lyrics//

lost my mind
i was driving to austin
asking why
did she give me the option

cracked spine
roots grow
why am i holding on hope anymore
guess i’m waiting for the day
i can work up some strength off the floor

maybe we’ll be better in the next life
maybe we’ll be better in the next life

[red eyes
guess i couldn’t be the one
take flight
but don’t get too close to the sun

icarus 
ur the achilles to my heel
fight my feelings so i keep them all concealed

if i was all that you want then why’d you let me go?
guess i was never enough and now i’m so cold
but don’t mind me 
i’ll be good on my own
five pills in my hand, 5% on my phone]


i’m so sick of back and fourth can we talk this out
playing games on my court
and i hate how it sounds
fuck a red light i just wanna get home
and for my last high
i’ll take you as my drug


[red eyes
guess i couldn’t be the one
take flight
but don’t get too close to the sun

icarus
ur achilles to my heel
fight my feelings so i keep them all concealed

if i was all that you want then why’d you let me go?
guess i was never enough and now i’m so cold]

you won’t let me go
you won’t let me go

icarus

I was walking in the farmers market 
I never expected to see you there 
And we talked again like I’ve always wanted 
But your words were few of something nice to hear 
By the CD area stalls 
you were telling me I should just get over you
But I can’t 
Holding up the line I’m begging you can we try again 

So don’t go for too long I’ll miss ya 
By the car you shout back then that was different 
I moved on 
found a new one it’s going great thanks for asking
Hung up 
Crying out what I held in for a very long time 
Distraught now that your gone
Makes this another event you won’t find me at this fall

Is it possible to talk about everything we did
When you looked at me that first night 
And gave me that kiss
But it was different then 
I was a different man 
All I ever hoped for was to see you again
I got the chance to get you back it’s in front of me
I’ll do anything right now you come and talk to me 
I just want us to work out your mine to be 
All over again  <333

Farmers Market (king theta)

1. Take Some Time Away (Prod. w/ Irby)
2. So Long! (Prod. wisssery)
3. Hurt Myself w/ Neon Dion (Prod. sorrow bringer)
4. Old Photographs (Prod. w/ Irby)
5. FWM (Prod. King Theta)
6. Missing Piece (Prod. w/ Irby)
7. Luigi Mario (Prod. DEAD YAMI)
8. Under the Weather w/ P33 (Prod. Stovault)
9. SLEEPING BEAUTY by sewerperson
10. Super Go Outside (Prod. w/ Scro)
11. Your Truth (Prod. w/ Kazba)
12. Go Along, Get Along (Prod. w/ Fantasy Camp)

Twelve Songs I Didn't Finish EP

really struggled with this one, i hope u enjoy ☆

//
fill my screen up with words
only works when it hurts
till it starts feeling worn out

hands flushed
with my blood
from the cold
in the streets
they go silent by sundown

and my knees running weak
feel the ice up my sleeves
like it's minus degrees tonight

and the path full of smoke
made me sore in my throat
like the systems in me collide

eyes locked, everythings so slow
look how i'm just wasting all my time again
like why can i not write a single line again
maybe i should drop it all and try again
//

sundown (despairintoashes)

and she then text me saying  “fair enough”
i didnt think that u was scared of anything 
so tell me baby are u scared to love ?
i typed out like fuckin everythin 
and then she text me she said “fair enough” 

2 pills all night im slippin 
lc nah i never had bring ins 
and the lights too bright 
for my eyes, head spinnin 
poured sprite all night 
half 9 still sippin 

tell me what are we baby are u just a friend to me
she told me what do you want we can have it your way jus tell me what u wanna be 
i said that’s cool i just think that we jus need to slow down n take it slow so what u tellin me
she said ive gotta go now ill be sure to come round tomorrow night got somewhere to be 
i said fair enough

FAIR ENOUGH (SCOTTYSPLASH)

particles & atoms

particles & atoms (secre)

secre x maesk 2025

lyrics 

describe me what you’re looking at baby
‘coz the pushing and the pulling just crazy
im just kinda glad that i’ve been chasing
the clouds to be our bed with what we’re chasing 

