https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier
8 tracks all produced, written and performed by me

thx @yamamayamaybe for verse on track 3
thx mewtryoshka https://www.instagram.com/mewtryoshka for the cover art

with love,
azkii

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mind soldier

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary
6 songs written and performed by me
cover art by me
all production by r000 @oaelis

thx @onlyinterpretation for additonal production on track 2
thx @chewflores for verse on track 4

with love,
azkii

dear diary

original by @underscores

just outside the city
i was holding something
no ones ever seen before
its eyes looked kinda pretty
its irises were blacked out
and its scales were made of gold
and even thru the flash floods
i spared it every harvest 
cus i wanted it to grow
the scientists came knocking
and the something deep within me 
that refused 2 let it go

i know u are
onto something onto something
i know u are
onto something onto something

so i gave it to the city
and hoped that maybe one day 
itd pass its children all its luck
it was something of a mascot
til one day they had found
its silver belly facing up
for a week they kept it quiet
and without a proper burial 
they kept it in a jar
it was stressed until it passed
the pump had overfilled with sand 
and then they spoiled a lucky charm
yeah

i know u are
onto something onto something
i know u are
onto something onto something
i know u are
something new

The fish song (cover)

produced, written, mixed, performed and engineered by me @azkii1
cover art by me
animation work/spiral logo by @toastywav
genius page https://genius.com/Azkii-spiral-lyrics

left the flowers on your pavement 
couldnt even take it
my life spirals and spirals 
its always the same shit
i keep working so hard
but i cant even make it
hit the ground while im running 
and i couldnt even give a shit

ay i knew u were bad for me
and it all ends up spiraling
ay i knew u were bad for me
and it all ends up spiraling

living like a boss 
ceo thats my name bitch
scholar im a student 
150 on my name bitch
brand new forces on my feet 
there aint a crease when im stepping
ask me for a beat
u keep begging pathetic

ay i can never lose
i dont wanna talk
you give me bruise after bruise
u are messing with me 
and i dont know what to do
i can never choose
(yuh) i cant feel my body
i cant feel nobody
my visions getting blurry
i dont want you to worry

ay i knew u were bad for me
and it all ends up spiraling
ay i knew u were bad (bad bad bad bad..) for me
and it all ends up spiraling

living like a boss ceo
thats my name bitch
scholar im a student 
150 on my name bitch
brand new forces on my feet 
there aint a crease when im stepping
ask me for a beat 
u keep begging pathetic

we've made it.. after everything.. we break again.

SPOTIFY

Spiral (prod. azkii)

prod @manmelter
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slowly come to terms with situations from the past
flooded brain 24/7, i can't relax
can't adress the issue, ill go 'round it, runnin laps
fuck whatever i feel, gotta move on, accept the facts
if i wasn't dumb, none of this would have hapenned to me
conceal my feelings, hide them deep in debris
said you like me? i think i would disagree
i been way too lost, need someone to guide me

haven't felt shit in a while, can't feel at all
stab me where it hurts, in the wound add some salt
play me, do it how you want, im your doll
make me disappear yeah, dissolve
no motivation, no resolve
it gets really hard staying calm
heart froze, it gets really hard staying warm
(it gets really hard staying warm)

slowly come to terms with situations from the past
flooded brain 24/7, i can't relax
can't adress the issue, ill go 'round it, runnin laps
fuck whatever i feel, gotta move on, accept the facts
if i wasn't dumb, none of this would have hapenned to me
conceal my feelings, hide them deep in debris
said you like me? i think i would disagree
i been way too lost, need someone to guide me

lost (prod. inci0)

12.07.2024 prod @heartsayako
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we could do it all over again
girl when we’re alone
the way you felt back then
the way you felt back then
you know it felt like home

beauty:beast on my body bitch im flexing professional
pockets fat as hell they cant run no marathon
picked me up, grabbed my hand when i felt terrible
tryna find a shawty who can give me something unforgettable
safe and sound
flying with the clouds
intimate, aroused
(i can still feel you holding onto me)

we could do it all over again
girl when we’re alone
the way you felt back then
the way you felt back then
you know it felt like home

(yeah, we could do it all over again ...)
(girl when we’re alone ...)

all over again (prod. sayako)

02.08.2024 @heartstopmiami @dep4rted
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(kiryu kazuma in the trap fuck drugs im doing real estate ...)
(wide body whip hoe im speeding down the interstate ...)
(one wrong move and them bullets finna penetrate ...)
(made my own swag this some shit that u cant imitate ...)

