when i die i can no longer hold u close </3

ITS LIKE 110 DEGREES BUT STILL I FEEL SO COLD

mv link: (https://youtu.be/sd8xaKOiCE8) 💌

lyrics:

[pre-hook]
oh fuck feeling nauseous my skin
i get drunk just to hide all the darkness within
shits a joke, over time guess i lost all my friends
and even after all the lies do it all over again

[hook]
i dont wanna talk anymore
watch the way my body rots on the floor
i dont wanna talk anymore
i dont wanna talk anymore
(x2)

[verse]
oh shit, got a nose bleed
life sucks, i wish someone would've told me
sometimes i think about overdosing
i hear it all the time if u want it gotta show me

no i cant slow down you get left in the dust
ye im in my hometown reminiscing about us
but im in my zone now lotta ppl i cant trust
i be doin shows now remember just like we discussed?

[bridge]
standing in the rain fell in love with the weather
i dont feel the same jus tryna get myself together
u cant say the same but i hope ur doin better
wanna disappear today i wanna disappear forever

[hook]
i dont wanna talk anymore
watch the way my body rots on the floor
i dont wanna talk anymore
i dont wanna talk anymore 
(x2)

credits:
written by: @ihybleezy

produced by: Underwood Beats

engineered by: Jared Forrester

artwork: @ihybleezy

idntwnnatalk - ihybleezy [p. underwood] (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

(prod. cxrter x tahtx)

@repenting4u

lyrics:

repent:
you say that idk a thing about anything anymore
this room make me crazier than when i came home last time

i promise this the last time
baby loving you my past time
i hope you understand this
the world dont speak my language
my family in anguish

at 17 years old i lost my mind
i lost track of time
i told too many lies

why do i keep fighting the light
the lights, the lights, the lights
keep running through my mind
mind, mind, mind
im wishing you were mine
mine, mine, mine

me:
at 17 you just left me stranded
and ive been tryna tell my friends this
but its like they dont speak my language
i said my baby left me damaged
 
ohhh, i wish i didnt care at all
i wish i could get out my thoughts
and the minute i walked through that door
i know exactly what you were waiting for

ive told too many lies
and she calls me crazy
i know im out my mind
but i think she can save me

so give me one more time, time time
just to make things right, right, right
just tell its worth a try, try, try
all i wants for her to be mine, mine, mine

17 (feat. repent)

lyrics

i waste all my time
all for u
if i finally die
jus know
im u
im yours
im yours
im yours
oh
the door
stays closed
my room
and board

my brain locked in a box
this devil u brought had gotten
way to strong for me to fend off
w my willpower alone
i can’t step out of my home
i cant keep nobody close
feel u break all of my bones
i had pushed back thru the dome
i had built a house of cards
u had made a jar of hearts
i had held onto the marks
in ur basement i will starve
u had pulled me out the dark
just to throw me to the dogs
i woke up with the curse of humanity
arriving out the fog

the chains weather
she hurts me but i let her
i feel im on my deathbed when
i go too long without her
u hold me down and i
appreciate your tolerance
in time i found im
better off without your guidance

my brain locked in a box
this devil u brought had gotten
way to strong for me to fend off
w my willpower alone
i can’t step out of my home
i cant keep nobody close
feel u break all of my bones
i had pushed back thru the dome

My Brain Is In A Box On Your Counter

lyrics

hold on to my body while u fling me to the wrld
im stuck and im rotting in ur home my flesh will curl
i spent plenty nights in ur bed against my will
u think u cud get me out my head w jus a pill
i been mia
doa
fr
honestly why wait
im ok
wit the thrill
i know that u hate
u cant wait
for the kill
look at the description i jus know u fit the bill

im so torn
but i need someone to talk to
i am floored
i abhor
what they taught u
oh my lord
i was sure
that i lost u
blood will spill
from my eyes
when it needs to

believe me
i dont think that u need me
can u see me
i thought u had to leave
when i bleed
i make sure that i leave
what i need
i make sure i could see

this my
funeral
i die
premature
am i
useful
am i
losable

hold on to my body while u fling me to the wrld
im stuck and im rotting in ur home my flesh will curl
i spent plenty nights in ur bed against my will
u think u cud get me out my head w jus a pill
i been mia
doa
fr
honestly why wait
im ok
wit the thrill
i know that u hate
u cant wait
for the kill
look at the description i jus know u fit the bill

