artist and self produced by:
https://soundcloud.com/bhertuy

lyrics:
i’m tired of eating take aways 
i just wish that u would feel the same 
i’m sleeping through the week, 
and through the day 
to ease my pain 
but it hasn’t always been like this 
how I’m stuck and lost in this abyss 
i think i just need a hug, 
a kiss, a quiz, 
to ask i’m a feeling 
maybe there’s somethings wrong wit me 
something that i couldn’t see 
something that i,
wouldn’t choose to believe 
i’m hiding insecurities to build up my maturity 
what the fuck is with this impurity 
fuck fuck fuck on my addiction
act like this don’t need restrictions 
i hate all my medication 
look in the mirror scared of my reflection 
none of u truly believed in me
not asking for forgiveness just some decency  
and i know ur boiling with ur jealousy 
this shit is way too hard for me
i’m crying my own fucking tears out would u listen 
nobody wants to hear my story till i’m missing 
i’ll give u everything u want even the distance 
i’m truly serious u know i’m not kidding 
i wanna die today 
i wanna die today 
don’t tell me otherwise if u have never felt this way

takeaway

SPOTIFY

bhertuy - takeaway

Broken Heart

dior david - adore you (prod jolst & mardee)

Memories (ft. Vails) (prod. Jake)

Vails x Kira

You forgave lyrics

Meet me at that spot you know
For all I have is more to show
I have to thank my peers for this
There’s telling truth, and admitting myth 
Yes I’ve sinned a thousand times
But you forgave me for every single lie
So will our palms connect again?
I’ve been wanting this since we knew the end 

(Hook)
JUST BECAUSE it ended bad 
doesn’t mean it can’t repair 
And just because I’m guilty
Doesn’t mean I can’t see clear 
Been lying to myself and you, this never felt real 
But now I see I’m missing this
I need us to heal 

(ilykira)

why would you forgive me when we know its my fault

Bottles up
cuz i cant barely
stand it all
circumstances 
they change alot
drain me a lot
and no one there to fill the battery

you can hear the pain in my words
hear how its fallin apart
so my pain turns to anger
results in screaming at u

(Vails)
JUST BECAUSE it ended bad 
doesn’t mean it can’t repair 
And just because I’m guilty
Doesn’t mean I can’t see clear 
Been lying to myself and you, this never felt real 
But now I see I’m missing this
I need us to heal 

I’m not Here for pain 
I am all too blame
Treat me like some trash 
Throw me, out your gaff 
Kill me kill me slow
Inside , I feel low 
Kill me kill me slow
Inside , I feel low

JUST BECAUSE it ended bad 
doesn’t mean it can’t repair 
And just because I’m guilty
Doesn’t mean I can’t see clear 
Been lying to myself and you, this never felt real 
But now I see I’m missing this
I need us to heal 

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You Forgave (feat. ilykira + IOF)

Thank you to the bro @nofriendo64 for jumping on this track with me so quick and to @homeboyjakob for always dropping fire beats!!

ShockWave feat. djoey (prod. homeboyjakob)

backyard beetle - my beginning (prod. cxrter)

thank you @scor_pio 
I really have nothing
-
I wish you were next to me 
but we were never meant to be 
you walked away and 
watched me bleed 
And I know nothings ever how it seems 
and none of this makes sense to me 
you let me go and 
watched me bleed 


Is it alright if I’m not really ok? 
Alive still 
Looking at my blades
I’ve been pushed right to the edge 
you can see it on my face
I’m not ok 

Life’s been hard 
It’s temporary I know 
but just like you 
I wish that I could let it go 
I wish that I could let you go 
I knkw It’s all my fault 


I wish you were next to me 
but we were never meant to be 
you walked away and 
watched me bleed 
And I know nothings ever how it seems 
and none of this makes sense to me 
you let me go and 
watched me bleed

[scorpio:]

Nothings ever good as it seems
It was a lie babe you and me
Pretend we're happy for them to see
But behind the curtains you just made me bleed

I really meant nothing to you
I didn't want to face the truth
I know its about time I do
But I really don't want to

I wish you were next to me
But you and I can never be
I know you love to watch me bleed 

You rip me at the seams
You had me on my fucking knees
Begging you for mercy
"Oh baby please"
"Don't do this baby"

bleed (w/scorpio) [IOF]

gave you my hand yeh you turned that down
yeh you turned that down
aint no turning around
gave you so much of me but u want more u want more
on the edge of the blade i cant take it anymore
understand that you hate me no i cnt afford 
takin my weight cut me off at the source
cut me off with your sword
cut me off leave me sore
you say its not working
wont talk its not worth it
wont talk its not important
it hurts me to my core
got me locked in this furnace
its hot to the surface im hot this wont work


UGLYHEART
yeh u dont need nothing
doesnt work i gotta give it up
u reached your lowest then u pull me down
i know you hate it that im not around
what do you want from me
i know i see you breaking 
you lost who you only need 
you tried your best to break me

WALKINGFAR
check me out im in the best mood
fuck that bitch in the restroom
feel like im the best need a medal
gimme the kind that dont even bend eh
smile n wave to the camera 
lil fuck boy you aint with the action
im weighing it up gimme cash yeh 
befor you gettin your pack yeh
im flyin with baddie aladdin 
no try just do (what i can) yeh
understand she say she got mans
but do mans got some magic
oh  true religions on me oh god i gotta i have it.
i keep these digits on me you know i gotta stack it

won't break + uglyheart

This is a Hyperpop/Digicore inspired EP where each song is on a beat produced by homeboyjakob! Hope you enjoy!!

LIKE I NEVER LEFT (prod. homeboyjakob)



[Verse]
I wanna walk
To the edge of the earth
Scream your name
Till the fire's gone
From my lungs

[PreChorus]
Wanna drink till I don't feel the urge
To run back to you
And lay it down
Make me yours

[Chorus]
I can still feel your breath
All over me
Filling me
I can fuck with you for eternity
Infinity
You're the one I can't get rid of
You're the one I can't get rid of

[Verse 2]
I wanna be the one that you breathe
You think about all day
You think about all night
You think about when you lie awake at night

[Rap/Bridge]
Empty coffee cups and mail
Piled up high
Since you left me baby
I don't know why
I didn't see you go
I shoulda held you close
Never let you go
Now I'm
Missing you bad
Missing you real real bad
Missing you baby
It's driving me mad
And
Your side of the bed is cold
The sheets still smell like you
I just keep replaying
All the things we used to do
I shoulda known
Your name it rings a bell
But not a telephone
My memory is shot to hell
I should have known
What was I supposed to say
When you looked at me that way
Missed calls on my phone
Missed calls from my baby
Why do I feel so alone
Since you went away hey
I see your face in the crowd
I hear your voice in my head
I was happy then I was proud
Now I'm stuck in my bed

[Prechorus]
I shoulda held you close
Never let you go

[Chorus]
(And I can fuck with you for eternity
Infinity)
You're the one I can't get rid of
I can still feel your breath
All over me
Filling me
I can fuck with you for eternity
Infinity
You're the one I can't get rid of
You're the one I can't get rid of

[Outro]
I'm missing you babe
(When you were mine)
When you were mine
When you were mine
When you were mine

When You Were Mine

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / audio engineer 