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prod me 
w/ @hiraethsry

Lyrics:
don't know if i feel okay
i'm aware of all that you say
i'm burning bridges all day
not my fault you're in the way
don't know where i have been since
you speak to me with no end
sun shines down onto my skin
been a while since i felt like this
you run from all that i am
you take the flame and you end
oh you say that it's nothing but you're offended
without you i'll feel the same
i'll go on about my day
you don't mean anything to me
promises don't mean a thing

don’t remember from yesterday but I’m feeling it now
so confused on what you mean, I can’t tell anyone now
every finger you laid onto me, I’m feeling them more
I wish I could get over this, pass the blade and some
someone that I can take it out on, I can’t deal with it
stop lunging into promises you cannot hold me with
and only when the time is right, will you belong to me
twist and turning in my bed waiting for you to sleep
and sometimes I hold my stomach, like it’s your hand on me
and if I close my eyes and dream it well it just might be

don't know if i feel okay
i'm aware of all that you say
i'm burning bridges all day
not my fault you're in the way
don't know where i have been since
you speak to me with no end
sun shines down onto my skin
been a while since i felt like this
without you i'll feel the same
i'll go on about my day
you don't mean anything to me
promises don't mean a thing

burn

6.
prod. awfuldrama

I’m anxious, so I’m sorry for saying sorry uh
You fake it like nobody, like nobody does
Set the pace then, when you climb on, when you ride on top
Make it painless, when you fuck me, when you fuck me up

Cause it’s the inevitable that you’ll leave
No one seems to stay with me
Pessimistic, I know
Just realistic that’s how it goes
Could you call me before I get the wrong idea
Cause I’m stressing with you not right here

I’m anxious, so I’m sorry for saying sorry uh
You fake it like nobody, like nobody does
Set the pace then, when you climb on, when you ride on top
Make it painless, when you fuck me, when you fuck me up

sorry for saying sorry

body going missing

prod: https://soundcloud.com/block-tane https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz
 
i can hear my own heartbeat
pound in this quiet
hands bound back
with this rope
he'll tie me up
(i can hear my own heartbeat pounding
i can hear my own heartbeat pounding)
i can feel the cold concrete
laying down, crying
itching through scabs
to be whole is all i want
(i can hear my own heartbeat pounding
i can hear my own heartbeat pounding)
open me up
god willing i'll make it
your shirt soaking with blood
oh, my body keep shaking
place my flesh upon a sigil
brand with my initials
this night will make me whole again
the embers start to whistle
nothing left, no one to hold me
bloody ceremony
i will lose control again,
the heavens will disown me

please, please
it's all that i have
(like magician, body going)

like magician,
body going missing
bloodied up my palms
baby i feel like a christian
just how i envisioned
prep for the incision
pierce right through my heart
until my fingers finish twitching
oh yeah,
i think i like it, i don't wanna pretend
i'm fucking begging for it
cut me again
and again, and again, and again
and again

(let us pray, let us wish
to partake in communion,
let us partake in communion,
and feast upon the old blood)

where i'm going
i won't make it back
hope he's waiting for me
vision going black
nothing i have left will make it past
open me up
god willing i'll make it
your shirt soaking with blood
oh my body keeps shaking
keeps shaking


paleblood

2.
prod. awfuldrama 

I felt so awful for how I treated you
You’re leaving me, tell me why so soon?
(Why so soon, tell me why so soon)
Now its just me left here inside this room
And all I smell is your perfume

And I’m calling out to you
You’re on the other side 
Of the river 
And there’s nothing left to do
But to photograph your life
And leave it all, in the picture 
I feel it all slip out of my hands
You said we shoulda just stuck to our plans
All good in hindsight, yeah I guess
And I’ve been blindsided by a friend 
At least someone I thought was here for me
Yeah I guess it’s not always what it seems
Had to take a step back, God, I had to breath
I’ve really gotta fucking have a rethink 

I felt so awful for how I treated you
You’re leaving me, tell me why so soon?
(Why so soon, tell me why so soon)
Now its just me left here inside this room
And all I smell is your perfume

perfume

im sorry its quiet messy, it was supposed to be one take throughout i just couldnt do it, im sure you can hear. lyrics can be found on sleeps version.
i miss you sm buddy

anxiety - sleepwater (one take)

lyrics:

was it something that i said
on a bender of regret
only good things come to end
and if its bad it will happen again

but if you say its so
then ig ill have to go
im not gonna wait up for you
(im not gonna wait up for you)

time (time)
flys by when your wasted
flys by when you wasted it
do you really think you wasted it on me though? 
(though)
do you really think you wasted it on me though?

and ik im moving fast
and im not gonna take it back
cause im not gonna wait up for you
(for you)
im not gonna wait up for you
(for you)
im not gonna wait up for you

time (time)
flys by when your wasted
flys by when you wasted it
do you really think you wasted it on me though? 
(though)

do you really think you wasted it on me though? 
(though)
do you really think you wasted it on me though? 
(though)

ik im moving fast
and im not gonna take it back
im not gonna wait up for you 
(for you)x2
im not gonna wait up for you

do you really think you wasted it on me though ?

