i fuck with this alot, these lyrics hit me in the soul

this an update track, just gettin how i feel out. <3 yall

prod. @klassklownkarl

lyrics (roughly)

gotta get this off my chest
while i been blessed

lately it feel like
all my music the same

and ill be honest man,
its kinda sending me insane

i sit  down every day
and make the same things
look at the same beats
think about albums
and think about these
statistics
but realistically
i know it dont matter
but please, just dont flatter
i'd rather crushing honesty
than a foreign policy
type manner
stressing for days on end
and lately i pretend
like music is going fine,
im just taking my time,
i been stuck
confidence in a rut
really just cant keep it up,
no matter how long the break
i just cant seem to shake
this overwhelming feeling
of incompetence, and lack of confidence

compare myself to others
yall already know i been hiding under covers, 
a true feeling, that im sick of concealing


im moving away soon,
i feel like my musics doomed,
i dont know what i should do,
dont think i was ever good
thought that i had some potential,
thought i could be someting special,
but dont we all.
i dont know, i just hit a wall
lately im feeling small
i  havent had the gall to speak up
my music hit a peak yup,
now thats the case for me,
maybe its done, 
i dont know man,
it was fun while it lasted
now its getting blasted,

insecurities plastered
on the internet
of my own volition,
heres some premonition
my cloud about to die
man i cant lie
i feel like i should quit, 
while im ahead of it,
so this might be end,
i dont know, but im done
it was fun,

thank to all my peers
for the collaborations
and elaborations
of how to improve

in a rut (prod.KlassKlownKarl)

Glory To God
ill post if i can

@tsukj
@oddyssi

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