviga.
Bara för de hungriga.

Jesus åt min lunchlåda

we are good.
we are flawed.
we are the breath of an imperfect god.

returning to self. returning to source.
god is change. god is growth. the process, in all it's beauty and all it's mess, is god.

collage art by Chani Nicholas

we are good we are flawed

For Pittsburgh and Squirrel Hill. In service of our healing and collective freedom in the midst of intense white nationalist violence in the form of transphobia, racism, sexism, and anti-semitism.  As a reminder that more police and "security" do not make us safer, especially for those of us who hold multiple targeted identities.  We will only win when we are all together.

Lyrics:
we are a beautiful people
though our hearts are broken
we sing for justice, and wholeness

we are a beautiful people
though our hearts are broken
we know that we are not alone
right here we are home

you have taken a universe
you have taken a mountain
our voices echo in the hills

they will not divide us
we will not abide this
we know that together we'll be free
mourning tragedy
our safety is with each other

we are a beautiful people
though our hearts are broken
we sing for justice, and wholeness

we are a beautiful people
though our hearts are broken
we know that we are not alone
right here we are home

toch emunei am segulah (repeated)

hebrew translation: 
from lecha dodi, a prayer greeting shabbes:
among those who hold faith, a treasured nation

gratitude to Chana Rusanov for hebrew lyrics and translation.
gratitude for Rachel Beck for leading me on my own journey against anti-semitism for seven years now
gratitude for Dove Kent, JFREJ, and so so many other brilliant teachers leading us towards solidarity
gratitude for our allies who take the time and effort to see the realities of systemic anti-semitism
gratitude for life, for existence, and the capacity to heal.

Aly Halpert's Album

Beautiful People (Toch Emunei)

Farr Nigun

Artist: Peter McKenna
I learned it from Adamah (Jewish Farming Fellowship) in 2014. 

Sung at a song circle on January 1, 2019 on Chinook land/Portland, OR.

Part 1:
There is so much magnificence in the ocean
The waves are comin' in
Waves are comin' in

Part 2:
Wash me away
So that all that's left is love
Great Spirit

Part 3:
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Part 4:
Hallelu, Hallelujah (x3)

Magnificence (Peter McKenna)

Written in 2003 for a dear friend's wedding, it has since then, been sung for baby blessings, funerals, at the closing of groups, and even at other people's weddings.

Hold You in Our Circle

Artist: Sol Weiss

I learned this song from Sol at Let My People Sing 2019. They taught it during the trans/non-binary/queer mikveh just before we all jumped in.

Sung at a song circle on September 15, 2019 on Chinook land/Portland, OR.

Lyrics:
Great waters, great waters
Pour over me
For I am your child
Make me yours again

(Second verse:
Great waters, great waters
Pour over me
Heal my broken places
Make me whole again)

**Photo credit: Sarah Snyder!

Great Waters (Sol Weiss)

Artist: Miner
I learned this song at Let My People Sing 2019.

Sung at a song circle on September 15, 2019 on Chinook land/Portland, OR.

Part 1:
Let the wave wash over me
Let the wave wash over me
I am already under
Let the wave wash over me

Part 2:
There will be better days

**Photo credit: Sarah Snyder!

Let The Wave (Miner)

Sung with chickens at Linke Fligl, 10/1/20
http://linkefligl.com/

Linke Fligl Nigun

A prayer for renewal
A song for healing
A blessing for life

We draw from the wellsprings of liberation
For one another
For the movement
For our world

Love is liberation is water is life

lyrics
מִמַּעַיְנֵ֖י הַיְשׁוּעָֽה
שְׁאַבְתֶּם מַ֖יִם בְּשָׂשׂ֑וֹן

Mimainei hayeshua
Shavtem mayim b'sason

(Words adapted from Isaiah 12:3)

We will draw water in celebration
From the wellsprings of liberation

Mayim Chayim
מים חיים
credits
released October 21, 2019

Written by Avra Shapiro in collaboration with Yael Schonzeit

Vocals: Avra Shapiro and Yael Schonzeit

Mixing and editting: Dave Rosenfeld and Yael Schonzeit

Percussion: Yael Schonzeit and Dave Rosenfeld

Mimainei

Avra K'Davra