3. 
prod. sinxi & oc

Everyday is starting to feel the same
I feel like I’m starting to lose my face
When you call, I’m there
When I call you’re not
My life’s in standstill
Like I’m stuck in a rut

And it all just repeats on loop
The same damn day
Said you’d call that wasn’t the truth
I hate the games you play 
And nothing is changing, my feelings grew faded
I’m not good with patience, so don’t keep my waiting
I’m out of creation, my thoughts running vacant
I’m sick of disgracing the people who made me

A state of decay
Leaves me rotting away
It’s hard to retain 
All that sense you’ll replace
What matters the most 
When I’ve been here with scorn
Your face can convey when your pushed to the wall

And it all just repeats on loop
The same damn day
Said you’d call that wasn’t the truth
I hate the games you play 
And nothing is changing my feelings grew faded
I’m not good with patience, so don’t keep my waiting
I’m out of creation, my thoughts running vacant
I’m sick of disgracing the people who made me

groundhog day w/ sinxi

something a lil sleep token/ brakencey/ sinxi/ deadfishy inspired
obviously


i hear a little whisper between silence on the phone
you say you really miss me, god i hope you really dont
the feelings shattered across somewhere, between the ash and gold
i feel a bit uncomfortable, pretend i really dont

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

i hear a little breath between the distance of our call
maybe im just paranoid, can tell youre getting bored
ive been consumed by everything, the feelings getting cold
a half drunk glass of tea on the windowsil of our home

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction


im sure youve heard this song before in every genre
always ranting about something and nobodys bothered
i could try be clever write a double entendre
just for you to listen and not read the lyrics
or maybe i’ll produce something spend ages working on it

-------------just to be compared to every artist that you know ----------------             
                     ===================================
or maybe it’s your fault for listening to everyone and nobody at all
i guess i could be wrong
i guess ill never know
everything’s generic so im reaping what they sow

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

i hear a little breath between the distance of our call
maybe im just paranoid, can tell youre getting bored
ive been consumed by everything, the feelings getting cold
a half drunk glass of tea on the windowsil of our home

radio silence

~2300~
@lilskeleskrrt 

prod by @jolst & irby

Lyrics:
[VITO]
Been feeling this since I could realize
Pulling his lips closer to mine
I don’t know what’s wrong or whats right
And I don’t care I want you tonight

Shame on me (x12)

[skele]
oh when i’m with you i feel more alive
and i can’t even tell a soul that shit is suicide 
i’m still starting at the borderline 
sometimes i look into the mirror wonder who am i

i should really be careful 
not to give em the ammo
letting it go 
start to feel like i’m rambo
bloody the handle 
i wanna give em a scandal 
out of the bramble 
i’m getting used to the camo

late at night 
i feel him pulling me closer 
i feel his body moving
going slower and slower 
i i want it bad 
i want it over n over 
i wish i never had 
i’m never getting the closure 

[VITO]
Been feeling this since I could realize
Pulling his lips closer to mine
I don’t know what’s wrong or whats right
And I don’t care I want you tonight

Shame on me (x12)


shame on me (prod. jolst x irby)

8.
prod. saint mike & hiraeth 

It’s so hard to watch you go
When this was just your home
It’s so fucked up when you know 
That it’s gonna be for so long 
They telling me time heals it
But, God I cannot feel shit
Absorbed in by the buildings 
I feel myself reeling
I’m losing all my feelings now

This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?
This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?

Can’t stand to step away, you know I hate the distance
And I can’t separate what you did and what I didn’t
’Cause you swore I didn’t do enough
Well, you did too much—now we can’t go back
And there’s not any amount of love to fix what was or what we had
But I still blame myself for not trying hard enough
To win you back

This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?
This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?

(What’s the difference?)

scapegoat w/ keno

FACEDOWN

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head (in gta)
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head (in gta)
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

spotify

shoot

im bad for you
my love, am i bad for you?
id die, if you asked me to
without ever being mad at you
id kill for us
my love, am i bad for us ?
held down, i could pull you up
paranoid that im not enough

take what you want and leave me by the road
im always involved but im always alone
pull me from hell, pull me outta my hole
im taking it back, this delusion i stole
my familys big but nobody is home
this music means nothing cause nobody knows
theyd only downplay it and rip it to bones
i thought youd be proud of me, how would i know ?
held by my feelings and losing my hope
all that i wanted, destroyed all i know 
it feels like im chasing but being left behind
imposing this talent, its nothing of mine

texture of your skins so lovely
its nothing as rough as mine
if i cant be enough on the surface
how could i be all you like ?
i cant make decisions, dont worry
im on the fence this time
gods holding his hand out just for me
and blinded both my eyes

imposter

you fell and stained the ground beneath us 


prod/master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

feeling my body going numb
waiting but morning never come
i hope that god will forgive me 
oh the things that i've done
hurt somebody i needed
and somebody i loved
blood loss
my vision is starred,
hold on
i'm slowly reaching my fingers over top 
don't think there's ever been something 
that i feel like i want 

it's just the way that it goes
i know you feel like i don't 
like i don't love you at all 
i know it kills you the most
i never wanted to go 
i never wanted to stop 

i called your name a thousand times
and in my dreams i saw you die 
i saw the light fade out your eyes
and i woke alone,
and cried in case you
could hear me there
could hear me 
i screamed your name 
believe me 

(baby i wanted to stop 
got me praying to god 
love i'd do anything, i've
i've got my hand round the cross) 

i can feel the warmth 
drain out of your skin 
my shirt stole red from the cracks of your lips
i held you close and you felt so thin
i held you close like the way that you did 

i held you close
i held you close

you fell and stained the ground beneath us





perfume

B Murph

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