prod by me
mixed and mastered by me
written and performed by me
cover pic by @nisshokuheart

enjoy :) <3

|lyrics|
hey
got a minute?
need to talk
relieve my chest
burning passions
in my heart
they need a rest
awful people
telling me that i'm a mess
i'm trying my hardest
but i need a rest

my mask 
all the lies
all the pain inside
it's coming out
take a peek
oh behold the sight
hold my breath
i am drowning
but it feels so nice
i'm at peace
i don't want to go back to my life

oh got a minute
need to talk
i'm feeling bad
idk what's up
loose promises
i broke them all
losing friends
i blame them all

got a minute
need to talk
i'm feeling bad
idk what's up
loose promises
i broke them all
losing friends
i blame them all

all the time
i feel upset
i am a wreck
oh i am a mess

but what do i do
what do i do
where do i go
where do i go
who am i now
who am i now
where do i go
where do i go

what do i dooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo   ooooooooooooooo o ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
dooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo   ooooooooooooooo o ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

what do i do

car crash w lil boi blu (dead spyro)

w0rthless_ (flesh)

[LYRICS]
all my brothers are some bastards 
always wreckin shop ya you know we a disaster 
goin hard every show and you know that there’s an after 
everybody’s hollywood yeah everyone’s an actor 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with yall clique cause yall boring 
and i’ll keep living my life like a rockstar 
and i’ll be lit till my motherfucking heart drops 
i’ll be where the za is bitch i smell it like a blood hound 
better make your bag cause you know that i’m back now 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with y’all clique cause yall boring 
and i be walking around the function with a 40
better watch your mans and your bitch cause they folding 
cause everybody wanna go wherever miku going

going fast now
smoking gas now 
yeah when i get to my bag ima cash out
yeah ima drink till i motherfucking black out
baby im a werewolf 
and if the moon isn’t full idc love 
and they all want me for my were blood
yeah they all want me i’m only scared of
you

and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with yall clique cause yall boring 
and i’ll keep living my life like a rockstar 
and i’ll be lit till my motherfucking heart drops 
i’ll be where the za is bitch i smell it like a blood hound 
better make your bag cause you know that i’m back now 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with y’all clique cause yall boring 
and i be walking around the function with a 40
better watch your mans and your bitch cause they folding 
cause everybody wanna go wherever miku going

unknown [prod. flesh x yooshipalace]

Lyrics:

Everyone said that they wouldn’t, but they switched up
Fuck em all anyways, I hope that they all spill guts

Everyone said that they wouldn’t, but they switched up
Fuck em all anyways, I hope that they all spill guts
Walking through a daydream, it’s more like a nightmare
Gotta watch my back or otherwise leave ‘em stitched up

Everyone said that they wouldn’t, but they switched up
Fuck em all anyways, I hope that they all spill guts
Walking through a daydream, it’s more like a nightmare
Gotta watch my back or otherwise leave ‘em stitched up

And you said everything would get better
I tried but the feeling stays forever
And my heart can’t take anymore damage
All my friends switched up, another wound to bandage

I 
I don’t wanna fight anymore
Left my trust with my body in the morgue
Don’t need an open casket
No one gonna show up
No dissatisfaction 

Tell my mom I’m sorry, I just gotta go
Imma go cold like the winter snow
Walk into the grave with my Gucci coat
Ain’t nobody show me love when I need it most

Everyone said that they wouldn’t, but they switched up
Fuck em all anyways, I hope that they all spill guts
Walking through a daydream, it’s more like a nightmare
Gotta watch my back or otherwise leave ‘em stitched up

Everyone said that they wouldn’t, but they switched up
Fuck em all anyways, I hope that they all spill guts
Walking through a daydream, it’s more like a nightmare
Gotta watch my back or otherwise leave ‘em stitched up

This is why you'll find us in the morgue w/ willow.x (p+ noahmadethis x jolst)