yasuhiro head to toe, bitch i aint dressing basic
i stay by myself, i dont want to make arrangements
up the fye on ur team, then we leaving no traces
tough on the net but he a pussy, many such cases
dont speak, bitch im ina bad mood
tryna bring me down but its fuck you
why u get involved? this not about u
(why you get involved? ay)

kiryu kazuma in the trap fuck drugs im doing real estate
wide body whip hoe im speeding down the interstate
one wrong move and them bullets finna penetrate
made my own swag this some shit that u cant imitate
cant imitate cant replicate
baby slow pace ukno we got all day
balling like im steph bitch i need a replay
drive it like i stole it bitch i feel like @zzjay

if i said it then i meant it lil bitch i cant rewind
and im staying independent u wont see me getting signed
and they talking yeah they hating but i really do not mind
cant relax, need a vacation, take a minute to unwind
id be a living legend even if i died
pick n choose designer clothes like every day i cant decide
my brain is turning into mush, with every day its getting fried
wont find another one like me, even if u fucking tried

yasuhiro head to toe, bitch i aint dressing basic
i stay by myself, i dont want to make arrangements
up the fye on ur team, then we leaving no traces
tough on the net but he a pussy, many such cases
dont speak, bitch im ina bad mood
tryna bring me down but its fuck you
why u get involved? this not about u
(why you get involved? ay)

bad mood (prod. miami & dep4rted)

prod @jadeblades x @glossalia
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many burnt bridges make u see shit different
feels like i cant talk cuz when i do, they dont wanna listen
headphones on, im in my room, realizing this vision
posted in the fucking cut like a damn incision
posted in the mall im spending bags, bitch im on a mission
slave to my ambition, all day cooking like im in the kitchen
easy money, hoe im getting bags just like its wittchen
not going to prison, but im stealing shit like politicians 
drop again and get them livid, they be pissed off
up the pole and get him twitching, hit da criss cross
sent the open he go missing, damn its his loss
now im up and fucking winning, and they been lost
going up, cant get enough
im going up, not falling off
talk big, i can call ur bluff
make shit, i cant get enough 
(going up, cant get enough …)
(going up, not falling off …)
(talk big, i can call ur bluff …)
(make shit, i cant get enough …)

burnt bridges (prod. jade blades & glossalia)

20.08.2024 prod @manmelter
feat @hovis
*all platforms* https://li.sten.to/k8qpfm5g

@azkii1
he got fake bands, yeah his shit counterfeit
walk up in the spot n im probably rocking some foreign shit
if they talking shit, then u knoww ill take care of it quick
they copy me, try to steal my flows, cant get em off my dick
bitch get off my dick, been tryna do this since i was like six
too tired for this shit, so exhausted bitch i cant even think
making bread off of my laptop, yo bro here selling bricks
i was so high and then i went so low, thought i was finna sink

i turned ten into a hundred
i turned hundred into thousand
making paper like the press
lil bitch i dont need no accountant
talking tough, said that he hate me
im tryna see him do sumn bout it
lying, saying that he made me
laugh at that shit like damn i doubt it
bitch i do this shit for a reason
my bro off the percs he not coherent
hoes be lying to me, shit is treason
off the shrooms im seeing shit straight out of Seaman

@hovis
told myself if i dont keep going imma hate myself 
u tryna ask me show my racks i told yall fuckers this aint show and tell 
had to get an update on my enemies turns out yea they aint doing well 
and they weird tryna slice this vibe i told yall fucks we aint going to fail 
and look at the bag and these garments u couldnt even afford this n now they mad go quell 
i was at the front of the line at the show but im still gon chill in the back by myself 
u doin giveaways for them tickets nobody told him that they ain gon sell 
any song swear im gon kill 
no bs im being fr 
he too broke gotta rob that till

@azkii1
he got fake bands, yeah his shit counterfeit
walk up in the spot n im probably rocking some foreign shit
if they talking shit, then u knoww ill take care of it quick
they copy me, try to steal my flows, cant get em off my dick
bitch get off my dick, been tryna do this since i was like six
too tired for this shit, so exhausted bitch i cant even think
making bread off of my laptop, yo bro here selling bricks
i was so high and then i went so low, thought i was finna sink

counterfeit ft. hovis (prod. inci0)

both songs written, produced and performed by me @azkii1
dj tags by @estupida
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tracklist:
1. kinect (prod. azkii)
2. mtv cribs (prod. azkii)

lyrics:
⇂ ʞɔɐɹʇ:
i got motion like an xbox kinect
shawty hit my line said she tryna connect
foreign fabrics, in the cut im best dressed
said that he tough then we gon put him to the test
you want smoke then be my guest huh
i rock yohji yamamoto this is not no guess huh
post up with some futuristic blicks just like its gantz huh
u cant hang with us lil hoe there is not a chance

damn u broke as fuck making them petty bands
cant fuck with ur bro cuz he got sweaty hands
vision so complex no one can understand
dont have to do shit to get bread, i just watch it expand
hoes dont wanna fuck you u got cheese touch
za got me fucked up, it made me speak dutch
ive been going up, while u dont really mean much
got my own sauce while you still shop at neimans

