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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ 
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: me being a lazy prick
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

[Verse]
im glad that youre back in my life
took me out the dark n put me in the light
you make my cold heart feel warm inside
like the grinch it grew 2 sizes over night

ill try to be there whenever you need
not gonna fuck up again, well we'll see
i just want someone to be there for me
do you think you could do that for me?

Be there whenever i need
i just want someone to be there for me

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

I Promised Myself I Wouldnt Get Attached To U [Prod. Crizzy White]

baby im fed up with excuses
you think that you slick but now i know the truth is
you been treating me like im useless
gone through all the shit just to use me

i been looking down but the drugs got me up yuh
i don’t wanna cry so the drugs got me numb yuh 
thinking all the time bout the shit that we said 
do another line and get fucked out my head 

don’t be fronting
i know you been lying when u stunting 
now you on my line, trying to apologize 
but it’s too late cuz now i feel nothing

baby im fed up with excuses
you think that you slick but now i know the truth is
you been treating me like im useless
gone through all the shit just to use me

guitar done by @prodbytwilightblue 
drums done by @frevelthorthy
feature, art, and mix/master done by @draven.fm

fed up ft. draven (twilightblue x frevel)

cover made by my buddy @mindslimeillustrations
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cravings 
open 
danger
my savior

hellish
endeavors
make me
feel anxious

too bad
your sad
i couldn't care about that
i couldn't see you from the past
but the future is ours, there's no looking back

waking, up
to the fear of, giving up
then dying too young, but you had enough
of the pain, of the agony in your heart

this heart is made of glass
its prone to anxiety attacks
remember times where you hold my hand
and id be scared to look on back

yet time
it heals
we got
a lot left to feel

all these times that we shared in this bed made me realize
there is more to life!

Too Bad (prod. hartbleed)

prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

(prod. jolst)
feat @notcursed

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

we can stare at the stars
even when we're apart
you know its just us
my heads been at war
let me pull you close
for this noise to stop
coz ive been hurt myself
paranoid its hell
and i never needed no help
coz your what helps
i feel so selfish

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you 

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

(not cursed)

Wish i could stay
And even though we’re miles away
I miss the days
You helped me through your pain
But now i’m too far out
Baby don't you even doubt
I still want you forever
I could never be without
Missing the way, you smile at my face
Brighten up my day, but now i have to wait
To see you, counting down the days till it'll be true
I’m waiting too long
Being away from you for this long, it feels so wrong
By my side is where you should be, that's where you belong
Need you everyday
I’m thinking of ways, to reach you

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

stay (w/ notcursed) (jolst)

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3
now im smoking out the window
oh you dont like me well ig ill let ur bitch know
i can see right through your lies just like i got a crystal
how am i meant to live like this the love is superficial

i swear im not meant to feel like this
baby they arent really real like this
would've gave you everything you wanted now my heads a mess
break me down just like ur rolling up the cannabis
x2
i swear you cant even rock like this or follow this
i swear give me couple years n they will all be tryna talk like this
even if you try just know that you could never copy this
did it by myself i swear theres nobody thats topping this

did it by myself i swear theres nobody thats topping this x4

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3

now i switch it up
flow be coming vigorous
he rlly think im scared bc i know he keep a flicky tucked?
he aint gon fuck with us
if i say it then i do it
he a snake i shouldve knew it
(yeah, woah)
had ur chance n then u blew it

had ur chance n then u blew it x4

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3

i swear (jolst, death classic, irby, speed)

made in twenty mins
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad
kryst3n - https://soundcloud.com/kryst3n
danny - https://soundcloud.com/dannysadventures
ploua - https://soundcloud.com/ploua

Toyota Camri w/ xipz, kryst3n, Danny's Adventures & ploua (prod. jolst)

lyrics

AVXiD
where'd the love go
I won't pick up the phone
omg 
bb pls
pls jus let me go
Lately I been falling low
not that u would know
try to hide how I feel
I won't let it show
all my memories flood with snow
now I'm all Alone
I remember back when I could say that ur my home
thought ud care but u won't
no I know u don't
I don't matter as is shown
I fall with the flow

notcursed
fuel myself with drugs
create surroundings
left you in the dust
i know that sounds so bad 
when you told me that you loved me 
i was doubting
i'm not who you imagine
you can't be stuck with me
create an image of your home
i can't leave you alone
i don't wanna hurt you but please can you answer the phone
if not, i get it
i hope i don't regret it
i wanted you 
it can't fall through
i hope i don't forget it

H0me ft notcursed 100bpm _5

prod the goat @unaake

hope it aint obvious cuz its unbearable
i wear it on my fucking sleeve im fucking terrible
im breathing deep cuz i can feel u run the variables
i got a month before u leave this time's invaluable

im sick of holding back thoughts
everyone i know is sick its hard to care if im not
i keep hoping itll stick, bear the waters ill cross
what if its not worth the risk? heaven knows if im lost

this is who i am i'll fight the fire
(this is who i am, fight the fire)
wonder where all my desire's gone
(this is who i am, a fuckin liar ugh)
i try to stay inspired
(this is who i am, fight the fire)
maybe thats why i cant love for long
(this is who i am, a fuckin liar, oh)

who i am [bugboi]

MERCH

my heart hurts from the lies they never take back feat. notahero (prod. acey 心)

телескоп

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

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