(ur so goddamn wretched)
baby close that door i dont want u to see me like this
idk how i could ever trust u girl u were so heartless!!
now idk what i should do
feel that pain inside my chest whenever i go think bout u
ate 1000 pills for breakfast now my face starts turnin blue
u tell me that u care for me but look what u js made me do
nobodys here im all by myself
everybodys gone
u made me hate myself i'll take my life by dawn
im all alone
im here alone, baby cant u help
god im such a loser, cant even tie the noose by myself
i'll js sit in silence, thats the only thing that truly helps
know im cryin n im screamin but u say u cant hear my yells
no u say u cant hear my yells
all i wanted was some help
guess thats too much to ask for i'll figure it out by myself

home alone

lyrics;
i dont like you festering
i told you should savior it
you hate me and it dont make sense,
if you keep going ima get pissed
pretty girl gon cut her wrist
i dont like dis famous shit
told me i should just commit
all your fucking words, were counterfeit
gave you all I had to give
You took it, then you let it slip
taking shit for granteded, know you did
taking shit for granteded, know you did

FUCK

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
that you,
would,
step on me just like a doormat
i knew,
that,
theres nothing that you could've took back

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
that you,
would,
step on me just like a doormat
i knew,
that,
theres nothing that you could've took back

(ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh)

i dont like you festering
i told you should savior it
you hate me and it dont make sense,
if you keep going ima get pissed
pretty girl gon cut her wrist
i dont like dis famous shit
told me i should just commit
all your fucking words, were counterfeit
gave you all I had to give
you took it, then you let it slip
taking shit for granteded, know you did
taking shit for granteded, know you did

FUCK

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that

(Prod. itzsxul)

fenix - FESTERING

lucille - one missed call (blood) (leak)

zombie - bastard

(prod. duskydemise)

[dusk]
[fuck you, you creep],

blow my brains out on the floor,
i wanna touch your face cause i know your skin is warm
leave my room a bloody massacre, blood on the door
leave my body cold, when you're dead i'll miss your corpse

(its you that i adore)

i'm just a druggie put my body on the porch
and get the lighter from the bag and light it like a torch
i'm such a creep i know you hate me "yeah of course"
fenix is a fucking loser i know soon he'll meet the lord

you can see my crimson rivers start to pour
arteries cascade, bloody red you shook me to my core
apparitions circle ‘round me whisper secrets of the war
lamentations in my chest until my lungs begin to sore

i'm such a shitty person yeah, i'm like before
maybe i think we should put it to an end and get divorced
i know i wasn't enough cause you clearly wanted more
and i'm shackled to this torment and i'm here forevermore.

trapped within the labyrinth inside my fractured mind
haunted by the twisted choices, and the sins i can't unwind
i reach for fleeting solace, but it's out my sight
put the rope around my neck and tie me up, i wanna die

(seen me i'm gone you would never know
put the pistol inside my mouth and it blow
hang me on a tree, i know you're watching like a crow
and i'm sorry that i care so much i wished it never showed
never show, don't die
i can't handle it, please take away my knife
i never should've fell in love but you were way too nice
shoot me in the head maybe i'll forget the times)

AWFUL - bastard

Heaven