(i got motion like an xbox kinect . . .)
shawty hit my line said she tryna connect
foreign fabrics, in the cut im best dressed
said that he tough then we gon put him to the test
you want smoke then be my guest huh
i rock yohji yamamoto this is not no guess huh
post up with some futuristic blicks just like its gantz huh
u cant hang with us lil hoe there is not a chance

ᴛʀᴀᴄᴋ 2:
brodie strapped with the toolie raid yo home, mtv cribs
haters on my dick they just dont want to see me live
im just tryna get rich and buy a crib up in the hills
cant be like them, yo homies fucked up off some pills
talk bout making bank, but they cant even pay their bills
hcf, my bruddas locked in like a guild
i step up in the scene ur favorite rapper getting cleared

i need all my opps on liveleak
staying on the grind i swear soon people find me
they dont listen when i try to say it nicely
designer aint no armor but u still can see it shining
step out with my crew u see us shining
ill take this pussy out before he ever try me
y-3 hoodie and some brand new fucking nikes
i got swag i dont need noone to style me

brodie strapped with the toolie raid yo home, mtv cribs
haters on my dick they just dont want to see me live
im just tryna get rich and buy a crib up in the hills
cant be like them, yo homies fucked up off some pills
talk bout making bank, but they cant even pay their bills
hcf, my bruddas locked in like a guild
i step up in the scene ur favorite rapper getting cleared

superiority complex (2-track single) *ʰᵒˢᵗᵉᵈ ᵇʸ ᴰᴶ ᴿᴱᴵᴷᴼ*

prod me @azkii1
1st track of 2025
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got balencis on but i treat em like they nikes 
doing what i want you dont rlly have to like me 
cant replicate this swag but they gon keep trying to bite me 
we got switches no nintendo ima pop him if he try me 
racks in the safe, i stack them til i buy a patek 
i dont try to get them payments, that shit coming automatic 
i dnt talk for show me and my crew we rly make shit happen
im posted up with @estupida in colombia dodging traffic
 
if i dont feel it i wont do it 
only getting better n i swear that i wont lose it 
crodie trigger happy he doin too much i told him cool it 
stick got mods like cod n i dont need no fucking bukkit 
in the game for years, no i aint no fucking tourist 
learnt my lesson, now im tryna live my life up to the fullest 
i know i do the best n i dont need no reassurance 
@skgpara19 operatives, if they talk we sending bullets

got balencis on but i treat em like they nikes 
doing what i want you dont rlly have to like me 
cant replicate this swag but they gon keep trying to bite me 
we got switches no nintendo ima pop him if he try me 
racks in the safe, i stack them til i buy a patek 
i dont try to get them payments, that shit coming automatic 
i dnt talk for show me and my crew we rly make shit happen
im posted up with @estupida in colombia dodging traffic

try me (prod. azkii) #2025vision

prod me @azkii1
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bitch i dont do conversations
need that paper now like u kno i dont got no patience
know im going up hoe i dont need no confirmation
im tryna fly out and do up shows in every nation
bruddas moving weird n ion think i understand it
moving with the wind but make it look like i just planned it
the shit my bro did i think u could call him a bandit
i remember days when i felt lost and abandoned 

everybody fake thats what i learned so please get out my face
im next up cant nobody keep up with my pace
im at checkout, spend the bread fast just like its a race
if you talk shit then u gon get erased
talk shit u gon get erased
got a lot up on my plate
they hate but i know its bait
so i cant listen to these lames
lil b hoe im feeling based
i got swag its no debate
i got bands and i cant wait
to spend them all posthaste

bitch i dont do conversations
need that paper now like u kno that im tryna spend it
know im going up and they cant rly comprehend it
dont walk the paths i did like i cant really recommend it
bruddas moving weird n ion think i understand it
moving with the wind but make it look like i just planned it
the shit my bro did i think u could call him a bandit
i remember days when i felt lost and abandoned

conversations (prod. azkii)

prod @chewflores
*all platforms* https://li.sten.to/c20azi3d

im going up i thought u knew this
real spill baby u kno ive been going thru it
thought my work is fruitless but now its rly moving
when u spit ur bars that shit truthless
punch him in his face we leave him toothless
i think i like her cuz shes a rude bitch
bout to ballout on some new kicks
my bro shipping packs he moving units
ive been in the game for years but u think that im new bitch

u think dat im new ive been on this
i feel real hurt but still dont kno what had caused it
make da bread n den deposit
stop the tough talk i got choppas in the closet
im up nah i cant pause it
im up nah i cant stop it
spamming on my dms u get blocked bitch
i cant care about it

