Ive been fucking with you emrys since day 1 your real artist 

 “Happier on drugs sometimes i really miss the old mee”🔥🔥🌫

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Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

Die Like This

Lyrics

Everyone's talkin' about how their life is so bad but won't get off their ass
Everyone's talkin' about all the shit that they had and don't care what they have
Everyone's lookin' for someone while someone is lookin' for them and they don't even care
Everyone's giving the credit to God but he's dead like my father and never was there

I don't care about how my words effect others cause others don't care at the slightest for me
This world is a Hell and the demons are us and nothing is ever what you think it seems
It seems I can only make my life get better when I fall asleep and I live in my dreams
But their only dreams, and when I'm awake, I don't wanna be, how much can I take

Everyone's talkin' about how their life is so bad but won't get off their ass
Everyone's talkin' about all the shit that they had and don't care what they have
Everyone's lookin' for someone while someone is lookin' for them and they don't even care
Everyone's giving the credit to God but he's dead like my father and never was there

I cannot bare, all of the pain, that you put me in
Think I've gone insane, I don't think I'll ever win
This war that I'm facing, I'm tired of chasing
unknxwn.exe I just wish I could erase me
Cause all of the pain, that you put me in
Feels like I'm fighting in a war I'll never win
This weight's gonna break me, you can't really save me
I'm nothing but a memory, I'm already erasing

unknxwn. - never there

never there.

spotify.

never there. | Produced by born hero

@ivrii

Lyrics

Lost thoughts in my head, I might slip up again
I might say the wrong thing, I wish it was the end
The reaper is reaching, my life force is leaking
I'm shaking and freaking out cause I know you don't need me

You promised that you'd never leave me
I told you this wouldn't be easy
I gave you my heart
When you gave it back, it wasn't beating

Now I'm dead again, putting my faith in the meds again
Taking whatever they recommend, I need a stronger sedative
Don't even ask, I'm not alright, I really do not wanna fight
No, not tonight, I would rather die

Than to live in this world with the way that I feel
I miss the old days, when everything was okay

Why can't I be okay?
Why can't I just feel good?
Slipping back to old ways
Just to fucking feel good
I'm a fucking waste of space
Never did a thing good
Music is the only way
I can let this shit out
I don't like to open up
It's not like you can help out
I tried to let a person in
Look how that shit turned out
Fucking up my lungs again
Smoke until I burnout
Lesson wasn't learned before
Lesson won't be learned now

sedative. (w/ ivri) | Produced by ocean

Lyrics

Run away, run away, run away from all the thoughts that just keep on destroying my head
Pain in my body, I'm nothing without it, the point of my life is to wish I was dead
Leave me alone I know I need a friend but I don't wanna end up all broken again
Sometimes I feel like I'm better but day turns to night and I feel like I'm hopeless again
You wanna get to know me? I'm sad and I only vent over emotional beats
If you think I'm not a lost cause, go speak to the last person that said that same thing to me
I will leave you in the past, you want my love? I can't give you some I never had
Why do I not give a damn? I think I got it from my piece of shit of a dad
I ain't seen him in some years, me disappearing like that might be my biggest fear
So silent I cannot hear, I pour up a glass and I look in the mirror say cheers
I wish I could say goodbye
Sometimes I wish I could cry
Sometimes I wish that the person I was would be the complete opposite of I
So when I'm sad they're flowing with joy
And when I cave, they're making a choice
and when I die all full of regret, they'll die with a life they enjoyed

FR87. | Produced by røse

@notemrys

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I been feelin' lost
3 blunts to the face, I dropped a xanax in my cup
I don't wanna feel the pain, I think I've had enough
Taking all these drugs but I can't ever get enough

I can't let you have my heart, cause I might get it broken
Love is nice and all until it falls and leaves you hopeless
Sometimes I'm so happy, then I wake up, bro like oh shit
If I hurt you in the end, I'll blame it on emotions

That I don't have, I left those with a old bitch
That was fuckin' years ago but I still cannot cope it
I don't have the space for love with all these blunts I'm holdin'
Light em up from back to back, my boys we stay in motion

Why can't I hold on? I think I like feeling lonely
My music drive is pain, and I think that is the only
All these hoes that cut me off turned into bitches on me
If you ain't tryna top or fuck, then you can go please

I been feelin' lost
3 blunts to myself, I dropped a xanax in my cup
I don't wanna feel the pain, I think I've had enough
Taking all these drugs but I can't ever get enough

| emrys |

Woah, I been feeling lost
I don't trust a soul, it's hard for me to open up
How you think you know me? You just know what's in my cup
I can't feel this way so it's never not enough

