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Made it through the storm
I'm looking back and I can't help but mourne
A different view and I found love right after quarantine 
You saved me from the gust that was about to hit me

I never loved, I never cared
I always trust, I never bluff
And that's just all of me 
No love, no change
Hard to view, my face

Baby I can't look at you the same
"But I aml tryna change
Why can't you see me that way
Are you just filled with hate?"
Don't think I can live today
She says you better stay
I try to sip through this high 
But I'm still wide awake, baby

Way too much honesty
You watch the falling leaves
Trickle to the dirt as you desert to falling on your knees
Still all this loves come pouring out 
She said that's not love it's just a dream

And through these walls, see through walls I've hidden stuff
Drifted through days and all these days been building up
But I kept it going, I kept it going for the ones I loved

I learned to love, I learned to hate and all da above and all the reasons I had musts
And all the days I was coming up
Through the stages of one of us 
Of one of them, relate to guts 
But in the brain theres’ never touch 
And in a heart there isn’t much
Maybe a maze, grass isn’t cut
Throw in the haze and flow the blood 
Then maybe paint and let it flood

I know that you dont know me when I go cold
But that version of me is more than once told
I can’t seem to hold in no more
I'm tryna live a life and somehow grow

I hope that your happy 
And I'm happy if you are
But you still put that sinking feeling in my heart
It runs so deep I feel it circling my scars
I lived a life where I would only experience hard-ship

I'm tryna reminisce 
But I seem to just look downwards
Even the bliss would have a glimpse
But I'd just be sitting there for hours

But now I know
That I’m just not your home
I try to make u happy but emotions won't control

Am I too much?

same old story

Same old Story (Sleepy fish)

lyrics

i waste all my time
all for u
if i finally die
jus know
im u
im yours
im yours
im yours
oh
the door
stays closed
my room
and board

my brain locked in a box
this devil u brought had gotten
way to strong for me to fend off
w my willpower alone
i can’t step out of my home
i cant keep nobody close
feel u break all of my bones
i had pushed back thru the dome
i had built a house of cards
u had made a jar of hearts
i had held onto the marks
in ur basement i will starve
u had pulled me out the dark
just to throw me to the dogs
i woke up with the curse of humanity
arriving out the fog

the chains weather
she hurts me but i let her
i feel im on my deathbed when
i go too long without her
u hold me down and i
appreciate your tolerance
in time i found im
better off without your guidance

my brain locked in a box
this devil u brought had gotten
way to strong for me to fend off
w my willpower alone
i can’t step out of my home
i cant keep nobody close
feel u break all of my bones
i had pushed back thru the dome

My Brain Is In A Box On Your Counter

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she get mad at me
i know it get bitter sweet
and i know it get tough to see
how much u rly meant to me
i think this the end of me
i take in the air u breathe
and u hold on a piece of me
jus smth that i kno u need
let the runes take hold of my soul
more i go more i feel my blood boil
at this rate ion think im getting old
i cant say what i want from my world

life gets harder than they tell u bout
red in my cup
im just bleeding out
saw my vocals and they ripped them out
i couldnt scream
i culdnt call
i culdnt ask for help

life gets long
but it gets shorter
when ur burning out
wasted time
wasted energy
im giving out
i cant speak
i cant talk
ion have a mouth
when i bleed
when i cross across the ghosted town

let the runes take hold of my soul
more i go more i feel my blood boil
at this rate ion think im getting old
i cant say what i want from my world

locked eyes with
a demon in
your skin but i
think i prefer
you now
what could i say
what could i say
these things that u tell me
leaves me in the grey

Red Forty Coursing Thru My System

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caution
u walk in
thru toxic sludge
and blood n guts
i promise
decay will ensue
pls pull thru
pls pull thru

as i stand here
met with tears
u poor poor soul
have no fear
its over now
i know u doubt
but ull go down
dont make a sound

caution
u walk in
thru toxic sludge
and blood n guts
i promise
decay will ensue
pls pull thru
pls pull thru

The Warning Signs Weren't Enough To Stop It

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feeling hollow
whyd i follow in the woods
swr i saw u
but my eyes r not that good
find the journal 
find the text i swr i wuld
im eternal
in ur debt
right where i stood

stagnant water in the sink
girl i hope u know
when i die
i can no longer hold u close
stagnant blood in my veins
pool down in my toes
u will rot and they wont find u till ur all alone

theres a body in the river
i think but idk
and my vocal cords are ripped out by those holding thrones
it like 110 degrees but still i feel so cold
my joints snap off like ur pulling on a wishbone

i told u 
i told u
we shuld heed the warnings they pull thru
i warned u 
they warned u
but its no use
they found u

stagnant water in the sink
girl i hope u know
when i die
i can no longer hold u close
stagnant blood in my veins
pool down in my toes
u will rot and they wont find u till ur all alone

theres a body in the river
i think but idk
and my vocal cords are ripped out by those holding thrones
it like 110 degrees but still i feel so cold
my joints snap off like ur pulling on a wishbone