im going up i thought u knew this
real spill baby u kno ive been going thru it
thought my work is fruitless but now its rly moving
when u spit ur bars that shit truthless
punch him in his face we leave him toothless
i think i like her cuz shes a rude bitch
bout to ballout on some new kicks
my bro shipping packs he moving units
ive been in the game for years but u think that im new bitch

real spill (prod. Chew Flores)

prod pk LUV 2 MY SISTER @pachikuri / @no1does
made on 09/01/2024
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days been falling thru my fingers
time passed but the feeling still lingers
its dark out and in, feels like shit every winter
i been thru this many times, not a beginner
drowning in my sorrows, im a great swimmer
my crodie strapped n he dont hesitate to pull the trigger
ill get them bands and idc if they bitter
ill always hate the people that made me hate the mirror

i know they some lames i cant kick it with them
i know they some lames n i cant fit in with them x2

days been falling thru my fingers
time passed but i still aint get shit done
miss the times where i felt i was deep in love
i tried n tried again but still didnt recieve nun
at this point i think i just need to accept it
i thought i gave u my heart nd not lent it
dont know if u lied but just know that i meant it

i know they some lames i cant kick it with them
i know they some lames n i cant fit in with them x2

out_of_time (prod. pachikuri)

prod meeeE @azkii1
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spending bands on a fit bitch i been fly
y-3 on my coat no i cant lie
getting rich but i dont even know why
making hits everyday i got no time
i got no time hoe i cant relax
yasuhiro on my feet ur bro wearing air max
cdg up on the tee so u can tell i make racks
that boy smoking on some shit he be smoking straight glass

feeling elegant when im rocking dat polo
kicking shit like kung fu panda in dat dojo
i might fuck around and throw some shows up in kyoto 
bitch this aint a basic tee this is yohji yamamoto
bands coming in in the thousands
number nine got sheet music in my trousers
pull up to the function steal ur hoe i feel like bowser
told ur bro to pull up but it turns out he a coward

counting commas im wit @yamamayamaybe bitch
retail therapy hoe im addicted to just buying shit
had to dump a hoe i cannot ever fuck a lying bitch
only cuffing pretty hoes my girl never average
counting commas im wit @no1does up in the cut
shoutout sis for many times that she got me out the mud
i got hurt too many times nah idk if i can trust
bitches like me cuz im charming say some shit that make ur hoe blush

show-off (prod. azkii)

@heroz2299 @rewind214
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i only think about her when i go to sleep
letting shit get to my head n now im feeling weak
go mode what i do in a day ull do like in a week
i got more bread than a bakery come take a peek
on my own shit hoe ive been unique
and im posted up wit @no1does thats my sis shell never leave
looking at sky i reminisce up on the beach
theres no class on how to get this fly its shit u cant teach
onitsuka tiger on my feet hoe im swaggin
post up with my bro he hit the gas n now hes lagging
brand new pieces on me bitch im fly just like aladdin
theres noone better than me i hope we reached an understanding 
onitsuka tiger on my feet hoe im swaggin
post up with my bro he hit the gas n now hes lagging
brand new pieces on me bitch im fly just like aladdin
theres noone better than me i hope we reached an understanding 
x2

understanding (prod. heroz & rewind)

track 1 from "mind soldier" — my debut project 
prod me
FULL PROJECT OUT 22ND AUGUST 
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tryna hit my line, but u know thats staying on delivered
sipping poison in the crib, just fucking up my liver
im dodging serpents every day, why they tryna slither?
i know its just human nature, michael jackson thriller
dumb hoes see some money and turn into strippers
minor inconvenience, i turn into jack the ripper
cinderella, i guess i wasnt the shoe that fit her
funny what ive become, i hate the view inside my mirror
funny they think we’re the same, but we really differ
lately my whole life been feeling like some fucking filler
if it keeps feeling like this, one day ill pull the trigger
they like to copy what i write just like a fucking printer
bring your hoe into the function, i might have to steal her
if he piss me off, give him a lesson like a teacher
class in session, ima try to make it a bit clearer
im at the top just making guap, while you could be a sweeper

i was made to break the pattern, im just waiting for my moment
procrastinating like a sport, im my biggest opponent 
im just doing me why they always tryna throw dirt?
none of u were there for me when i was at my lowest
but i guess its my fault too, i dont keep people close
i dont really care bout shit, ‚less its music or clothes
i can only blame myself, this the path that i chose
ay ima let myself rot until i decompose
apple rotten to the core, im still feeling so sore
i know they forget about me when i close the door
everytime i speak to people, it feels like a chore
ive just been posted in the bay chilling round the shore
i dont even like the beach but i live in the north
i dont even like that bitch but she wants me for sure
i dont talk to hoes, i get the text and i ignore
if he talking down, darth vader i might use the force

human nature

https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier

(u be stuck up in a drought, attention seeking for some clout …)
(dont know what that shits about cuz i done took a different route …)
(fly 2 the uk, turn pln into some pounds …)
(this blick like will.i.am cuz it making them scream n shout …)

