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I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, i'll be fine

One day feel like me then the other different person
My mind never set straight yeah it's written all in cursive
But it's got a story ending on a cliffhanger
It's JoshIGuess I'm always dropping the bangers

Importance for years yet still got to decide
If any of choices are bad sacrifice
And everyone leave me so got no advice
But I'd rather figure out my own reside

Only feel like myself when I'm up to the mic
But the camera's too close to me like it gon snipe
Some of you guys just rely on a swipe
But that's not how I want to use my device

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, i'll be fine

I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I'll be fine, I'll be fine (yeah i'll be fine)
Yeah I'ma get by I'ma live my life to the fullest
I'ma not be stupid I'ma live
I'ma keep on going and I ain't give a shit
And I found my inner self, yeah
But it comes with sacrifices
Now I know why people tend to stay the same, yeah

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, I'll be fine

I'll be fine
Yeah I'll be fine, I'll be fine, let's go (yeah i'll be fine)

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i'll be fine w/ hkfiftyone & angelsofsorrows (quitall)

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

I know, I know. w/ NAVYXOWER (yunny x cxrter)

prod. caves x hero

Lyrics:

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

[NAVYXOWER]

i cried
while leaving
and now 
im leaking 
my blood out the needle that you left
im so tired of lying to myself and my friends
floating on a cloud
it felt like i was dying when you walked out the house
i made it my mission to keep you 
but i lost it
my anxiety is running like a faucet

hold
my hand
as we walk 
through the open end
of the world
i hope to see you again
when its over ill dream of you my friend
cutting it close
really dont know what to think about it
my body and heart
were going out i feel it happening
what is it worth
continuing life
without you here next to me
ill meet you there 
in the end of it all i cant believe this is happening

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

and maybe i never will find it
and maybe i never should want to
maybe i miss all the writing
but maybe i'm just missing you

~

AND I CANNOT LOSE WHAT WE'VE GOT
I'M CLINGING TO THREADS WEANING OFF
MY BODY AND MIND START TO ROT
IN SEARCH OF ALL THE REASON THERE WAS

irreplaceable (ft. navyxower)

why do i do this to myself?
i never learn, it's fucking hell
i don't think that i'm doing well
and if i wasn't, i couldn't tell

will i get back on my feet
will i sleep out on the street
if i don't make it the way i thought that it would be

i should just keep my distance
i say it but nobody listen
i'm a pit, it's a dark existence
i can do it myself, i don't need no assistance

oh yeah, he's big talk and big dreams
oh yeah, he's new things and big schemes
all i'll leave is probably a legacy
for a second until they forget me

will i get back on my feet
will i sleep out on the street
if i don't make it the way i thought that it would be

Why Do I Do This To Myself

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WHY D0 ! D0 TH!$ T0 MY$3LF

i think im insane
but its okay
im falling away
away

i think of the day
that i might pass away
all these memories fade
i guess ill walk away

you know im always
i say im always good
you know im always good
im good i think

i dont want to think about thats all in my mind
its always tryna kill me, its like all of the time
and momma if you hear this swear i promise im fine
thats just how it goes i swear im used to my mind

what is it huh?
what is this
fuck is this huh?

I Said I'm Good

i said im good prod. CRCL

fuck all my demons
every corner that i take, all around like its legion
tryna run from my demons
they are many, but theyre one, i got scars and some lesions

they hit me up every night like lets have some fun
you could smoke, you could drink, like lets have some rum
you could stay by yourself, you can play with your gun
wish i never listened, calling nine one one

dont know where i am and now im losing my head
woke up in the gutter man i thought i was dead
thought that this was over, but it happened again
now its just a monster that still lives in my head

manic.
hindsight will never save me
but my body will die, and all but maybe

ill be free from that night
and fly away, my chains will break down
i know its wishful thinking, but

i get too low to ever come up
if you do hit my phone, im probably running from it

fuck all my demons
every corner that i take, all around like its legion
tryna run from my demons
they are many, but theyre one, i got scars and some lesions

NINE ONE ONE

NINEONEONE

tell me right now if its a bad time
everything feels right in the red lights
they say that im fucked but i feel fine
i forgot im there, while i flatline

hand me my drink, im getting cold
they all just watch, my immortal soul
it slips away, no longer whole
keeps coming back, why dont you let me go

lay right here, hope i see the sunrise
demon gets his horns every time that love dies
in my ear, devil taunt me with his fucked lies
"you should go, no one cares, kick the chair tonight"

tell me right now if its a bad time
everything feels right in the red lights
they say that im fucked but i feel fine
i forgot im there, while i flatline

Is Now A Bad Time

is now a bad time

Love hurts.

Lyrics:
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Ohhhhhh
And baby I still think back to when you held my hand
Oh no what happened to our plans
We carved our names into the sand
But the waves came crashing over us
With little time to adjust
Fearful of commitment; Tender love felt like handcuffs
I'm sorry I turned distant
I wish that things were different
But if you called my phone I would answer in an instant

Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know
I'm still grasping ... the fact that I may never see you again
The fact that you left me with scars to mend
The fact that there is no more time to spend
The fact that our relationship's at an end

We threw everything we've built out the window
No one taught me how to cope when I feel low
So I'm fucking up my lungs with this indo
And I'm breaking all my bones
Must relearn to be alone
But remember you were home

Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know I'm still grasping

Now we are on our separate paths ... God I hope our paths cross again
But for now this is the end of our story
There was a time when you calmed the waves for me
But without you girl; It's back to being stormy

why can't things be everlasting? [prod. neverforever]

what the fuck is wrong with me
i woke up soaked in kerosene
im dizzy off [redacted]
but i dont want to start a scene

excuse me can i use your phone?
i really hate to be alone
i need some help but i dont know
thanks for your time ive got to go

nevermind ill figure it out myself
i can never trust no one if you couldnt tell
im fine all on my own i dont need no fucking help
you know that even if i did ill never say how i felt

what should i do, try to breath but i cant
the more fucked up i get i wish i never had began
i thought i had the cure, but its all bad luck
oh well
lets get fucked up

i dont really care, but i lie, cause i did
guess im not okay, with the skin, that i slit
its one vice or another, no one telling me to quit
burn myself into the ground, i dont feel it, not a bit

i just want to see whats at the end, im in a hurry
im all by myself so i guess im not really worried
life dont seem as harsh now if my vision always blurry
i just want this all to end i know its way too early

you can have a drink of my sprite, just know its dirty

what should i do, try to breath but i cant
the more fucked up i get i wish i never had began
i thought i had the cure, but its all bad luck
oh well
lets get fucked up

its not the same

im not special, always replaceable
wish you could have stayed but, its unchangeable 
looking for a feeling but, its untraceable
its better being numb, than to feel something, well thats debatable

cause
i know im nothing special
i dont care i dont care, i dont care

its all the same, at the end of day
when your lungs give out, and you feel it in waves
when the sun goes down, its too late to be saved
tried not to think about you, but i caved

i caved, i caved, i caved

i know im nothing special
i dont care i dont care, i dont care

is now a bad time

HKFIFTYONE

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