hope you guys like this track...

I wrote it a while ago and finally decided to record with the lyrics and i thought it turned out pretty good, lemme know what u think :)

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Wasted (Prod. by Perish)
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Wasted (Prod. Perish)

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Lyrics:
I've been feeling lonely
And I know you're the one to blame, yeah
Cause ever since you left me
My thoughts haven't been the same, no
I've been feeling lonely
Holding my breath
'Till the days I forget you
And throw my hands into the clouds yelling

I'm a free spirit
I'm a free thinker
Did I need you anyway
You took me from the light 
And I made it out alive
Now I got hope for the future I'll exist in
I've got no more to say
But is it all the same
Somehow I feel indifferent
My worth is not the same
Without your touch
It's not the same
Without your love
So let me introduce to you the news
Of how your own decisions
Have made me less secure
Without your touch
Without your love
But I guess it'll fade away with age

I've been feeling lonely
And loneliness is cursing me
Tryna open my arms, but all I see is

All the people
All the free thinkers
Do they need me anyway
Cause I'm not in the light
Will I make it out alive
Do I have hope for the future I'll exist in
Please just show me your ways
Cause it's not all the same
But still I feel indifferent yeah

For a little while
I was in the light
I would come to like
When the water in my eyes dried out
Cause under pretty lights
In the city light
I would take a right
Just to make it right
So you wouldn't have to watch my demise play out
Cause when the drapery drops, so does the silver lining
Everyone's cold and everyone's dying around me
Is it all you see
Is it all you wanna believe
Cause when the ceiling falls down
Through the ground
Will the sound, it makes
Take you back to better days 
Take you back to when you said

I'm a free spirit
I'm a free thinker
Did I need you anyway
You took me from the light 
And I made it out alive
Now I got hope for the future I'll exist in
I've got no more to say
But is it all the same
I guess we'll see

Feeling Lonely

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It Takes Time (prod. Nightwave)

i just want u around...

this is a vent song. sorry if its not amazing 

[Hook]
(yuh)
I feel like a nuisance when I'm which ya

Rather be alone no one can fuck me up

Cause I did this by myself with no help just leave me alone dont hit me up

Cause I feel so down

At the fact no wants me now

[Verse]
(Yuh)
And I know I want you back

But it's better this way i gotta stay on track

I just wanna be alone no one can fuck with my bag

Dont dm me on my phone I'm busy laying in bed

(Yuh)
But that cant seem to happen

And I keep ruining expectations 

I just needa take a breathe

Cause I'm getting worse instead

And I cant seem to get out my head

And I don't know how to talk my friends

Cause I keep making the wrong actions

Sometimes I wish we never met

Cause I dont wanna bring you down 

I feel like I'm hindering you from getting the fuck out this town

I'm bad to be around

An omen inside my frown

I'm destined to die wow

The time I feel alive 

Is when Im unconcussions saying good night 

But the moment I slip into my dream 

I stray from reality

I see my demons staring right at me

[Hook]
(yuh)
I feel like a nuisance when I'm which ya

Rather be alone no one can fuck me up

Cause I did this by myself with no help just leave me alone dont hit me up

Cause I feel so down

At the fact no wants me now

i just want u around...

B Murph