4 walls, by myself, im a reject
outcast, i was born with a defect
too much pressure on my mind, i need a reset
they get mad at me but i aint even mean it
yeah they hate, but i couldnt care less
speeding in that subaru yeah im so careless
made a couple bands n spent it on a necklace
pull up to ur betty crib and leave her breathless
pull up to ur brodie function and air it out
best in the game, say that without any doubt
i was making bread even before i knew how to count
flex up on these hoes, n u be stuck up in a drought
u be stuck up in a drought, attention seeking for some clout
dont know what that shits about cuz i done took a different route
fly 2 the uk, turn pln into some pounds
this blick like will.i.am cuz it making them scream n shout

(4 walls, by myself, im a reject …)
(4 walls, by myself, im a reject …)
(4 walls, by myself, im a reject …)
(4 walls, by myself, im a reject …)
(yeah they hate, but i couldnt care less …)
(speeding in that subaru yeah im so careless …)
(made a couple bands n spent it on a necklace …)
(pull up to ur betty crib and leave her breathless …)

reject

https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier
featuring @yamamayamaybe

static in my brain i cant think
played too many times i wont fall for them tricks
i cant do shit all my dreams down the sink
it feels like its all fake they only call me to drink
tried again i dont think that we clicked
lie again im so easy to predict
i need more i need my fix
i cant keep living like this
n i cant hang with all these lames up in the mix

missed calls cuz i wont pick them up yeah
pissed off i hit the wall then im stuck yeah
talk tough, we pulling up get you touched yeah
go mode, couple years ull see me counting bucks yeah x2

watched my whole world change around me but i stood there with the stiffness
same one that my mama made but i know God's my only witness
14 tearing out the pages from that book of contradictions
it was sinful, i was sick of being brought up superstitious 
now im 17 with dreams and no one else tryna support em
so im taking they name off the page and writing my own story
we both know the fight been gory, thats the motto of religion
but these shackles cant convince me not to bask in my own glory
its a long time in the making, i cant say i wont miss you
but you shunned me when i screamed "emancipation for my sisters!"
taking names and taking pictures take my blood test make predictions
cause the news and fancy suits wanna paint over my existence
i do this shit for my brothers who would risk it for the drop
and my sisters who been tryna keep it quiet from the cops
so before im dead and gone and they pave over where i rot
imma build myself an empire with the people at the top
my manifesto

missed calls cuz i wont pick them up yeah
pissed off i hit the wall then im stuck yeah
talk tough, we pulling up get you touched yeah
go mode, couple years ull see me counting bucks yeah x2

missed calls ft. yamamaya

https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier

inner voice of reason tells me stop doing this shit
but i cant let it go man i been sad as a bitch
in a loop, i been tryna scratch an unscratchable itch
thankfully i got my crew i know they got me if im in a pinch
do this shit because its fun they think i do it to get rich
im an addict to these feelings, ive been tryna get my fix 
forever me, regardless of the brand name on my kicks
forever me, dont matter if hoes in the mall ask me for pics

everyday like this, i stay inside bc i feel depressed
but weirdly i find solace in this yh im feeling blessed
lonely, cuz all my bros are in the west
im the one and only, u know i do it the best
like what else did you expect?
memories up in my head that ive been trying to forget
remedies for my pain, something i havent found yet
ima keep working thats until i find it

inner voice of reason tells me stop doing this shit
but i cant let it go man i been sad as a bitch
in a loop, i been tryna scratch an unscratchable itch
thankfully i got my crew i know they got me if im in a pinch
do this shit because its fun they think i do it to get rich
im an addict to these feelings, ive been tryna get my fix 
forever me, regardless of the brand name on my kicks
forever me, dont matter if hoes in the mall ask me for pics

voice of reason

https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier

got a knife in my back, funny how shit goes
social exile, hoe im feeling like a ghost
crew got poles, and they pull up leaving bullet holes
do this shit until i die, like i got an oath
treat me like joke, still im not gon fold
hearing the same shit again, im tired of the clones
got my own sound and everybody knows
lies hurt twice as much said by somebody close
i wont listen to ur sob stories
ill stay persistent and ill get it when its time for me
i cant get you off my mind but know that ull ignore me
n i cant stop wasting time, shit gets way too boring ay
i wont listen to ur sob stories
wonder when it will feel good to wake up in the morning
the only way i feel shit is when i start recording
n i cant stop wasting time, shit gets too exhausting

they said shit gets interesting but im tired of waiting
wallet full, im bout to spend it all i dont fw saving
hate me, they can keep talking but it dont really faze me
praise me, but in my head i really cant stop failing
huh cant stop failing
i like my story but i dont like the pacing
but still u cant replace me
but still u cannot face me, yeah
ill go with the flow and see where life will take me
cant stop losing, im my biggest critic
if you tryna get to know me, then look at my lyrics
im the realest in this shit, no i dont try to mimic
it dont take a lot to get this u just gotta feel it
it dont take a lot to get me hoe, i just say how im feeling
ive been out just living life, im tryna find a meaning
tired of the hurting and bleeding
tired of the lies and deceiving