The Eventual Heatdeath Of The Universe Wont Prevent Ur Premature Death

lyrics

which one r u right now
u know jus what im talking bout
what to talk abt
i talk n then u drag me down
winding down
i cant hear a sound
i wuld kill myself if itll cause u peace for now
u treating this like its all just a means to an end
i understand but bb why can we not be friends
in my nightmares i always hear wht u said
and in my dreams i keep waking up dead

i jus inhale and then my body turn red
bleeding out my eyes
i think i see wht u meant
tearing up
and tearing up what i read
think im stuck
and burning up what i said

i just wanna know if i did something wrong
im grow ever closer to ending up gone
i just hate the taste omg is this raw
i can see ur face but i wish i culd not

inhale
exhale
inhale
exhale

which one r u right now
u know jus what im talking bout
what to talk abt
i talk n then u drag me down
winding down
i cant hear a sound
i wuld kill myself if itll cause u peace for now
u treating this like its all just a means to an end
i understand but bb why can we not be friends
in my nightmares i always hear wht u said
and in my dreams i keep waking up dead

Theres Carbon Monoxide Flooding My Room Thru Th Air Vents

lyrics

caution
u walk in
thru toxic sludge
and blood n guts
i promise
decay will ensue
pls pull thru
pls pull thru

as i stand here
met with tears
u poor poor soul
have no fear
its over now
i know u doubt
but ull go down
dont make a sound

caution
u walk in
thru toxic sludge
and blood n guts
i promise
decay will ensue
pls pull thru
pls pull thru

The Warning Signs Weren't Enough To Stop It

lyrics 


feeling hollow
whyd i follow in the woods
swr i saw u
but my eyes r not that good
find the journal 
find the text i swr i wuld
im eternal
in ur debt
right where i stood

stagnant water in the sink
girl i hope u know
when i die
i can no longer hold u close
stagnant blood in my veins
pool down in my toes
u will rot and they wont find u till ur all alone

theres a body in the river
i think but idk
and my vocal cords are ripped out by those holding thrones
it like 110 degrees but still i feel so cold
my joints snap off like ur pulling on a wishbone

i told u 
i told u
we shuld heed the warnings they pull thru
i warned u 
they warned u
but its no use
they found u

stagnant water in the sink
girl i hope u know
when i die
i can no longer hold u close
stagnant blood in my veins
pool down in my toes
u will rot and they wont find u till ur all alone

theres a body in the river
i think but idk
and my vocal cords are ripped out by those holding thrones
it like 110 degrees but still i feel so cold
my joints snap off like ur pulling on a wishbone

Jurnal1 - Intro _

Planted ghost 👻 🧤 vail, Zoe & Mack 

Lyrics:

(Vails)
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t want to breathe 
plant me in the forest 
Grow my heart into a tree
See me I’m decaying, couldn’t do anymore praying, my life’s always dissaraying 
it’s frustrating how it’s  been

Now I’m a ghost boy,  leave me all alone, boy
find me as a spirit guarding over ocean seas
growing up, I couldn’t ever understand 
Why nothing works out the way that,  it’s truly perceived 

Think I’m better off alone, think I’ll dnd my phone, all these people feeding lies I despise what comes through their teeth 
be at one with the sun, feed off photosynethis 
it’s a myth, that this shit will never hit 
I been planning for a while, though my words speak of denile
Like feed me to the bugs, I was never your enough 
Hard escaping and relating to almost eveything you hear from tales of above 

(Interlude from Zoe)
ghost girl
I'm a ghost girl
I'll make your head spin
no one
I said, no one
can love you like I did

(Vails)
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t want to breathe 
plant me in the forest 
Grow my heart into a tree
See me I’m decaying, couldn’t do anymore praying, my life’s always dissaraying 
it’s frustrating how it’s  been

Now I’m a ghost boy,  leave me all alone, boy
find me as a spirit guarding over ocean seas
growing up, I couldn’t ever understand 
Why nothing works out the way that,  it’s truly perceived 

(Zoe Beaufay)
ghost girl
I'm a ghost girl
I'll make your head spin
no one
I said, no one
can love you like I did

I know he said I'm crazy
but do not believe him
he deserved it
I had to do something grim
he gave me a good ring
but you know I rather the dream
That's why he knocks on my door but don't let him in 

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Jurnal1 - Intro _

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