‘coz what we’re chasing, it ain’t cheap
i’ve got mud and bloody feet
taking shots and crossing deep
where on earth u taking me?

i know a place in my dreams if you wait patiently 
avoiding the steaks with the screams
and we can sail the seas

i’ve never been on rocky water but its all make believe
tell me what you’ve been thinking about and i can set you free
i can set u free
yeah i wrote the story but gave u the key

i gave u the key
yeah i made the story but gave u the key
i gave u the key
yeah i made the story but gave u the key

i made it up
it’s based on luck
i swear u get what u deserve and thats enough
look, chasing what’s inside is not a rush
u might think its fucked thats when u trust

fuck it, lets wipe all the pages clean
just put all the pressure on me
oh, i love it we’re roaming the fields like they’re streets
just put it in place then release

girl u safe in my dreams
washed in the sewer like a secre beat
see the odd thing, it’s not working out
and hen it come to working out
u can create that shift
u can- u can create that shift

something dark holding on?
u can create that shift
something u assume is gone?
u can create that shift
maybe you’ve never been wrong
u can create that shift
u can create that- u can create that shift

the shift

the shift (secre x ryan kelly)

pass it along

pass it along (neverforever)

produced by @prodcxrter x threemvsk
featuring @decksmusic x @flesh

https://open.spotify.com/track/7IaPndHHSCwBx3zEFHtFAY?si=CL8_mcGpSG2pvXp4xVEwlQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3nvvOZ7UptPO8PoFNhNMn6

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
every breath i take is just a waste when
you don't share the air that i breathe in
but i'll try my best to stay patient
it's just when i'm with you it's like i'm dreaming

i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@decksmusic]
whats the point in going back on my word?
i’ve felt it once or twice before i’d never raise up the dirt
you saw the mirror break connection at first
cuz that reflections never perfect, our relations are earned
i need like eight hours 
to break sour
you see me in the waves, cower,
all that power will go to your head
paste valor
your flush malar
i wonder what’ll make matters worse
could it last you a lifetime?

i don’t wanna overwhelm you with my pain
i put the pen down, call it a night
in the presence of the same i’d be a lifeline
tell me right now, is that alright?

[@lottaheart]
i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@flesh]
hold my hand
let's walk around
i'll always have the memory
it finally start to hit me
way back then it was something else
we were snowed in
but you kept me warm
for years i've been frozen
opponent of myself i know that
i'm just glad that's not the me that you knew
i put up one hell of a show
remember how callie would hide all the time
i guess that's what i feel like
that shit makes me wanna cry

hopes high w/ decks & flesh [cxrter x threemvsk]

Wonder if I’m fucking up 
Back in this hole again 
K hole I’ve been diving in 
Drugged up I don’t need no friends 
Fucked up I don’t need no benz
Crashed the whip wonder where I went 
Fuck 
Fucked up in the road again 
Find me when the summer ends 

So if I fuck it up then 
And I’m just being dramatic 
I know it’s over I’ve been looking past it
I cover up these wounds with plastic 
Seal it shut I can’t have it 
Happiness, I run right past it 
I can’t hack it 
I’ve been feeling like I’m out of practice 
And i’ve been looking down again 
I can’t move past it
All these dramatics, I’m overdramatic 
Over and over I go into panics 
I’m losing myself
I don’t know how I will manage
To find my way back 
I’m lost and damaged 
I’m cold and wet
I’m like a dog on its last leg
Cat last life 
And what if I’m dead and this shits all just a past life 
I’m never the sad type 
I guess I’m the sad type
I ain’t trying to stay clean
I’m on my last life
I know I’ve always been mean
I ain’t the nice type
And I know it’s over
And I know what life‘s like I’ve seen enough
And I know it’s rough
It’s rough for you and me too
I don’t feel the same 
I’m not sure what I’m doing this time
I feel like I’m losing my mind
Going manic and it’s all the same
I know I am to blame
I’ll never change swear I’ll never change
And even when I try to, I stay the same
Even when I try to, I stay the same
And I think I’m to blame

pass it along (neverforever)

maesk

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