Bro this is some crazy ahh experimental lofi🔥

i’m staring over an edge
all the way up here again
i always find myself
so high above the ground
& no i’m never coming down
you’ll be so far from me
you’re empty as can be
i’ll give up everything to be away from you 

you know i blame myself sometimes
for the way it is
i always try as hard as i can
so why's it always end up like this 
i don't know
anymore
leave me broken on the floor
like your old abandoned toy 
you had enough
yea now that i'm no fun

& now i'm not the one
not sure what you want
at all
how long will i hold on?
cause you're the only one i love
i guess that's what i thought
for way too long
but no it's not enough 
i know i should move on

& i know
it's so hard
to be yourself sometimes
you play your part
but i see right thru your facade
you try to fool everyone
you're not the person i thought
& now i'm back to the start again i guess i'm better off

IDKANYMORE.. (prod. Sleye)

KEANU
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV2023

keanu (prod. swaine)

It’s okay
I’m used to this feeling 
if you need me to drain
My veins I’m revealing
Revealing

Blood lust
I can sense it on her
Never see her when the sun up
I’m so high off of your drug

Cold to the touch
I can’t close my eyes, what a rush
You don’t really love me that much
put all of my love inside this double cup

We can get fucked up and burn it all to the ground
Hush I don’t wanna hear sound
All this gas I’m smoking on loud

Bitch I’m dying by your side
And I know you don’t mind
Don’t mind
Please don’t see into my mind
My mind
My mind
I’ll see you on the other side 

Can’t go back in reverse
I’ve been gifted with curses
I’m searching
For a little immersion 

When I’m dissociated
Stare at pictures that I’ve painted
With white
Can’t erase all my strife

When nothing suffices
Not even my vices
Bleed out in the silence
Your my homicide

BLOODLUST (Prod. Diamoon)

Eden!sEmpty w/heyzbee & Wokely - Fallout (prod. Sapjer)

well i found a little bit of comfort
you showed me something in a new light
that it didn't have to hurt
but im so grateful, and your so graceful 
i really do appreciate you 

what a vicious fuckin cycle
hung by the neck from a tight rope
my cells divide in odd ways when im next to you
i can't find a way to catch my breathe when you're in view
it's like i'm asthmatic 
hope we won't be back trackin
and i would carve it on my skin if it'd convice you that you're pretty
i found a comfort in the loneliness
i found in you a certain type of bliss

lay your head on my lap
let it down and let me brush your hair
take a breathe, you deserve it
baby when i die, i'll be holdin your hand

i've spent a lifetime with you in my head 
i found a sense of love i never coulda guessed
people spend their lives tryna find what we made
i think i fell for you after first names 

i've spent a lifetime with you in my head 
i found a sense of love i never coulda guessed
people spend their lives tryna find what we made
i think i fell for you after first names 
won't you hold me close, it gets cold in the night time
for several moments i could get lost in your light eyes

rest your head on my chest
take a series of deep, controlled breathes
whisper softly, your words on my neck 
tell me love, tell me what you want next

comfort in spring

Crystal Mind

Produced by me
Mixed and mastered by me

A voice note from 4am in 2016, the first synth-pop song I ever produced in a DAW using VSTs when I was 14, a song I wrote inspired by Breathe Carolina when I was 19, plus some extra beats I produced in Japan in 2021 
💜💜💜

Lyrics:

It's 4 am, you know I adore you
I really need to sleep, but you're always in my dreams
You, my feelings for you
I'm giving up my feelings for you
They leave me incomplete, from both lack and oversleep
It's 4 am, you know I adore you
I really need to sleep, but you're always in my dreams
I'm giving up my feelings for you
They leave me incomplete, from both lack and oversleep
I wake up, hardly able to speak to myself

And it's you and this city, that shine brighter than the sun
If I'm not one too many, then we're not already done
And I can't say much for you...
And I can't replay what we've already been through

It's a little too much, when you say it like that
But not for me, yeah
It's never enough, when you play it like that
But not for me, yeah

And it's you, you I'll leave behind
You and your crystal mind

They can't order me to stop dreaming

And it's all of the silence, that reflects the broken past
If it's already finished, then why would I turn back?
And I can't say much for you
And I can't tell you what you've never been through

