lyrics

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out if ur the one cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

said its my first drink this week
she mad it just turned sunday
im rolling some shit look like bayleaf
think you should come over to my place
dont know why you stressing out
baby you got all my love
ill pour some liquor out
this shit made my brain turn numb
i still smoke a lot but im smoking less than last year
i dont talk a lot cuz im rapping more this past year
she said i have a way with my words
trying my best but im feeling the worst
i see the crows and i know its a curse
i see the crows and i know its an omen
my body young but i drink like an old man
they think im lame cuz i rap bout emotions
i made a wave now theyre sick from the motion
seasick just throwing up in the ocean
you can call me if you need it
ill be here just sipping potions

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out this shit cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

everlasting (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics


slaughter all the things inside my head
trust me ull be better when ur dead
trust me _ trust me ill make use of your whole death
ill pull off ur skin and wear ur skin inside the shed
something in my mind is leaving me penitent
i stole ur identity im you aint that the best
i just do it better im a better u than that
i had siphoned out the carbon from ur dying breath

sorry that u had to go like that
sorry but i had to take it back
ill say hi to your family theyll think youre coming back 
but youre just some meat inside the shack

im the executioner, the jury and the judge 
whats your final thought when you cannot see the sun
whats been on your mind i promise i wont be too stunned
we barely even started why the hell you think we’re done

slaughter all the things inside my head
trust me ull be better when ur dead
trust me _ trust me ill make use of your whole death
ill pull off ur skin and wear ur skin inside the shed
something in my mind is leaving me penitent
i stole ur identity im you aint that the best
i just do it better im a better u than that
i had siphoned out the carbon from ur dying breath

it's better this way

it's better this way (p. hollowprpl)

prod @everythingmackk
LYRICS
I dont wanna struggle here on my own
baby you can hit me up just call on my phone
I got a ringer just for you cause u already know
Words may hurt, but so do sticks n stones

I got nervous tendencies thats why my hands are shaking
analysing seems to leave me hurting, am i the problem making
Manifesting my own beliefs, or am i faking
A prophecy thats not me, for the taking

whats said and heard and im not sheep
Break me out the box, i said break me out the keep
Scale the mountain might be steep, ill lay them bricks
I might be struggling now, but i could never quit

Perfection is not what it seems
Breaking out the box but not close to the dream
Judging eachother on what we deem
To be important in our lives, or maybe thats just me


struggle [prod. everythingmackk]

lyrics

what if the plans we made fall thru 
what is my life outside of u
im picking skin off from under my suit
its imperative now that i hold onto u
i swear
none of this shit seems fair
none of this shit is there
when im ripping out my hair
out all my hair

break me to bits and i promise ill love you
and trust u
i dont know why u love me
im ugly
im stupid
i cant even do this right
im thru this plight
i shut the blinds
i sob
its nothing like i want
i could be wrong
i could be right
it didnt matter anyways
when u look me in my face
i know u see a waste of space
and im sorry
and im sorry

if i dont hear from u tomorrow i hope that ur well
i apologize that i cant carry what u felt
im sure it hurts
but i cant help u out

slow my head
so i stop overthinking
i need it bad
and my circle is shrinking 
again
im the worst that u met
im the worst that i know
so take me out 

break me to bits and i promise ill love you
and trust u
i dont know why u love me
im ugly
im stupid
i cant even do this right
im thru this plight
i shut the blinds
i sob
its nothing like i want
i could be wrong
i could be right
it didnt matter anyways
when u look me in my face
i know u see a waste of space
and im sorry
and im sorry

abyss, part one.

waste of space

waste of space (p. hollowprpl x tiedforsilver)

lyrics ⬇️

no i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
yea i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

you cant keep up w these options
left and right you be tossin these questions to me
dont expect itd be awesome
theres not much to see

like cordoroy im waitin here while feelin like a beast
out of my mind and down on my knees
you can tell me what i needed to be
gettin so cold out that i start to freeze
double the crutches get stompped by the cleats
u dont need nothin u wanted from me
ima be further away from the scene
i dont want nothin to do w the beans
im crossin my arms when you show em to me
turnin up everything before i leave
im makin my mark i want em to see
where i would be 
where i would be if i didnt have grief
ill put down my gaurd and ill make em believe 
yea i been to places that i couldnt reach

send me a shot 
hit witta bat
outta the park
not comin back
no time soon
yea thats a fact
a big monsoon
changing the current track

yea yea i wanna lay there but not on a mat
yea yea i feel the cold air surface into the flat
yea yea maybe its all i got maybe its all i have
racin until im gone baby i feel like a stag

comin up- a dry time
double up my life line
and i dont wanna tell a bad lie
but its hard with your eyes