-knife in my back, funny how shit goes
social exile, hoe im feeling like a ghost
crew got poles, and they pull up leaving bullet holes
do this shit until i die, like i got an oath
treat me like joke, still im not gon fold
hearing the same shit again, im tired of the clones
got my own sound and everybody knows
lies hurt twice as much said by somebody close
i wont listen to ur sob stories
ill stay persistent and ill get it when its time for me
i cant get you off my mind but know that ull ignore me
n i cant stop wasting time, shit gets way too boring ay
i wont listen to ur sob stories
wonder when it will feel good to wake up in the morning
the only way i feel shit is when i start recording
n i cant stop wasting time, shit gets too exhausting


sob story

https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier

if i said it it was needed to be said
pacing round my room im way too stuck up in my head
bruddas wanna see me out im rotting in my bed
i do it then they follow lil hoe i make the trends
bitch i make the trends
ill keep making art u wont ever see it end
isolate myself i wont pop out for no events
but im tryna work on things n see life thru a diff lens
wanna see my bros n sisters shine dont wanna see them dead
all the times i was behind trust me i was simply scared
many times i tried to sort things out and then i end up aired
gotta get it any fucking way cuz ukno life aint fair
bitch im making moves in silence aint no damn fanfare
mind soldier try to last a day in these shoes i wear
this shit way too easy for me u know its like breathing air
scarred but the truth is theres some shit u cant repair
x2

in solitude

https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier

whole life i was living in a bird cage
no time, im tryna move on to the next page
showtime, showing myself up on the main stage
in my own mind, but what i see there really most strange
im a hero but with no cape
fighting in my head tryna make some kind of change
i stay sinning though, you know i aint no saint
dont wanna feel shit anymore, im locking up the gate
yeah dont wanna feel shit anymore
im tired of the pressure and i got no self control
everytime ive tried with u is everytime i got ignored
bitch how am i supposed to play the game when i got no support?
yeah i got no support
in short: im by myself
many times that i got played with to get put back on the shelf
imbalance in my feelings that still hasnt been dealt with 
bitch dont play with fire, come too close and ull get melted

birdcage interlude

https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier

wallet so full that i cant fold it
hold it, how can i stop feeling fucking worthless
purpose, i stay tryna find it but its far
watch me from afar, soon ill be a fucking star
do it for the art, really dont care bout the fame
want me there? man it’s a shame cuz i cant hang around no lames
try n correct mistakes, but its no use, cant turn back time
used to talk like all the time, but now ur gone, i dont feel fine

i was made to do this, it was really by design
they keep talking on my name but i dont pay no mind
by myself like everyday, im really left behind
war inside my brain, i know that we cant reconcile
get treated like shit, even though im really kind
get treated like shit, even though i fucking tried
fight myself, mind soldier, im with noone by my side
mind soldier, i keep my feelings inside

your function dead man its a corpse party
ima keep it going u cant ever fucking stop me
my bro posted up with blicks like he in the army
sick n tired of these bitches always tryna mock me
i do it my own way, then the others copy
i write full songs, i dont punch like rocky
stay hidden, i rock undercover, takahashi
and i be posted in the mall, yeah im fucking balling

i was made to do this, it was really by design
they keep talking on my name but i dont pay no mind
by myself like everyday, im really left behind
war inside my brain, i know that we cant reconcile
get treated like shit, even though im really kind
get treated like shit, even though i fucking tried
fight myself, mind soldier, im with noone by my side
mind soldier, i keep my feelings inside

@dep4rted @oaelis
*all platforms* https://li.sten.to/s3d5d80a

im walking steady in these tripp jeans
tired of these lames acting like this shits sweet
post up rocking flashy shit im not discrete
if im not up soon ull find me under six feet
fuck yo crew dont wanna meet no one
i dont want to speak unless i have to speak uh huh
wasting away in the crib been feeling weak uh huh
tryna hold on and survive another week uh huh

if im at the top it still wont be enough uh
tryna live this life but shits been getting rough yea
thought u fw me but i guess it was bluff uh
i cant keep track of the time on the clock uh
x2

