lyrics

i scratch
at the cellar walls
i attack
at the end it all-
i mask
what i thought was wrong
i promise u im trying im just fucking up
dont u try to leave me i will kill us both
meet me in the middle i will see u dont
everytime i die i wake up in a world
that i dont recognize but its fair enough 

take my heart and teach me how to love
take my sight and lead me to the doves
beat me in im desperate for a hug 
leave me dead i swear i try to trust

talk me down
i know im acting dumb
break me in
and drain me of my blood
take me out
i do this how i must
bring me up
before i start to rust

i scratch
at the cellar walls
i attack
at the end it all-
i mask
what i thought was wrong
i promise u im trying im just fucking up
dont u try to leave me i will kill us both
meet me in the middle i will see u dont
everytime i die i wake up in a world
that i dont recognize but its fair enough 

broken bones and disembodied voices guide me to safety

I sit up all night with a gun to my head and my finger on the trigger hoping one day I fall asleep and blow my fucked up brain all over the walls.Tried to slit my wrist and overdose but it just won’t work. Gotta stay high off everything to heal my pain sitting up at night wondering what is my worth. My dreams they haunt me so I never sleep hoping I get put in the earth cuz I no longer feel my shortys warmth

new song every week
@websitezero
history major and future teacher

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

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broken bones and disembodied voices guide me to safety

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