and you were all i wanted
then you broke a promise
it wouldnt be too classy
if im being honest

a compromise dont seem much if it already seems overwith
put a tripod in the hallway then ill wait to see if the camera glitch
got phasmephobia fearin all the ghost thatll be comin in
walk far til im clearin my system and ill settle in

yea gentlemen
cold hearts spark adrenaline 
had a bold start but you tremblin now
old cards got me holdin my ground

i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

monsoon (yunnygoldz)

lyrics 

hey
can u feel my rage
can u feel my pain
got 100 missed calls
ion pick up when the phone rang
face
i got no face
the mask covers my whole face
theres something in the air
in this moment i need some space

mold spores make my throat sore
oh its horrible
i cant spend anymore time
its unaffordable 
im sitting under streetlights
do u see me
even without the guide of headlights
oh i hated it

do u miss me when u fucked up
did u mean it when u loved “us”
tell me am i ur only one
tell me are u the only one in here

suicide 
in my mind
its my time
i reject
in due time
in true lies
in your eyes
i see it

vague n ominous threats (p. tiedforsilver x hollowprpl)

Sad Cash (feat. Vails) - Am I Alive, upload from YouTube .

Original video here :

https://youtu.be/6G0eyw8f-yQ?si=CkJjdy8olUXsJRQ6

 ALIVE featuring VAILS by SAD CASH
Produced by SAD CASH
LYRICS:
All of the time that you wasted doesnt matter 
Not at all
All of the ones you replaced me with do not compare at all 
Look at the time girl I see you changing like an analog 
Like an analog 
Like an analog 

Am i alive just to make money and die 
Dont you ever wonder why 
Look at the birds in the sky 
I just want to fly away 
Wont you fly away with me 
Dont you want to be ok
Dont you want to feel free
Oh

(VAILS)
I don’t feel alive
tried to figure out if I am here or if it’s lies
Spoken to the devil tried to make a compromise
I don’t feel like I’m here on earth
I struggle to survive 
When the night comes i come out my shell
When the light comes decend me back to hell 
Afraid of the truth so i hide away
if only i had half a reason to stay 

But Okay, yeah I don’t really wanna talk
Fucking leave me alone, Im better  in the dark
Just because I’m lonely, doesn’t mean I’m not  happy
Self worth, got it, baby ima maverick 
I don’t need fake shit, I don’t need your sweet lies
I don’t need fake shit, trust me I’ll be alright 
I don’t want your fake love, I don’t want your cold vibes 
Doing this shit solo,we be on a new high

#rap #emotrap #vails #sadcash #music #song #emotional

Am I Alive? w/ Sad Cash

i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t have to say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

ain’t no freedom when i pay the price for living
i get crossed inside the function like a christian
living in regret for all the shit ive been missing
these people don’t listen
tossed all my coins in the well i’ve been wishing
wishing i get paid back for all the time that i’ve given
who am i kidding?
i ain’t even have good luck inna minute
cigarette smoke in the sky
this the type of love that make u wanna die
u wanna spread your wings and fly
i promise i’ll remember those eyes
i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t gotta say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

just go

just go (michael harrison)

[clip of harvey dent in batman]

lyrics

[maesk]
no spark
i just saw myself in those arms
haven't seen a fallen angel but it feels close
no clothes
she told me how it goes
she told me about the loving baby i cannot commit

all day, i've been thinking about it deeply
i can't stay, i've been holding back the tears 
can u do the same
look i don't have a phrase but its ok
just another forest that we face

it rains softly
dont hate me
our words can never travel safely
it's hard to navigate when the systems always breaking
i lost faith 'till one day u remade me

reborn
but the only difference is the tolerance
maybe i didn't play my cards right
but its too late to think about my past life
its just about tonight

[avxid]
carry me out
he cant compare to me now
he cant compare at all
my lungs are across the hall
theyre torn
from my body
but at least i know she want me
still i hurt
still it hurts u know


why the room i rot in feel so cold
all the time
it just leave me frozen
bb can u check the time
cuz i cant move my arms
and my hands sit in a jar
on ur countertop
my lord weve gone too far

not fair
its not fair
i would let u kill me if it meant ud love me more
not fair
not fair
i just let my blood drip quick on these marble floors

look me in my face while ur killing me
i could leave u here all alone and ud still feed off me
bb
i wont let u shame me
i wont let u hate me
see u in ur dreams
cuz i know that ur gonna miss me

words without armour

words without armour ft avxid (hollowpurple)

SMILE (murder)

Back To You prod. MxM Leeks

i will see it thru

4EVER // deadwood

avxidmgmt@gmail.com

waste of space (p. hollowprpl x tiedforsilver)

AVXiD