lil song, hope you like it

Lyrics

What have I done
Cigarette lit on my lip cause addictions are fun
I might just give up breathing
I remember when you said I’m the one

I'll be better with the sun
Or with titos in my cup
Maybe I'm just in a slump
I don't wanna wake up
God you're such a loaded gun
Russian roulette with my love
Because I just wanna talk
baby you just wanna run
(2x)

addictions (prod. wraithontheporch)

sewerperson - IN ICE (SORROWBRINGER) [COVER]

lyrics

what if the plans we made fall thru 
what is my life outside of u
im picking skin off from under my suit
its imperative now that i hold onto u
i swear
none of this shit seems fair
none of this shit is there
when im ripping out my hair
out all my hair

break me to bits and i promise ill love you
and trust u
i dont know why u love me
im ugly
im stupid
i cant even do this right
im thru this plight
i shut the blinds
i sob
its nothing like i want
i could be wrong
i could be right
it didnt matter anyways
when u look me in my face
i know u see a waste of space
and im sorry
and im sorry

if i dont hear from u tomorrow i hope that ur well
i apologize that i cant carry what u felt
im sure it hurts
but i cant help u out

slow my head
so i stop overthinking
i need it bad
and my circle is shrinking 
again
im the worst that u met
im the worst that i know
so take me out 

break me to bits and i promise ill love you
and trust u
i dont know why u love me
im ugly
im stupid
i cant even do this right
im thru this plight
i shut the blinds
i sob
its nothing like i want
i could be wrong
i could be right
it didnt matter anyways
when u look me in my face
i know u see a waste of space
and im sorry
and im sorry

waste of space

lyrics 


carry the weight on my shoulders
im crumbling quick
for something like this im unequipped
look in the fog and i see his face
i see his face

but he wont make it out alive 

see this form change right in front of my eyes
see my blood stain in the snow in the night
what a pretty day to go out and die

but he wont make it out alive

feel a parasite take over my brain
left to rot in this cabin in pain
thunderstorms bb can u hear the rain

but he wont make it out alive

i just wanna rip him apart
i wont let him steal ur heart 
i might do something ill regret
i dont regret it
find a clue
oh my god u dont get it

how many times have i fought and i failed
its a waste of time if im wishing u well
id rather see his flesh burning in hell
letting decay lift from both of our cells

he wont

Will I ever be enough?
Girl it’s so fucked up
Every morning off the loft 
Every morning you’re my drug 
Will I ever be enough for you?
Will I ever be enough for me?
Got me zoning in these all black shoes 
Can’t show you these knife sharp teeth 

What’d I tell you about control?
Why I’m sippin on patrón?
I don’t wanna feel anything 
When you call I let the phone just ring 
Cause I’m busy throwing up in the sink 
Brush my teeth so my mouth won’t stink 

Scrolling through shorts and instagram reels
Yet can’t feel 
Is this life real?


#luvflorent #brush #my #teeth #emo #emorap #lofi #sad #sadchill

brush my teeth (prod.wraith)

eight oh nine pm (p. the ushanka boy)

first release ever, hope you like it
slowly working on improving voice and trying new stuff 
super happy to be with the deadwood fam 
thx to @enyusroom for helping on this one <3
beat by @wraithontheporch

lyrics:

gotta pull through
I always do
caught in riptide
only see blue
always left out
I am see-through
and I’m still a doormat
but it’s old news

I might just go down
feel like I’m lost in the code now
don't wanna slow down
we’re hitting the end of the road now

where do I go from here
to carry the weight is a lost cause 
where do I go from here
put everything on the line on a
new route
(where do I go from here)

whatever lies inside of me
I couldn’t make it last
back and forth
my head is set to
see the aftermath
where do I go from here
(x4)

gotta pull through
i always do
caught in riptide
only see blue
always left out
I am see-through
and I’m still a doormat
but it’s old news
(x2)

old news (wraithontheporch)

I may or may not have been sitting on this one for a little too long, my bad haha.  I really love this song :)

Check out enyu here : https://soundcloud.com/enyusroom
Check out secre here : https://www.youtube.com/@prodsecre

Lyrics
<3 - <3 - <3

(Wraith)
Don't go, don't go
My hearts breaking for you
I've done all I can do
and more, and more
I make the same mistakes
like over and over I
can't stand myself
let this be over, just over why

My trust was all mistaken
I tried to count my blessings
you tried your best to tempt me
and now the walls are breaking
take me to better places
help me forget these faces
I can not rid them from my head
I'll leave this body vacant

(enyu)
(I'll leave this body vacant, I'll leave this body vacant-)
if i
would leave my selfish past behind
maybe then you'd finally see me
as i am
as i am
right

grab on my waist and play pretend
i'll light a flame, you'll find me then
i'll take the blame to make amends
so you dont break my heart again

i'll rest my soul, youre taking it
i guard myself to keep it in
although your trust is running thin
with time we'll make it right again

(Wraith)
Don't go, don't go
My hearts breaking for you
I've done all I can do
and more, and more
I make the same mistakes
like over and over I
can't stand myself
let this be over, just over why

don't go /w enyu (prod. secre)

yeah you can keep that to yourself 
I don’t need to know that 
I don’t need to know that
No I don’t need to know
Just Leave my heart at ease 
Understand this final plea 
find the placement underneath 
this level of trust has gone too deep 
this rust has gotten to me 

If you got a selective memory 
Just choose the best of me for now 
And you can point it right back at me I’ll 
redirect this mess right back at you 
All I ever wanted 
Was the skeleton in your closet 
Now he haunts me
He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck 
It’s holding tight for everything I said 
I try run away from this heart attack 
But I can’t see an ending 
I can’t see an ending for this

And I’ll let myself down first that’s the way it goes that’s the way it goes 
Slip away but I thought that’s why you chose yeah I thought that’s what you chose 

If you got a selective memory 
Just choose the best of me for now 
And you can point it right back at me I’ll 
redirect this mess right back at you 
All I ever wanted 
Was the skeleton in your closet 
Now he haunts me
He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck 
It’s holding tight for everything I said 
I try run away from this heart attack 
But I can’t see an ending 
I can’t see an ending for this

selective memory (king theta)

im da shi (salvador pali & ferragamo murakami)

do the most (prod. 1nnovad)

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

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waste of space

AVXiD