got the flu, wonder what the fuck that i will do.

FLU (prod. sorrowbringer)

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

[Verse]
I know I'm not perfect
I didn't deserve this
the purpose you gave me has all been forgot

You act in reaction
surprised when it happened
The passion that was. it was all just a front

You're not the same person
who took all my burdens
turning and twisting them all into dust

Your holding the matches that led to these ashes
the gas in your actions, a knife to the gut

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
i just can't watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

Decay (prod. Cobalt)

still waiting prod. saint mike

lyrics

i scratch
at the cellar walls
i attack
at the end it all-
i mask
what i thought was wrong
i promise u im trying im just fucking up
dont u try to leave me i will kill us both
meet me in the middle i will see u dont
everytime i die i wake up in a world
that i dont recognize but its fair enough 

take my heart and teach me how to love
take my sight and lead me to the doves
beat me in im desperate for a hug 
leave me dead i swear i try to trust

talk me down
i know im acting dumb
break me in
and drain me of my blood
take me out
i do this how i must
bring me up
before i start to rust

i scratch
at the cellar walls
i attack
at the end it all-
i mask
what i thought was wrong
i promise u im trying im just fucking up
dont u try to leave me i will kill us both
meet me in the middle i will see u dont
everytime i die i wake up in a world
that i dont recognize but its fair enough 

broken bones and disembodied voices guide me to safety

L O V E H U R T S feat. Gregzy (kxnan)

lil baby - detox (flip)

theres too many silhouettes to tell apart
faceless figures lurk inside the voided dark
left a mother sore left a father lost
just a stillborn without a beating heart

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

our own amends
i wont play pretend
anymore make it end
what if youre not a friend
you can take what you want
cuz im already dead
and i dont wanna front
so

im a mess without a purpose
im so fucking worthless
dont you ever fall for me i never could deserve it
you might get deserted
hope i made you nervous
please just stay away from everything that i reverted

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

rot inside this mess of a world
take a look and find what youve never been told about
somewhere deep inside you theres a part of you thats holding out
please embrace the fact or itll haunt you til ur coming down

silhouettes

silhouettes (tothegood)

Dropping on Spotify October 9th! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/cenobite-2

The reunion that I always wished would happen finally happened, this one is for the longtime supporters <333

produced by Ari Vega
mixed/mastered by Alexis HeyLee Levay

lyrics:

You hit me down like a basketball
After all this time, you don’t care at all
With the way you treat me like I don’t exist
But it’s my fault, lets get on with it
Yeah
Like i don’t exist
It’s my fault lets get on with it

The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

Glitter and mascara running down your face
Got that apple lip balm, I know how that tastes
Damn it, what would I do if you weren’t here
Please don’t leave me alone
Please don’t disappear

Cause that’s a throwback to that earlier song, but you already know that
You keep me around because you wouldn’t know what to do if I never called back
nail polish is all black

Gotta see you every night or I think i’d go insane
Cause i need you in my life, i can handle all the pain(cause you a simp, bro!)  


The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

The way you flick that match into my heart
Light my eyebrows with kerosene, tear me apart
I know that you wanted me dead right from the start
And now you just want to do it again

Takin’ me back to the ways you wanna see me in an early grave
But you know i would have followed you to the end, until there’s nothing left to save
Gonna stab me in the heart, like i worked at the host club
You’re a yandere, and you got me with that sick love
You could stab me to death and i still would have let you play with my blood again

CENOBITE! | prod. Ari Vega

lyrics:

it's a long way from here 
and baby it's dangerous
all of this time with you i just wanna savour it 
i planned out my life with you so i might wanna stay for it
and all of the stupid shit that we talked about as kids
im glad that we made it through despite our arguments
i hope that im here with everything goes to shit
i know that we fought alot but you were my perfect fit 
girl you were my everything

bae you were heaven sent
i remember all the days we spent
lying inside my bed 
now all the aura is dead
now you just live in my head baby
now you drive me crazy
im fucking crazy
on the daily i wipe my eyes faded
you used to hold me on a thursday night and now i dont have you 
i remember all the nights where we would stare up at the moon
yeah yeah its true
you used to call me fucking handsome
but now i lost you and im on my own again bruh

it's a long way home ft. sensei (prod. killedmyself)

no not mars(griz)

stop crying, ill never forgive u

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

avxidmgmt@gmail.com

broken bones and disembodied voices guide me to safety

AVXiD