Jurnal1 - Intro _

(Vails)
I’m still young
So I go party till the sun goes down
It’s still fun 
Getting so wasted, with these tabs on my tounge 
Woke up with blood on my shirt
Found my best mate in the dirt 
We’d do it again, fuck growing up
Hold on, to eveything we got 

Drinking till we sinking where we going, it don’t really seem to matter
We make plans from the beginning now we’re feasting on a platter
Of cocaine 
That’s rattling our brains
hope the dealers loaded
Restocking is the next step
House party at mine, see you on the door step
Wavy, let’s go stupid, crazy
Yes I got work the next day, 
Let’s plan what I’ll say
Screw you, screw that, I don’t live to work, I work to live, and hit Bacardi on ice
If we ain’t doing it like this, then we ain’t doing it right 

I’m still young
So I go party till the sun goes down
It’s still fun 
Getting so wasted, with these tabs on my tounge 
Woke up with blood on my shirt
Found my best mate in the dirt 
We’d do it again, fuck growing up
Hold on, to eveything we got 

(Yung ØD)
I might be young but I swear I’ve fucking been here before 
Or maybe I just grew up quick and I mean mentally bro 

Even tho atm I’m fucking mentally weak 
Ive got the world on my back so time to get up and leave 

Grass stain on my britches im burning the bridges and digging these ditches 
because it’s time
Ik that The world it is ending
And I want you in here with me I need you baby drive me crazy Said here take my life 

Take my heart take my soul take my mind I’ll be fine 
I love you you love me we get highs ok the time 
999 middle finger put it high him and her and you and I 
And I’m still young

(Vails)
I’m still young
So I go party till the sun goes down
It’s still fun 
Getting so wasted, with these tabs on my tounge 
Woke up with blood on my shirt
Found my best mate in the dirt 
We’d do it again, fuck growing up
Hold on, to eveything we got

14. wearestillyoung.

TOUNGE TIED BABY! Thanks to Kaynes for the awesome feature and sound clown for the amazing beat! Love yall🫥🤟🏻

(Vails)
I’m so fucked up in your absence 
Don’t know how to breathe 
It’s like battling my demons as you please 
Grip hold by the neck
Suffocation 
Struggling with reasons now I really feel the tension 
Tounge tied, cus I can’t speak of the truth 
So I swallow in my tears 
Till we out of this loop 
Now I’m jaded again
It’s something that resides till the end 

Till the end I been fucking up again
With this bottle in my hand 
We gone smash it on my head
Yeah the party never stops, till I’m on the fuckin ground 
But you won’t see me around, boy I’m lost and never found cus

(KayNes)
lost and never found 
never in the moment
floating on the clouds that I’m blowing out 
the smoke i fill this hole with 
ain’t filling crap 
yeah i need you back
think I’m going mad 
baby I’m 

(Vails)
I’m so fucked up in your absence 
Don’t know how to breathe 
It’s like battling my demons as you please 
Grip hold by the neck
Suffocation 
Struggling with reasons now I really feel the tension 
Tounge tied, cus I can’t speak of the truth 
So I swallow in my tears 
Till we out of this loop 
Now I’m jaded again
It’s something that resides till the end 

(KayNes) 
 faded again 
paper to pen 
but what i meant 
don’t  
translate from my head
so i bottle in my demons
lately i been miss communicating
baby i regret it 
I’m just getting used to saying 
how I’m feeling 
never been an open book
introverted hood up wanna hide my face
hope you still remember me when i find my way  

but for now I’m high 
just wondering why 
our love could die
I’m tongue tied

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16. toungetied.

HOT IN HEA (p.sailor)

Vails x ilykira shadow on my wall ! 
Hope you enjoy :)

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31. shadowsonmywall.

prod @bloodcryy x @ilyertu

she treat me like trash n i love it
w the gang getting blunted
losing sleep all week
how bad do u want it
i dont plan on staying long
u know i keep the engine running
got my racks up n
they aint tell me everything it come w

im okay, if hollow w me
im okay, i know u miss me
im okay, my vision shifting
im okay, u talk ill listen

cant see the vision
5% tinting
no option, only one for me is winning
work hard is not an if its a when

i stumble over words i shoot myself in the foot
i hope u get the message i did everything i could
if im rolling w the gang i dont care if we in the mud
if u loving u is bad i guess im up to no good

she treat me like trash n i love it
w the gang getting blunted
losing sleep all week
how bad do u want it
i dont plan on staying long
u know i keep the engine running
got my racks up n
they aint tell me everything it come w

im okay, if hollow w me
im okay, i know u miss me
im okay, my vision shifting
im okay, u talk ill listen

im okay (bloodcryy x ertu)

nynetails - Say The Word (Prod. Ricci)

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


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