Never been in love, it's just I been feelin' lonely
Happier on drugs, sometimes I really miss the old me
How can you relate? I bet you never seen an OD
Sober's more alone, I wish that somebody had told me

Tell me where I've been
Tell me all these racks that I just made will help me win
I just wanna go
I don't need you bitches, I'ma do it on my own

Woah, I been feeling lost
I don't trust a soul, it's hard for me to open up
How you think you know me? You just know what's in my cup
I can't feel this way so it's never not enough

≠enough. (feat. emrys) | Produced by boyfifty

@paineko

Lyrics

Lost what I had and I can't get it back
Cause I'm stuck in a mind that just always attacks
Every hope that I have, every thought that ain't bad
It just turns it around till my heart turns to black

So I feel like a body with no life inside
My favorite hobby is hoping to die
This hate inside me is waiting to fly
So I'll sit back and wait for the day that you lie

My only purpose is wondering why
Everyone that is happy could never be I
You wanna save me but don't even try
Cause I'll just fuck it up I'm not worth any time

Drag me to Hell that's where I belong
You prolly can't tell, I'm not really strong
I just do not give a fuck about life
I can't see any light I must be fucking blind

Fuck feelin' love that shit too hard to find
Lately my life ain't been feelin' like mine
I'm always upset but it's honestly fine
I'm just using excuses to go and get high

I like having reasons to not even care
I hate that I'm breathing so smoke is my air
Pumping my lungs full of poison
It's bad and I know it, the rush that it gives, I enjoy it

God if you hear me just fucking delete me
Stuck in a world that I know doesnt need me
I need it neither, I need the reaper
Don't get too close I might blow up like creeper

Fuck ups are my craft, how you been? I'm sad
Why am I here? I might dip out like my dad
Don't wanna fight back, I'ma give up
I made my life bad, I've had enough

Leave me alone cause I'm not what you need
There for you something I never will be
Happiness something I never will see
I'm broke as fuck, got a 10, buy a g

I might go MIA
You wouldn't care anyway
I'm all that's in my way
I pray for death everyday

(Backgroud)
Leave me alone
I wanna go
I cannot take this life anymore
My heart is sore
Brains I might blow
I might just end up dead on the floor

MIA. | Produced by paineko

Lyrics

I don't smoke for fun bitch, bitch I smoke because it helps
You think I'm the one bitch? Sorry but you're dead as hell
Livin' life with me is like livin' life in fuckin hell
Can't you fuckin' tell I'm unstable and bitch there's more under the table

Purposely pushin' away, I do not want you to stay (no)
All of my feelin's are grey, why is you callin' me bae, hoe?
Hop the fuck off my line, I'll only waste your time
Yeah we're both here but I promise the reason you are isn't the same as mine

Sorry I sound like an ass, honestly I really am
Yeah, you can come to the crib but you ain't meetin' my fam
Yeah, you prolly know why, I'ma hang up if you cry
I did not come here for feels, after we fuck, it's fuckin' goodbye

I lost all my feelin's on my way back from depression
Life is fuckin' Hell & when I die I'll go to Heaven
unknxwn. but fuck the "o", her favorite number was a 7
I spent 7 months alone so nobody gets the credit

For why I'm still alive, why I didn't choose to die
No comfort when I cried, all alone every night
In the dark where I reside, so I don't need you as a light
I'm the reason I'm still here, and I'm the reason I'm alive

I'm the only one I'll ever need in this world
My dick is the only thing I'll ever give a girl
I'm sick in the head, I don't like shit, shout out to Earl
Sippin' slow on some merlot in a solo until I twirl

I lost myself when I found you, I guess it had to end
I wouldn't snap till I found proof that it was all pretend
I hoped to come a dead end so I could be with you
But I found more than I wanted, so now with you I'm through

With all your lies, I can't believe that every time
That you said that you were mine, it was all just a disguise
For you to throw on and off when needed someone to call
I hope you play this song while driving by a cliff and slip right off

I'm not the bad guy unless make me
But you did me so fucked up that I been thinking lately
That every person that I meet I'll do 'em wrong before it's me
Cause every single time I don't it just leaves me more incomplete

But how could that work if I'm just passing my hurt
Around like it's not important that someone else has the curse?
Cause it won't seize to exist just because it's not in my grip
Around the world it goes until it's back to me when I'm picked