[LYRICS]
oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in 

oh baby i’ve been all alone 
you hate me, no you don’t 
the smoke in this party are ghost 
they love me and hate me the most 
all the drugs that i take at the function awake 
i don’t wanna think about it but i know that you’ve changed
now you’re dancing with somebody putting drugs in your face
i should’ve known a little better i should’ve known my place 
you call me delusional i think that you’re right 
i’m not looking for answers i’m afraid what i’ll find

oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in

stay wild <3

LATER

LATER [dskeep + greyrock]

Prod by me

(lyrics <3)
8 legs
im cold
haired back
im shocked
venom
in touch
where do i start

where do i get started started
where do i get started started 
where do i get started started
where do i get started started

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

oh
oh-ah

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

the hourglass
has made me fall
ive reached down
spinning views of my end
where do i go

Black Widow

lyrics


wall
back against the wall
shawty hit my phone
but u kno i never call
i jus wanna ball
i jus wanna boss up
i jus want it all
its always a toss up
if im boutta stall
i cant even walk
i cant even talk
out my head
pls jus end me for us all
i always hit pause
go away kick rocks
even w the pressure on my back i stand rl tall

where my cup
where my cup
i cannot function
dont hit me up
im not going to ur function
5 months
5months since i had run it
body crunched
underneath all of this gunnin

i jus touched the sky
i dont want no lies
i cant spend no time
on u if im boutta die
i jus turn my phone off
i told her that it died
she asking what im doing
i told her keep me out ur mind

hold up , turn my swag on (usbHalo)

prod by @nevrfall
mix by @itsseele

I found myself looking for you
I will always find a way to adore you.
That's not normal.
That's not
That's not normal.

It's raining and pouring outside
​(outside)
But I hope that you're doing all right.
​(Alright)
Must be having the time of your life, but for me and you
Now its goodbyes
We will never meet again, not even as friends.
And if I'm being an honest girl
I am kinda glad.
because I am done regretting all those tears fall on my bed.

I picked them i chose them.
I picked them one by one.
All of these pictures they must be gone.
I'm pressing down red letters. I was thinking you're the one.
But then again, remember I was always in the wrong.

I blocked you on my phone.
I blocked you in my head.
(in my head)
Don't mind me just making sure you're never coming back.

I love my man David.
I'll listen to a friend
because he can give me something that will never end.

I can't believe it's all talk to you.
There's just no way that you thought this through.
How could I be so foolish?
Thinking you'd love me, maybe
Now you're acting clueless.
As if you weren't guilty

It's raining and pouring outside
​(outside)
But I hope that you're doing all right.
​(Alright)
Must be having the time of your life, but for me and you
Now its goodbyes
We will never meet again, not even as friends.
And if I'm being an honest girl
I am kinda glad.
because I am done regretting all those tears falling on my bed.

it's raining and pouring (p. nevrfall)

Lyrics:

This shit is something i can't fix
Its something i regret to a really big extent
Its something i don't like
But i don't wanna fight
I'll hold my mouth closed tight
At Least just for the night

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I think ill do it on my own now
ive been trynna find my own route
lost in circles
ive been, ive been
betting on the wrong move
thought i had it all till i found you
couldnt get enough of the energy
that surrounds you
full house dealt my cards
still raining
days pass but to you my hearts
still pertaining

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

<3

Dealt My Cards ft. Blospar (p. onidtnom)

tell me right now if its a bad time
everything feels right in the red lights
they say that im fucked but i feel fine
i forgot im there, while i flatline

hand me my drink, im getting cold
they all just watch, my immortal soul
it slips away, no longer whole
keeps coming back, why dont you let me go

lay right here, hope i see the sunrise
demon gets his horns every time that love dies
in my ear, devil taunt me with his fucked lies
"you should go, no one cares, kick the chair tonight"

tell me right now if its a bad time
everything feels right in the red lights
they say that im fucked but i feel fine
i forgot im there, while i flatline

Is Now A Bad Time

is now a bad time

literal vampire.

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