diegointhedark - guard

@1savestate

i tried my best watch it all just fall apart
I'm tapped in w death i need a recharge
I told dat lil bitch u gotta b smart
I don't check no price im swiping like a keycard
Watching me on a screen like a VR
showed u all of my scars n my real heart
(aye)
U gotta just feel me
take another one i hope it k*ll me
No im not really here it's not the real Me
when im gone i really hope U miss me

(ur the only one dat knew the real me)

tried my best watch it all just crumble
i been trying my best 2 be humble
but when i step out i kno im Trouble
Pack on me i promise i wont fumble
walk around all i do is stumble
If u do me wrong den is fuck u
N its fucked up cuz i love u
still fucked up n i trust u
everything i ever said was true
bitches on my phone they not gon get it same as u
Blowing smoke full moon i'm feeling blue
tried my best what else could i really do.

i tried my best produced by savestate

diegointhedark - dirty *RARE UNRELEASED 2021* (prod. tenoji)

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. freger

diegointhedark - ✧JstLikeMyBigBruddaa✧✧ (prod. 1exposed)

diegointhedark - GTS (otaku & meta)

Produced by @diegointhedark

im hearing screams out my window 
   on a foggy day 
   for 20 bags , 
   muzzle flash shines out the SVJ
   she dont miss me 
   its sickening what i portrayed
   we used to lay awake
   nd now we crash nd break

   when snow fell in california 
   i felt so alone
   i check twice knowing
   tht ull nvr hit my phone
   if you died 
   i would sleep at night outside your grave
   who will you miss today? 
   i cant conceal the pain

   no, no 
   i cnt conceal it 
   popping hella phenibut
   until i reach the ceiling 
   scrolling thru old pics of you
   try to relive the feeling
   i know tht i am dead to u 
   but i just wna pretend im not 

   watching the clock 
   hours pass like ocean waves 
   nd ive been going thru a lot lately
   u used to keep me sane 
   no one treats me how u treated me 
   i stare into the rain
   no one saw what u had seen in me 
   ill never be the same

dead to u (diegointhedark)

@diegointhedark
sample: https://soundcloud.com/tarozan/disappear?si=03f3037ef8f64b0cb7537f44de5815ec&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
//
lyrics:
end the chapter
burn the luv notes uu had written
im posted @ the bottom of the stairway
reminiscing
for last 3 months
i watched u fade to evanescence
n she always keep me guessing
shoot myself w/ lethal weapon

got no1 to keep close
death is pulling me closrr
tryna find the answrrs
cuz she nvr gave me closurr
tears running like waterfalls
im losing my composurr
so tell me if wree ovrr
ill c u next octobrr

jumping every fence
n it feel like im 16
im waiting4the day you say u miss me
the winter night is thick
the air is misty
i feel like im sick
n like im empty

u gotta let it go
im whiter than the snow
the tears fall from ur face
n hit the ground thn start to glow
if i took my life
id run before no1 would evr kno
bby do or die
its you n i
u hve 2 #lmk
swear i gotta let it go

running frm my problems
shawty wna rock
bcz im pretty n im awesome
keeping my sht cool
im n my lane brh ion talk much
this hnk serenity
im rolling w the top gun

pills make my jaw lock
she made my heart stop
ditd #suffergang
hoe im the top dog
wires n my veins
she connect to me like hotspot
fckin w/ the play
u gettin ripped jst like a dreadlock

diegointhedark - Lovenote ⋆｡°✩ Prod Diegointhedark

Lyrics: 

I cannot answer ya, uh uh uh
Countin' green, Nvidia, uh uh uh
My heart cracked like Cydia, uh uh uh
I can't help but pity ya, uh uh uh
It's true (true)
I cannot do anything without you
I cannot do anything without you
I don't wanna do anything without you

But it's temporary
Feel like Diego, yeah, my bitch look like a fairy
I be standin' ten toes down like the damn military
I ain't wanna fuck that bitch but that shit necessary
Hit it from the back, yeah, hit it 'til she tap out
I'm about a bag, yeah, if it 'bout the cash now
This shit like a layup, this shit like a cash cow
Got a lil' bitch from the Bay, yeah, she got a nice ass — wow

I cannot answer ya, uh uh uh
Countin' green, Nvidia, uh uh uh
My heart cracked like Cydia, uh uh uh
I can't help but pity ya, uh uh uh
It's true (true)
I cannot do anything without you
I cannot do anything without you
I cannot do anything without you

And now I'm dead and gone
I just want you to burn my corpse
I ain't got no prodigy, don't gotta pass the torch
Oh, you got a problem with me? Well, of course
Nothin' you can teach me like a course
Love me or love me not, Valentine I'm yours
And all your messages I ignore
Why you with him? Yeah, your standards in the floor
I need you right here for me when I'm weak
Hold me closer, you fit me like a key
Even when my pockets were dry, you stayed with me
I'ma sing loud, I feel like I'm RiRi
All your messages I ignore
You left me dead on the floor
I'm a pretty bitch stuntin' in Dior
You a greedy bitch, always want some more

I cannot answer ya, uh uh uh
Countin' green, Nvidia, uh uh uh
My heart cracked like Cydia, uh uh uh
I can't help but pity ya, uh uh uh
It's true (true)
I cannot do anything without you
I cannot do anything without you
I don't wanna do anything without you

i tried my best produced by savestate

b5