6 feet (prod. dep4rted & r000)

prod @somaiki @katebi
follow ig instagram.com/azkii0
*all platforms* https://li.sten.to/h7jgi80o

its all an illusion im the same as i was
shit get confusing losing track of time
im so bored of life and i dont know the cause
stuck with this fate cant roll anotha dice
cant live another life
i lose like every fight
im sad ill never see thru different eyes
never know if you lie
ill trust but might get burned up in the fire

trust me ive been used to this
everything i ever wanted slowly crushed up into bits
everything i ever wanted falling into an abyss
everything i ever—
trust me ive been thru this shit
everything i ever wanted slowly crushed up into bits
everything i ever wanted falling into an abyss
everything i ever wanted forgets i even exist
x2

Dice (prod. somaiki & kat3bi)

single from my upcoming EP—"dear diary" out december 18th
follow ig for updates instagram.com/azkii0
STREAM EVERYWHERE https://li.sten.to/borcfl1l
prod @oaelis featuring @chewflores
...

i got fresh shit on me, onitsuka on my tee
i just wear the shit i like dont need to rock expensive things
step with rob up in the scene soon i know we’ll be stacking green
independent since the start bitch i wont ever need no team
i wont ever need no team bitch im always on my own yeah
got too used to moving i cant call no place my home yeah
got too used to losing thought that it was set in stone yeah
but times are changing now im fucking up just like a drone yeah

thorns on my body
come too close you might get stung
you was talking all that shit but look now cat got ur tongue
cant compete with me i wanted to do this since i was young
struggling since i was young
i learnt not to give a fuck
i learnt not to care at all
why would i care if they dont?
why would i care if he doesn’t?
doesnt matter now does it?
it wont matter when im standing tall up there at the summit
it wont matter now because its over and ive been above it

yeah u know what i been on
i been hanging on my own
its a jumpscare to my brain
every time u hit my phone
if i dont text back pls dont think that its ur fault
hows ur heart so full of hate that u share it all day long?
well i guess thats just ur loss
ive been feeling so fucked up
idek the cause
i wish i cld buy shit and forget abt the cost
im not as priveleged as u mfs are

i know i cant be replaced i know my worth hoe
cant hang with just anybody im not your bro
all i knew was that i didnt wanna hurt no more
all i knew was shutting myself off and closing all the doors
i wont ever need no team bitch im always on my own yeah
got too used to moving i cant call no place my home yeah
got too used to losing thought that it was set in stone yeah
but times are changing now im fucking up just like a drone

thorns on my body
come too close you might get stung
you was talking all that shit but look now cat got ur tongue
cant compete with me i wanted to do this since i was young
struggling since i was young
i learnt not to give a fuck
i learnt not to care at all
why would i care if they dont?
why would i care if he doesn’t?
doesnt matter now does it?
it wont matter when im standing tall up there at the summit
it wont matter now because its over and ive been above it

thorns ft. Chew Flores (prod. r000)

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary

i cant feel but im ok
waiting for my own decay
rot n rot its everyday
i forgot how to convey
i forget how to convey things
shit cut way too deep it stings
still i dont know what to think
yeah i forget how to think
i cant feel but im ok
waiting for my own decay
rot n rot its everyday
i forgot how to convey
i forget how to convey things
shit cut way too deep it stings
shit cut way too deep i feel the pain inside

feel the pain inside still i dont know how to lie
i stand petrified with thoughts of my future life
perspective was so different i saw shit thru younger eyes
sometimes i feel like i should let it all burn in the fire
i cant think straight i cant see straight
im tryna draw a perfect picture i ran out of paint
am i the one to blame? am i the one to blame?
wasting all my given time to end up in the list of names
 
i cant even hate i see yall going up
u cant ever be like me tho been me from the jump
slow couple of months ive been stuck up in a slump
bitch i post up in the uk i told @chewflores pour me another cup
they cant catch up we on diff pace
all they make is fuckin waste
talk down turn em into paste
talk down get hit wit a mace
hiding from what i cant face
in the galaxy still need my space
u cant compare im a diff case
im wit twin too real nah we never fake

i cant feel but im ok
waiting for my own decay
rot n rot its everyday
i forgot how to convey
i forget how to convey things
shit cut way too deep it stings
still i dont know what to think
yeah i forget how to think
i cant feel but im ok
waiting for my own decay
rot n rot its everyday
i forgot how to convey
i forget how to convey things
shit cut way too deep it stings
shit cut way too deep i feel the pain inside

O.K. (prod. r000)

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary
additional production by @onlyinterpretation

(try to silence me then ill get louder)
(number nine sheet music on my trousers)
(stacking fat bands they like chowder)
(i used 2 be scared to put myself out there)

we hear ur tracks and then its volume down
im out with @yamamayamaybe bitch we run the town
if theres lames up in the function then i gotta bounce
most of the time wont even go ill just stay in the house
theyll say they dont know me but ive been around
i think that ill die before i get my crown
i got k.o.’d but still got up for another round
think i might die before u see me up

i feel its too late
i need a new face
but im myself so i cant i know
cant hear what u say
im in my own lane
i cant keep on hiding this pain i know
x2