© Shipwreck City Records 2024 
Vocals and lyrics published by Strung Out Songs / Sony Music Publishing 2024

Crystal Mind

Crystal Mind (Prod. Dreamsi)

lyrics

i see you move and the way that i feel
is so enticing i want something real
i know that deep down my heart is still need of some mend
i’ll do my best but tonight we can pretend

all of these lights on and i can’t tell
oh where i am but this life’s so swell
know we can do this yeah do this still
just feel the fire like burning hell

plenty want love but their love don’t end well
many don't realise that their smoke ring bells
we all wanna wear the pants but not all clothes need belts
just drop your pride don't be someone else

everything goes, everything goes
but it comes back, no one knows, no one knows
just push that, push that door just push that door
like what are you fighting for, girl like what is in store

she hopping in for a few days
i’ll turn these days in to nights
soon you’ll be living it nice
then you’ll be doing it twice

uh i've seen this life of just making cash
why wouldn’t they tell me that
know now won’t be taking back
'coz yes my love is strong but my value stronger

i don't wanna see you all, love me back
i wanna see someone, trust me back
been in this cage so long, trust me that
every time i’d leave , my world goes blank

this pain just goes in stages 
and right i’ll grow

i still got love for you
but i couldn't care
'coz i live in the moment, the moments right here

lets take a break and get some fresh air
and come right back if we're readier

everything goes

everything goes (ivn)

Fade (Prod.TheSoundClown )

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6Sg2Qn50VzKsWCWNr6Y3Tb?si=bfa367228c6147ed
feat. @itsseele
prod. @nevrfall

woah i dont wanna let you go
now the phonecall declines everytime

oh i dont really wanna let you go 
but you probably dont even know me 
the way that you would show me
and oh i wish you were here when im cold
cause i thought together we could turn old
but it turns out it was something that we wont be
walking through the snow all by my lonely 

walking in the snow
walking in the snow
oh i dont really wanna let you go 
but you probably dont even know me 
the way that you would show me

(the way that you would show me love)

the nights get colder but my fans still spinnig
feeling lose but girl at least youre winning
falling out of love and youre feeling sad 
when i was there it wasnt all that bad 
and you run to other guys that will treat you bad like

like
woah, what she does when shes alone
and now i dont really wanna know
can you kiss me through the phone,
like we used to kiss at home?

oh i dont really wanna let you go 
but you probably dont even know me 
the way that you would show me
and oh i wish you were here when im cold
cause i thought together we could turn old
but it turns out it was something that we wont be
walking through the snow all by my lonely 
 
(seele)

call me when youre there
i just need you right by my side
cold wind is blowing back my hair
think i should get back inside
i love you
i just wanna stay here with you

walking through the snow (ft. seele)

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4EQQyQ7atkYvguKXe0btNi?si=19bb32bc290941eb
prod by - @prodcxrter
LYRICS:
all the ghosts and demons that haunt my past
all the doubts and people i thought would last
renounce my meaning from something sad 
turn it into energy and keep myself on track

turn your head girl
you know you were special 
but you let your own self go
falling into that black hole

the silence was the worst thing
a wall that's built from suffering 
you couldn't see the best things 
hidden in your death wings


build yourself up then see it come crashing down 
take a pill to drain out all of the sound 
tell me is this real
fighting thoughts are screaming out
life's so different without you around 

Ey
wanna know how fucked up this shit is?
she told me was none of my buinienss
i let her have all her wishes 
taking trips to his id witness 
make me feel like i'm that guy in the back of the fucking picture 
call your phone when i'm alone when i know he's fucking wid cha 

made me feel like i'm the crazy one 
you ain't checkin on your phone 
yeah i knew there's something wrong 
but you told me i was wrong 

now my mind doing spirals  
stomach goes to tight ropes 
we fallin into black holes

Black Hole (prod. Cxrter)

written and performed by backyard beetle
produced, mixed, and mastered by hitsomni

backyard beetle - the beginning w/ hitsomni

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / audio engineer 

backyard beetle - the beginning w/ hitsomni

backyard beetle

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