prod. neverfall x branwen
shoutout @20ofive for helping me finish this one up <3

[safeatlast:]
broken mirrors in this shattered home
cuts on the wrist from the blade you hold
i would rather be all alone
than pick up the phone and be set in stone

never thought itd end up like this
with my skin apart and my bones to break
ill fade away when i suffocate
and my heart escapes from my ribcage

rip it out and just tear apart
my broken limbs from my body
handle the blade and alleviate
the pain by slicin my arteries

thought that u were my everything
but you were never even a part of me
the ground beneath my feet
was ripped away from me so suddenly

[20ofive:]
look in her eyes turn me to stone
man what a surprise yeah i should've known
a clever disguise make me feel home
wasting my time now i gotta go

i gotta go now
look at my phone wow
its already 3 am

so fucking cold out
pulling my clothes down
hardly know who i am

shattered pieces from a broken heart
try to tape it back but found it way too hard
restless sleeping that's the hardest part
i just picture you yeah just a work of art

rubble and dust
i don't know who i can trust
they start building me up yeah just to break me down
their greed and their lust
and just not giving a fuck
i swear its just my luck
i feel them breaking my crown

work of art

work of art w/ 20ofive

its not like u to go that distance
==============
@silversxo
@sagebrsh
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lyrics:
been a little crossed up
it isnt bad at all
i’m fine as long as nobody’s hurt
i think my pride is lost
but i’ll fall an eternity’s worth

don’t have to worry about it
you can’t come back around
i’m making sure i know that now
your precious serotonin
is not my problem now
i’ve got my own to worry bout

find time to bother
i’ll still be here i promise
its not like u to go that distance

if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me

sagebrsh:
I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here
Guess that I was wrong

I'd be lying If I told u
That I won't wait
What's time
If we might be soulmates

my fault if I read too deep
I'm feeling manic

hold me,
would u plz console me
I can't bare to wake without you
So I'm getting no sleep my bed way too lonely
I need you to show me
How to relax, since you been gone I ain't been cozy oh please~

decks:
if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me
(x2)

disaster averted (ft. sagebrsh) [silver]

catastrophe w/ Dear Me & Kellin Quinn

becoming what i lost w/ Fallen Oceans

then, i saw myself

a collection of songs that you maybe will see yourself in

dedicated to rose and onlyfriend, two people that see in me what i can't always see myself

huge thank you to shizukesa for providing a beautiful verse on revisionist

thank you for listening

revisionist (feat shizukesa) [prod surp]

prod. kill breanna x caves x safeatlast

dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont regret it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them! . .
im sorry that i dont stand up for me, but,
im really not the same as i ever was,
now ill always say what i (truly) want
who are you, and who am i?
dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont re.. gret.. it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them..
i prance over the flowers and it kills them.. :')
i wish i wasnt him, and such a victim
(i know im not!!)
(i know im not!!!!)
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i!!!
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i-

every step too

when the highway ends i hope that you’ll remember me
no life but a bottle of memories
cant die cuz you drive by me constantly 
flooded mind with your broken apologies 

rough times when id go gome and ik that ur not there
dumb crimes got me thinkin that nobody aware
well trust me im aware
trust me im aware

aware of the things that ive done
Nobody can hide under the sun
gimme closure so that i dont wanna run
i need you to say that i wasnt the one

fun times used to lay back 
dumb lies made me back track
cold eyes all that you had
when i
 really fell back

wanted life to feel like an adventure 
come back I apologize for my temper
one job and i really put it in the blender
no wood for the fire in the winter

somehow life goes on
drive home with the windows down
find out what tbeyre talking about
eyes focused on the shapes of the clouds

when the highway ends i hope that you’ll remember me
no life but a bottle of memories
cant die cuz you drive by me constantly 
flooded mind with my broken apologies 

no chance
broekn heart in advance
green vans no belt for my pants no glam
they all so judgy nowdays its like a scam
got no drip got no fans got no chance

thats cap
ima run it up and run it back
yea ima get my money up and get some fans
might catch me in a bentley truck in japan

no matter what it takes
if your hearts at the bottom of the lake
dont stay cuz i promise theres a way
dont cave cuz i know you wanna say
what you never thought youd ever get to say
take a run if you been outta shape
Thats love if you push through the pain
no drugs could ever maintain
the love that you couldn’t bring 

enough with all of the things
stuck up inside of my head
time to push them down the drain
and finally get me some rest

when the highway ends i hope that we could somhow be friends
i wonder if ur listening
to everything that’s happening 

but if you are then you know that i been wrong
wrongly torn apart 
so i wrote another song
you said that wed go far
maybe thats just what i want
Life isn’t too hard if you just look up to god

tell me that i could do better tban this
you look at my heart and say better than that
i dont know what the best medicine is

look up and you will find that

heartbreak on the highway (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

cedar street w/ evergarden

ghost

produced by me

lyrics:
old friends went from wanting to grow up
to not waking up at all
and im not one to talk
ive been shooting thoughts at the wall
but in my head i disappear
away from here, away from here

but im so tired
all i do is think
maybe there's a town
a town thats far away
and we could relocate and settle down
until our days begin to fray
baby you dont have to frown
cause i love what we create

i hyperfixate on everything that i do
but you start a conversation with me changing my mood
girl you're brighter than the moon
even if the world turned against us i'll never turn away from you

old friends went from wanting to grow up
to not waking up at all
and im not one to talk
ive been shooting thoughts at the wall
but in my head i disappear
away from here, away from here
old friends went from wanting to grow up
to not waking up at all
and im not one to talk
ive been shooting thoughts at the wall
but in my head i disappear
away from here, away from here
away from here

away from here

backyard beetle - for you w/ sixthirtyeight

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / engineer 

backyard beetle - for you w/ sixthirtyeight

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