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backyard beetle - rebound (bonus track)

Growing up was all I wanted, wasn't it?
Freedom felt so good for a minute 
Now, I feel like my childhood slipped through my hands 
And I'm not even a full adult yet

I'm way over my head (x2) 

Dear young me, can you really tell me what I'm doing? (what I'm doing)
Cause lately, I feel like I'm losing all my sense of reality
Is it my emotions fogging up my glasses (I don't know)
Or is it my constant need for acceptance almost 

Dear younger me (x5)

Why does it matter so much now, but then I couldn't care less? 
All I knew was, "I want to play pretend" 
(now I do it for the wrong reasons)

Dear young me, can you really tell me what I'm doing? (what I'm doing)
Cause lately, I feel like I'm losing all my sense of reality 
Is it my emotions fogging up my glasses (I don't know)
Or is it my constant need for acceptance almost

Dear younger me (x5) 
Dear younger me, what are you thinking? 

Dear young me, can you really tell me what I'm doing? (what I'm doing)
Cause lately, I feel like I'm losing all my sense of reality 
Is it my emotions fogging up my glasses (I don't know)
Or is it my constant need for acceptance almost

Dear younger me

Younger Me (Prod. Matthew May)

(prod. Branwen)

@1neverless
@cvrnage
@whiispr
@seventymythical
@snowyheart-916782396
@punkazplaya
@alex-thomas-fox

lyrics:

neverless:
How could I have not known about this 
It’s always all my fault 
Feels like you’ll leave me behind 
Please don’t leave me behind 
Please don’t leave me to die 
Promise me we’ll be alright 
Tell me you’ll be fine 
For the thousandth time 
For the thousandth time

I’m so sick of the lies 
You look me dead in the eyes 
Tell me that u care 
Then just leave me behind 
Lie to me just one more time 
Watch the tears fall from eyes


cvrnage:
I can't do it on my own, so keep on hitting up my phone at night
You keep on fucking with my mind, you keep on fucking with my life
And that's alright because I'm gonna take it all
You can break away my ladder but don't be surprised when I fall
I don't get attached, 'cuz it always ends up bad
Can't remember any days that I wasn't that sad
Is it bad, is it wrong? I don't really wanna know
I got way too much pain that I never wanna show
And it's alright to me, cuz I can't let you fight for me
At least I did it rightfully so
I can't let you go
Aye, you let me go but I don't wanna go
Everytime I fall asleep I just know that I can't cope

whiisp:
how can i still get closure
you ripped apart my flesh like a vulture
7 months and i'm still not sober
swear julys never felt so cold its

haunting
i feel like a zombie
gettin stuck where the dead and the gods meet
dark tint think i'm late to party
off an oxy think i miss it hardly
starving
you had left me starving
prolly stoned passed out in the audi
saw the number why you always fuckin calling
know you want me you made it fuckin obvi

seventy:
and ill never be sober again,
1 perc 2 perc, floatin in the wind,
giving you a chance cuz i always win,
oh thats yo girl? no thats my bitch

pullin out the lot skrr skrr on these motherfuckers,
diamonds on my wrist and neck go brr on these motherfuckers,
doing it like me, there aint no other,
so damn fly i could fuck your mother 


snowy:
Fuck you too little bitch
I been waking every night
In these cold sweats
I ain’t got nothing left
I’ve been living with all this stress
I just wanna know what’s next
I don’t care to know when u been
Baby girl why’d you have to bend over for another guy 
Know you lied
Get the fuck out of here tonight

scorpio:
you can lay me down baby
i dont feel my heartbeat
look me in my eyes
baby i know that you're lying
you can leave my behind
i promise you im trying

know its all my fault
promise we'll be alright
and in the morning you will call
ill wait here for the light
i wont sleep for the night

up all night 
cause im breaking to pieces
you dont have to lie
i already know you're leaving
and that's alright..

pinkboi:

Is it alright if I hold your hand 
I just sit here alone with a hole in my heart I just want you to be the one for me but I sit here alone inside my room
I wish I could be the one for you and if you give me the time I can be the one you need I sit here alone with a broken heart I just want to be the one you need

vails:
heart beat, irregular pulse I’ve gone mental
lay the roses down to the very last petal 
fading away like I never existed 
you tell me youre here for me in ways that is cryptic 
Push come to shove, was this really even love ?
I feel higher than a dove, that decaying in the mud 

What’s a better way to say it 
Cus I know the truth will hurt
Think I’ll stay amongst the silence
Avoid discussions nd the violence

heartbeat

all gone (prod.  !withoutu)

All Gone (prod.  !withoutu)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

baby i was thinking last night what if this last forever
tell me do you feel the same way, cuz i want this to last forever
everyone says its the honeymoon phase but 
i really see you in my future
do you see me in your future? yeah do you see us in your future?

oh babe just stay with me
ill give you everything
if you just stay with me
we'll glow alright

oh babe just stay with me
ill give you everything
if you just stay with me
we'll glow alright

never had a love like this
where it all just feels perfect
one where we can be ourselves 
we got no judgement

n ill give my all to you
id give you everything
just want you to be yourself
n ill be me

baby i was thinking last night what if this last forever
tell me do you feel the same way, cuz i want this to last forever
everyone says its the honeymoon phase but 
i really see you in my future
do you see me in your future? yeah do you see us in your future?

oh babe just stay with me
ill give you everything
if you just stay with me
we'll glow alright

everything <3

puff puff pass

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Lyrics
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I don't give a fuck
That's what she said
I guess you're right
It's all in my head

But now I'm outta luck
Lying in bed again
And I'm thinking that 
I'm better off dead

I don't give a fuck
That's what she said
I guess you're right
It's all in my head

But now I'm outta luck
Lying in bed again
And I'm thinking that 
I'm better off dead

I don't give a fuck
Now she say I'm lying
Girl a couple seconds ago you wished I was dying

She like blaming me for everything while crying
Why the fuck you hating me?
I'm the only one trying

Pull up in all black just like all my whips
They see my style and they fuck with my drip
My girl got some cider I'm taking a sip
I don't want lip, I just want lips

Smoking a bit and I'm taking a trip
The lads at the party start bumping my hits
They knew me back when I was just a kid
They ain't fuck with that but they fucking with this

I don't give a fuck
That's what she said
I guess you're right
It's all in my head

But now I'm outta luck
Lying in bed again
And I'm thinking that 
I'm better off dead

I don't give a fuck
That's what she said
I guess you're right
It's all in my head

But now I'm outta luck
Lying in bed again
And I'm thinking that 
I'm better off dead

I don't give a fuck
Now she say I'm lying
Girl a couple seconds ago you wished I was dying

She like blaming me for everything while crying
Why the fuck you hating me?
I'm the only one trying

Pull up in all black just like all my whips
They see my style and they fuck with my drip
My girl got some cider I'm taking a sip
I don't want lip, I just want lips

Smoking a bit and I'm taking a trip
The lads at the party start bumping my hits
They knew me back when I was just a kid
They ain't fuck with that but they fucking with this

IDGAF [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

never give up


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backyard beetle - rebound (bonus track)

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