(try to silence me then ill get louder)
(number nine sheet music on my trousers)
(stacking fat bands they like chowder)
(i used 2 be scared to put myself out there)

im stacking green like gex
ill pull my damn hair out cuz of this stress
i cant live without this i wont have regrets
post up with rob we making moves just like its chess
if u dont give me the respect u get finessed
vision so complex bitch i dont how to express
yeah i step out in some bullshit but i still impress
ill step out in some bullshit ur hoe still obsessed

i feel its too late
i need a new face
but im myself so i cant i know
cant hear what u say
im in my own lane
i cant keep on hiding this pain i know
x2

(try to silence me then ill get louder)
(number nine sheet music on my trousers)
(stacking fat bands they like chowder)
(i used 2 be scared to put myself out there)

Out there (prod. r000 & innocence)

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary

(appreciate the art while im still there)
(only thing that will be left of me)
(clocks ticking it feels so unfair)
(i try to make myself worth it i swear)

fuck
i keep talking they wont hear it
bitch i got my own swag if they tried they cannot steal it
24/7 365 im number 1 and they cant be it
living life but sometimes ill get on a track and simply kill it
my wrist hurt ive got to freeze it
i cant fw all that beefing
cant fw a „scene” thats full of kids too focused on succeeding
where expression go? its like im the only thats really feeling
try to make the most of it but i know my time is really fleeting

appreciate the art while im still there
only thing that will be left of me
clocks ticking it feels so unfair
i try to make myself worth it i swear
im wit rob we moving everywhere
im wit all my bros u know we moving fucking anywhere
life hit like a truck n it feel worse when ur just unprepared
way too stressed out like im bout to pull out all of my hair

fuck
i keep talking they wont hear it
bitch i got my own swag if they tried they cannot steal it
24/7 365 im number 1 and they cant be it
living life but sometimes ill get on a track and simply kill it
my wrist hurt ive got to freeze it
i cant fw all that beefing
cant fw a „scene” thats full of kids too focused on succeeding
where expression go? its like im the only thats really feeling
try to make the most of it but i know my time is really fleeting

(appreciate the art while im still there)

memento mori (prod. r000)

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary

(tell me im worth it …)
(tell me im something …)
(tell me im doing it right …)

(tell me im worth it …)
(tell me im something …)

just tell me im worth it
tell me im something
tell me im doing it right
live with the curse
end up hurting and hurting
i feel this way every night
take a shot in the dark
try to feel how i feel
its a long way down so sit tight
i cant sleep n im shaking
get lost in my words
u wont know what i mean but thats life

im learning its all part of the process
felt like im lost in the ocean
i was always standing with my arms open
i was always trying to be chosen
now im fine by myself i dont need nobody
dont need u acting like ur so sorry
now im fine by myself i dont need nobody
dont need u acting like ur so sorry

just tell me im worth it
tell me im something
tell me im doing it right
live with the curse
end up hurting and hurting
i feel this way every night
take a shot in the dark
try to feel how i feel
its a long way down so sit tight
i cant sleep n im shaking
get lost in my words
u wont know what i mean but thats life

yea thats life i think its looking up
dont know where its coming from but im still full of doubt 
do u even feel this and know what its about
the feeling that i get is something i cant live without
lots of thoughts that i cant seem to get out
emotion that i cant seem to express
lots of the thoughts that i cant seem to get out
now ur looking disappointed and i feel so incorrect

just tell me im worth it
tell me im something
tell me im doing it right
live with the curse
end up hurting and hurting
i feel this way every night
take a shot in the dark
try to feel how i feel
its a long way down so sit tight
i cant sleep n im shaking
get lost in my words
u wont know what i mean but thats life

that's life (prod. r000)

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary

i was ready to end it yuh i was ready to end it
but i got up and im safe yea now i dont no friends bitch
get my racks up in a moment now im just trying to spend it
how u hate but do the same shit rlly i cant comprehend it
rlly i cant comprehend rlly i cant comprehend
without all this i would be dead
i would be dead like u know that i would be dead
life shit fucking with my head
not making moves id rather just stay up in bed
i got cut up and i bled
but time heal wounds so all will be good in the end

i was ready to end it yuh i was trying to end it
but i got up and im safe yea now i dont no friends bitch
get my racks up in a moment now im just trying to spend it
how u hate but do the same shit rlly i cant comprehend it
(rlly i cant comprehend rlly i cant comprehend)
(without all this i would be dead)
(i would be dead like u know that i would be dead)
(life shit fucking with my head)
(not making moves id rather just stay up in bed)
(i got cut up and i bled)
(but time heal wounds so all will be good in the end)

end it Outro (prod. r000)

"dear diary" Out now
info.azkii@gmail.com

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