And so this took me to listen. Thank you!

Algernon

Happy Now?

They never told me
how silence keeps time
How breath can pass like a year
if no one names it

I missed the last laugh in a joke I meant to share
I missed your glance
half a second late
and it never came back

No sirens
No final bells
Just one more moment
that didn't make a sound
as it disappeared

I kept receipts for things I never wore
but not the way you almost said stay
and changed your mind
mid-syllable

I archived victories
but lost the sigh
you gave
when the light through the window
made the dust look like snow

These aren't tragedies
They're smaller
Sharper
They slide past bone
and settle
where memory doesn't look

No statue cracked
No headline screamed
Just the way your fingers hovered
over my name
and typed nothing

The way a cup grew cold
while I stared
at a thought
that never finished forming

We measure hours
We weigh years
But no one counts the almosts
the pauses
the almost-yes
the nearly-held breath

They vanish
quiet as pollen on wind
A thousand truths
that never bothered
to become facts

I used to think loss required presence
Now I know
you can lose
what never even arrived

Almosts

newly released older recording. Thanks for listeners that helped make it to #2 on Repost Ex- Best of the rest chart.

blues reign

Ladies and gentlemen
please fasten your seatbelts
We're about to experience turbulence
in the art of regret

I'm sorry if you noticed
I'm sorry you were hurt
I'm sorry that you feel this way
And now you're throwing dirt
I'd love to care about your wounds
But I'm busy dodging blame
So let's both agree-your pain's not clear
And I'll just look away

Did I do something? (Yes!)
Did I say something? (You did!)
Well, I'd like to apologize...
For the way you feel

I'll blame the weather, blame the moon
Say, "Oops, my bad!" then leave the room
If I must, I'll sigh, look wise
Blame the system, blame my fate
Or, "Sorry I'm late to the sorry parade!"
Take a bow and improvise
That's just how I apologize

I'm sorry that you're angry
That I danced upon your toes
But, hey, I lost my own last week
That's just how karma goes
My PR says to say some words
About the lessons that I've learned
So here's my statement:
"If I caused some pain-I hope the earth still turned"

I regret that you regret
But not the thing you're regretting
I apologize for your confusion
And your unexpected bloodletting
If you're searching for sincerity
It's in my other coat
Or somewhere deep inside a memo
That my lawyer wrote

Did I cross a line? (You did!)
Did I push too far? (Too far!)
Well, I'm ready to say sorry...
For your delicate heart

I'll blame tradition, blame the crowd
Say, "Sorry you're so sensitive now!"
Make it vague and weaponize
Blame the coffee, blame my youth
Blame gravity, blame the absolute truth
Don't expect me to empathize
That's just how I apologize

I'm sorry for my past mistakes
And future ones to come
For all the things I almost did
And everything I've done
Forgive me, or forget me
But don't forget my brand
And if this feels authentic
That was never what I planned

Did I cross a line? (You did!)
Did I make things worse? (You did!)
Here's my vague apology...
If that's what you require

I'll blame my grandma, blame the sun
Blame autocorrect-then run, run, run
If I blush, I'll stylize
Blame nostalgia, blame my shoes
Sorry you're allergic to the words I use!
Modern times, modern lies
That's just how I apologize

If you're waiting for an answer
Or the world to make it right
You'll find me on a talk show
Saying,
"Sorry, not tonight"

Sorry

submission for Friendly Music Jam #4 hosted by Gullo, featuring Gullo, Xafae, elia the animal, lodesa, and RSR's samples + my connectors

modular multiple-step process on this one the most ambitious that I have done so far since 2023.  There aren't MIDI dumps or MuseScore scores of this because if i did it would be only tiny pieces of the whole thing.  It's done with random throw away lines in my text files for lyrics that didn't go into full songs so it feels like some White Album thing of half-songs or the way Alan Parsons Tales of Mystery & Imagination doesn't quite hang together because it was his first solo effort.  The samples of the contributors were paired with Roland FA-08 performances into "modules" and the ones that failed in that process for selection were replaced with Akai-MIDI keyboard performances of instruments that I got off places like Humble Bundle that are integrated with the Mixcraft 10.6 Pro Studio DAW.  And then backbones of performances which connect the sample section modules complete the process when overlaid with vocals corresponding to all (or almost all) the modules.  This went twelve draft versions, I've never done that many incremental drafts.

William Tell Should've Known Better - Chocolate-Dipped Chocolate

"Discreet Indiscretions" slips behind the veil of midnight rendezvous and stolen moments, where lust overrules loyalty. It's a seductive confession wrapped in guilt — a dance between desire and destruction. Two bodies, one betrayal. What she doesn’t know can’t hurt her… or can it?

Discreet Indiscretions

LoNe WolF - "Another World"




Mixed & Mastered By: LoNe WolF





#toptracks #amped #newmusic

Another World

Step into "Chaos", a breathtaking journey of love, risk, and raw emotion. Sung by a captivating female voice, this track blends Rock, Pop, Folk, Country, Hip Hop, and Electronic, creating an energetic yet introspective soundscape.

Every verse and chorus immerses you in the whirlwind of desire, danger, and sweet destruction. From trembling steps on the wire to crashing through fire, the lyrics explore the intoxicating chaos of falling in love—the thrill, the pain, and the beauty of losing control. Heavy basslines and dynamic drums intertwine with traditional and synthesized melodies, mirroring the storm of emotions that the song evokes.

Chaos is a sonic expression of recklessness, longing, and passion—a track for anyone who’s been consumed by love’s beautiful madness.

Lyrics:

Oh God… what is happening to me?
…this is crazy

Every step is trembling, I’m walking on the wire
Your touch ignites a hurricane, a dangerous desire
I chase the heat, I crave the rush, I’m running out of air
A thousand voices in my head, but only yours is there
I’m dizzy from the hunger, I’m burning from the flame
I’m losing all control, even don’t know my own name

This is the chaos I’m drowning inside,
a beautiful madness I’ll never survive.
Crashing through fire, I can’t get enough,
living the chaos of falling in love.
It’s danger and wonder, it cuts like a knife,
the sweetest destruction I need in my life.
I’m broken, I’m shining, I can’t get enough,
lost in the chaos of falling in love.

I’m reckless in your orbit, I’m flying without ground
The higher that you take me, the harder I come down
You pull me in, I lose myself, I’m blinded by the spark
I stumble through the brightest light, and still I chase the dark
It’s poison and it’s honey, it’s heaven and it’s pain
I want it, I still need it, I’d do it all again

This is the chaos I’m drowning inside,
a beautiful madness I’ll never survive.
Crashing through fire, I can’t get enough,
living the chaos of falling in love.
It’s danger and wonder, it cuts like a knife,
the sweetest destruction I need in my life.
I’m broken, I’m shining, I can’t get enough,
lost in the chaos of falling in love.

It’s dangerous, delirious,
I’m blinded but I see—
The sweetest kind of wreckage,
is pulling me, pulling me…
I can’t escape, don’t want escape,
the damage feels like home,
a storm I’ll keep on chasing,
I’d rather lose than be alone.

This is the chaos, the storm and the flood,
a beautiful madness that feels like my blood.
Crashing through fire, I can’t get enough,
living the chaos of falling in love.
It’s danger and wonder, it cuts like a knife,
the sweetest destruction I need in my life.
I’m broken, I’m shining, I can’t give it up,
lost in the chaos—
lost in the chaos of falling in love.

It’s dangerous, it’s beautiful…
and I don’t ever want it to end.
Chaos…


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