black docs and fishnets on
they'd kill to look like u and
i'm not so self-assured
i just wanna go home
ur set to stun
and every mfer finna try it on
ur set in stone
and i look like trash when i'm standing next to you

you command the room just like you do
you command the room just like i don't

now it's makin me nauseous
why u wanna b here
with a jaded bastard?
click click boom
chka-chk-boom
if looks could kill
then you'd do better than a shotgun shell
kill kill, kill kill me now
you'd do better than a shotgun

it's just a matter of time until you clear your mind
and realise, you'll realise it
it's just a matter of time until you clear your mind
and realise i'm trash compared to you

buckshot boy [prod. yungspoiler]

if this is heaven [irby x recyclebin]

artist and self produced by:
https://soundcloud.com/bhertuy

lyrics:
i’m tired of eating take aways 
i just wish that u would feel the same 
i’m sleeping through the week, 
and through the day 
to ease my pain 
but it hasn’t always been like this 
how I’m stuck and lost in this abyss 
i think i just need a hug, 
a kiss, a quiz, 
to ask i’m a feeling 
maybe there’s somethings wrong wit me 
something that i couldn’t see 
something that i,
wouldn’t choose to believe 
i’m hiding insecurities to build up my maturity 
what the fuck is with this impurity 
fuck fuck fuck on my addiction
act like this don’t need restrictions 
i hate all my medication 
look in the mirror scared of my reflection 
none of u truly believed in me
not asking for forgiveness just some decency  
and i know ur boiling with ur jealousy 
this shit is way too hard for me
i’m crying my own fucking tears out would u listen 
nobody wants to hear my story till i’m missing 
i’ll give u everything u want even the distance 
i’m truly serious u know i’m not kidding 
i wanna die today 
i wanna die today 
don’t tell me otherwise if u have never felt this way

takeaway

SPOTIFY

bhertuy - takeaway

prod dercept + jolst 

i feel so stupid, it never works out for me
so fuckin useless im not who i wanna be
so fuckin clueless, need u to set me free
need u to set me free

i feel so stupid, it never works out for me
i feel so useless im not who i wanna be
feel like a nuisance, yea theres no need for me
so fuckin clueless 
need u to set me free

i shouldve known it wouldnt work out
grippin my soul now
i think ur in control now
so fuckin worn out 
got a barrel to my skull now
is this how i go out 
or should i put it to my stomach watch my guts fuckin flow out 

and im not phased by what u think or your comments on my page
im fuckin done
with everything 
i swear to god i wanna run away
change my name 
change my face 
ill slowly watch my friends decay
like fuck the fame 
its all the same 
i might just fuckin blow my brains 

call me a nuisance 
tell me im stupid 
well bitch its all your fault 

tell me im useless 
tell me im clueless 
and i wont think at all

say u dont want me 
well stupid bitch sit back and watch me ball

knife in my fingers 
enter it deeper 
till i cant feel at all

i try my hardest im left with bruises 
thought itd be different but we’re both stupid 
i pour my heart out i end up losin
im only 16 so fuckin clueless 

got ripped jeans magazines cigarettes on her breath 

woaah

u never know what the fucks goin on in her head 

nooo

i dont know why im here these people want me dead

ill grant their wish ill put a bullet through my head 

theyll see me laying on the floor like they want me to
theres blood and guts on the door dont come in till im through 
this is my final fucking stand not an interlude 
before i blow my fucking brains point the gun at you

and im not phased by what u think or your comments on my page
im fuckin done
with everything 
i swear to god i wanna run away
change my name 
change my face 
ill slowly watch my friends decay
like fuck the fame 
its all the same 
i might just fuckin blow my brains 

call me a nuisance 
tell me im stupid 
well bitch its all your fault 

tell me im useless 
tell my im clueless 
and i wont think at all

say u dont want me 
well stupid bitch sit back and watch me ball

knife in my fingers 
enter it deeper 
till i cant feel at all

death (dercept + jolst)

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

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https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtYpQw3J5JrjemPfzK9cICw

https://soundcloud.com/rouri404

rouri404 - Cant Lose What U Never Had

produced by nextime

lyrics

u dont let me talk abt it
u steal off my colour palette
im still havin dreams abt it
re routed my brain so i dont see ur palette

huh
im over u
ive got nothing left tht i owe to u

its over me its over u
dont bend our truth 2 favour u

saw u in colour i aint seen b4
3 tabs in this is too much more
dont ignore my open door
my muscles seize my eyes r sore

plug load me up b4 im out the door
im remaining calm cant last 4 long
all i see is white when i sleep
ya dmts ruined me
who wants 2 dream when their psyched up
talk big
dont let em know the real u
everyone use who they know
only friends w you when they know ur worth
hey man thats not even bad ive meetin worse

palette p. nextime

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

spotify

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

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i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

i hate everything prod.plck

when you speak my heart begins to sink
i know you need some space and time to think
yea i respect that, but

i don't wanna wait for you to bail and let me down
i don't gotta wait for you to figure your sh!t out
i don't gotta wait around for nothing, no one, nobody but me
cus i got my dynasty to keep
yeah i got a legacy to leave

so get rekt

there's only so much time for you and i
no one's getting any younger
such a superficial state of mind
cus i could die tonight

or one of us could be hit by a bus or a truck
simply struck by plain bad luck, god forbid
it's morbid, sordid, fascinating
fragile bodies overrated
when i had that aneurysm
it left no room for pessimism
it's time to play or fuck the system
cus i could fuck anyone else

get rekt [prod. sorrowbringer]

no defined sound, no undefined sound

unchained volume. 3 ft owtiss OUT NOW!!

bhertuy - takeaway

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