And then I'm back to my shit talking, explosive, I'm poppin'
Detmer's what I call my demon, I can hear it knockin'
He won't leave till I agree, if I don't cave it ain't stoppin'
Smoking weed is the only way that I know I can stop him

merlot. | Produced by khail

Lyrics

Where to go? I don't know, hide my soul, I won't show
Anyone the many things I feel when they get too close
Can't be fixed, I'm too broke, I'm searching for new hope
I'ma let you let you find in me what's really there but won't glow

Be the spark I need to burst in flames, I can't go like Kobain
I just wanna see the day I'm saved, I don't want fucking fame
I just need myself to make me safe but I feel out of place
Yeah I might get lots of plays but I still feel like I'm a waste

You don't know how I feel when I see your eyes
I know it's a disguise covering up all the lies
You told me that you cared but you left me fucking scared
Girl I see you everywhere, swear this life ain't fucking fair

Bitch you ain't real nothing but a hoe
I can't even stay with you, I really gotta go
If I don't, you gone leave me cold
Till I'm dead and I'm growing mold

Scars on my heart you can't see
The one I need you can't be
Stayed here so long, now I can't leave
Breathed in your love, now I can't breathe

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
Why try when I always end up pissed?
My life is nothing but a ball of shit
I'd cry but I'd rather make a song like this

Why would you hurt me for nothing?
I knew you were up to something
You say you care but you bluffing
I lost my way cause I made you my compass

This is a poem for you my love
The thing I can't take but it is still my drug
I hope we can both learn to go high above
Just so I can knock you down and show you what it's like to trust

You don't even know how hard it was for me to reach out to you
Just for you to do the very thing you said you'd not do
She loves me, she loves me not
Picking pedals off a flower under the moon is all I really got

Nagging about the past, it's all I'm really good at
According to you, it's something we could get back
But looking at your actions, you're something I don't need back
I hope you can find someone, seems you need that

a love letter. | Produced by unknxwn.

Produced by paineko

Lyrics

I swear this is the last time I make a song about you
I know I said that last time but this time I swear I'm through
You hurt me so much and I can't take it
Every time I give you my heart you just break it

Baby I swear you're all I need
Turn back around you know where I'll be
Waiting right here for you, you'll see
No one else means what you do to me

Wish you were in my arms
Telling me everything about all
My other half without you I'm not strong 
You're in the sky, see you all night long

I was afraid of losing you
Fuck it, I guess I'm through with you
I swear to God I was true to you
Fuck it, go do what you want to

I made that song and I lost her
I thought that she was a dime but she copper
Seems that I just gotta toss her
I think the person I need is not her

I don't wanna turn this page
I rather throw this book in the fire
"Ken, I love you" bitch you a liar
Thought you were golden, you're just some iron

Leave me alone I don't care about what we could be anymore
Used to warm now you're so damn cold
No need to go back to things that are old

Losing my mind over girls that would never take time to try and find how I could be better
Dropping that bitch in the eye of abyss
With no hesitation, I will not even flinch
Fuck your existence, if you were on fire
And I had no water, I wouldn't even piss
Why you so dark in yo songs? This ain't who I know
This is how I choose to vent

Stop with the telling me what I should do
When I wanted a hand, you would leave when I ask
Help that I had it was never from you
Don't come look for a seat when you stuck on yo ass
Started from nothing, did this on my own
I ain't really got shit to give back
I was made in time left long ago
This body I'm in is not more than a mask

garrett.

Lyrics

Hard to know what I feel when I'm out my mind now
I can't tell if it's real, I might just be blind now
Broken heart, cold as steel, life don't feel like mine now
I don't even wanna live, runnin out of time now

I don't know what did so bad to deserve this
I wish I could let you in but I get so nervous
Turned into a mess again, I wish I was perfect
Scrollin' through our messages when my life was perfect

God show me what to do now
Please hold me, I have stooped down
Lower than I ever even knew how
Failed so many times, now I just loose count

Screaming at my laptop, stupid fucking backdrop
I'm a fucking dropout, should of never slacked off
My teacher told me I would be nothing
But a statistic, honestly fuck this

That didn't help me, you didn't scare me
On to the right path, I just grew weary
Now I'm exactly what you said I'd be
I never got why people don't like me

I don't how to get out of my head
Pain is all I know now, I'll be good when I'm dead
Feel it getting close now, breathing down on my neck
Hands around my throat now, suffocating

You can't make me feel what I don't
Don't say that you'll save me, I know that you won't
Fuck up on the daily, you already know
They be tryna take me for my fucking soul

≠enough. (feat. emrys) | Produced by boyfifty

unknxwn.

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