journal

[+] there's a mirror in my living room...
* featuring @pinkcig + @emofruits * produced by @jolst*

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reflections

reflections (feat. pink cig + emo fruits) [prod. jolst]

therapy </3
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yeah she can read my mind 
and i know it
she tell me dont run out of time 
dont blow it
shawty neva run out of lines
its snowin
dying to feel dead all the time 
its showin
i like when love hurts me 
i like when love hurts me 
im insane
she fucked me then cursed me
u run out the door 
forget my name
but i promise you'll never forget me
other lovers you'll say u regret me
sittin sippin emotions wit codeine
everynight i know ur thinkin bout me

gotta breathe in 
gotta breathe out 
thats all the therapy i got 
gotta breathe in 
gotta breathe out 
thats all the therapy i got 

yeah she can read my mind 
and i know it
she tell me dont run out of time 
dont blow it
shawty neva run out of lines
its snowin
dying to feel dead all the time 
its showin
i like when love hurts me 
i like when love hurts me 
im insane
she fucked me then cursed me
u run out the door 
forget my name
but i promise you'll never forget me
other lovers you'll say u regret me
sittin sippin emotions wit codeine
everynight i know ur thinkin bout me

gotta breathe in 
gotta breathe out 
thats all the therapy i got 
gotta breathe in 
gotta breathe out 
thats all the therapy i got
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<3

-emo fruits aka young I LOVE THIS SONG IT MAKES ME HAPPY BUT SAD>>?>>>>??? HUUHHHH??

THERAPY (prod. 5head x luffysome)

NO TIME FOR US </3
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i dont got time to keep this up
i dont got time to sell u love 
u know its hard enough for us 
u know its hard enough for us
blood drip
blue pill under ur tongue
no strings attached 
still tangled up 
no time for us 
no time for love
no time for us 
no time for love

and i know we like taking the hard way 
i can tell u like it 
look at ur face 
fuck life 
this love my escape 
fuck love 
fuck life
its all pain
u leave ur scent still on my clothes
fucked up
i hate u when ur gone
no love 
its hard enough alone
alone
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<3

-emo fruits aka I DROPPED 4 SONGS IN TWO DAYS!! WUT IS THIS?? DO I GO FOR 6???

NO TIME FOR US (prod. carmspace x splashgvng)

falling out (feat. Emo Fruits & frvr&alwys)

Warrior Of Frost

@the0utset

lyrics:
as the sun meets the horizon
the moon comes out to play
i stare at an empty bottle 
and i realize the pain 
will never go away

you can't escape yourself
i've tried everything 
but nothing seems to help 
please tell me
how am i suppose to breath
when you're suffocating me
this is killing me

i've looked around
and all i've found
is broken hearts 
and burning towns
break me down
take my crown
nothing really matters now

do we all just live to die

or is there meaning to this life

you can't escape yourself
i've tried everything 
but nothing seems to help 
there's only temporary fixes 
to what i've felt
and its taking me down
along with my health

please tell me
how am i suppose to breath
when you're suffocating me
this is killing me

please tell me
how am i suppose to breath
when you're suffocating me
this is killing me

you can't escape yourself (prod. the outset)

john solo - @jxhnsxlx
IG - @_jxhnsxlx_
TWITTER - @jxhnsxlx

yosher - @areusure
IG - @prodyosher

DONT BE SAD WHEN I DIE <///3

(emo fruits)

dont be sad when i die
be happy that i loved u
got ur love in my hand
i got my cup too
got sum drugs in my pants
i got my gun too
saddest muthafucka in the whole room
dont be sad when i die
be happy that i loved u
got ur love in my hand
i got my cup too
got sum drugs in my pants
i got my gun too
saddest muthafucka in the whole room

probably gunna die while u holdin my hand
her hand in my pants 
cuz she think im the man
still doin drugs 
i know u hate that
yeah i try to stop
sometimes i cant
yeah

(john solo)

and i dont wanna go without u
yeah i dont wanna see u with someone new
i remember all the times i had u
now to get the same high
u know i gotta pop two
yeah dont listen to me 
i'll say im alright
u only call me when im dyin 
i think thats a sign
and i been askin for one
and i been askin for love
so baby show me some

-emo fruits aka i miss her ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT

VIVIWORLD 

dont be sad when i die w/ john solo (prod. yosher)

mixed by Casey Bales: https://instagram.com/swinghighswinglow_?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=1p80i1yoycp9k

cover art: https://instagram.com/bigheadriver?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=kgngmg92jx2l

Lil Edgar Allan Poe  feat. Emo Fruits (prod. Charlie Shuffler)

@notemrys

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I been feelin' lost
3 blunts to the face, I dropped a xanax in my cup
I don't wanna feel the pain, I think I've had enough
Taking all these drugs but I can't ever get enough

I can't let you have my heart, cause I might get it broken
Love is nice and all until it falls and leaves you hopeless
Sometimes I'm so happy, then I wake up, bro like oh shit
If I hurt you in the end, I'll blame it on emotions

That I don't have, I left those with a old bitch
That was fuckin' years ago but I still cannot cope it
I don't have the space for love with all these blunts I'm holdin'
Light em up from back to back, my boys we stay in motion

Why can't I hold on? I think I like feeling lonely
My music drive is pain, and I think that is the only
All these hoes that cut me off turned into bitches on me
If you ain't tryna top or fuck, then you can go please

I been feelin' lost
3 blunts to myself, I dropped a xanax in my cup
I don't wanna feel the pain, I think I've had enough
Taking all these drugs but I can't ever get enough

| emrys |

Woah, I been feeling lost
I don't trust a soul, it's hard for me to open up
How you think you know me? You just know what's in my cup
I can't feel this way so it's never not enough

Never been in love, it's just I been feelin' lonely
Happier on drugs, sometimes I really miss the old me
How can you relate? I bet you never seen an OD
Sober's more alone, I wish that somebody had told me

Tell me where I've been
Tell me all these racks that I just made will help me win
I just wanna go
I don't need you bitches, I'ma do it on my own

Woah, I been feeling lost
I don't trust a soul, it's hard for me to open up
How you think you know me? You just know what's in my cup
I can't feel this way so it's never not enough

spotify.

≠enough. (feat. emrys) | Produced by boyfifty

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Lyrics:

nevermadeithome

I use to send iMessages 
to your phone 
are you at home?
baby yeah you missed my calls

I use to send iMessages
to your phone 
all day and night
I guess its alright 

that you just wont reply x2 
A tear sheds from my glassy eyes

I'm walking home 
Didn’t make it but I won’t fake it 
Broken screen on my phone 
Lost my mind but I’ll face it 

I'm caught up in my thoughts again always thinking the worse 
I must admit I must admit 
It is kinda hard

I must admit its kinda hard 
This pain in my chest getting dark 
I'm the sad boy sitting on the park 
With my mind just thinking question mark

cherryrizla

You used to text my number now you leave me alone
now I wonder who you call now when your going home
I hate myself for reading through our old messages
fuck
I guess your in my head again

backspace on your dm I cant send it
I wanna delete your contact but i prevent
myself
from seeking closure
I don’t wanna know that its over

Socials; 

pekarot;
https://www.instagram.com/prod.pekarot/
https://traktrain.com/pekarot?t=746383

cherryrizla:
https://soundcloud.com/chxrryrxzla
https://www.instagram.com/cherryrizla/

Loveless:
https://soundcloud.com/lovelessgroup

falling out (feat. Emo Fruits & frvr&alwys)

awfulheart