Sad shit pt7

Little Engine Freestyle

LITTLE ENGINE FREESTYLE

@deadat18
@sshinju

senpai where the fuck is the taco bell?!?!?

Why’d you date me why you hate me?
Where’d you take me why can’t you face me?
Are you still stuck with our memories ?
Now you feel how I feel

Now I’m on my own again
The only difference now is your not even a friend
Texted me it was over I didn’t know what to think
You left my life so bleak

And I don’t know what to do with myself
You left me fallin calling for help
I wanted to tell you how I felt
But now that your gone

Why did you leave me that one night?
I still have no clue I just cry
Why did you make me think we were fine?
I just wanna know

I wonder if you still think of me
Cause I still dream what we could be
I always think about those times
And to this day you’re still on my mind

Why did you leave me that one night?
I still have no clue I just cry
Why did you make me think we were fine?
I just wanna know

i just wanna know </3 [shinju x deadat18]

(update: after a long and hard decision, i have decided that it is not christmas)

THE CHRISTMAS SONG OF THE SUMMER

santa clause got me chrome hearts

lyrics;

(endie)
watching the rain turn to snow as the weather gets cold
know i look better than u when im wearing my coat
and anxiety attacks like its 2007 sitting on santas lap
and i know it wont get better than this so
honey just blow me a kiss <3

it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

sleigh bells inducing my trauma
last time i heard them i fell down the stairs
know i wont help with ur problems
cause i have some of my own 
they cant help but stare

(bixby)
watch how the snow falls
isnt it wonderful
santa clause got me chrome hearts
so sit back get comfortable
now i cant see the lights
and im tired of fights
take me back give me all of my time
cause its not christmas 
its not christmas

(endie)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

tell me u hate me then tell me u love me
but the next day ur gonna switch
all i know
how i know
how i know 

(endie & bixby)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful santa clause got me chrome hearts
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

mmmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmm
mmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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why doesn't it feel like christmas w/ bixby

inspired by lain


tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i know its really hard
on you
so you can leave the blame
on me
this time ill play my part
for you
so just go and leave the blame on me

tear me apart again
dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i have nothing
except myself to blame
you have something
so leave the blame on me
i have nothin
so it is clear to see
i have nothing
so leave the blame on me

leave the blame on me

BEST FRIEND (BETRAYAL)

Poppy ポピー [Poppy Playtime Lofi REMIX]

I honestly hate this song, but thanks for listening

@23kingdom
@1august
@johnnyfriend

boring w/ KINGDØM x ilyaugust (prod. Johnnyfriend)

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

prod. @drmabeats @johnnyfriend

idk what's gotten into me
all i make is enemies
and i feel a stigma when u talk 2 me
i know some shit just ain't meant 2 be
but i feel like she's meant 4 me
i can't get her to listen guess we'll wither away

i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental
i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental

will u be here while i run up a check
i'd take a red dot off ur neck and onto mine
baby i love when we're intertwined
baby just call me anytime
i'm gon get us right
if u wanna go then we can go, 
u aint gotta tell no one @ home <3

idk what's gotten into me
all i make is enemies
and i feel a stigma when u talk 2 me
i know some shit just ain't meant 2 be
but i feel like she's meant 4 me
i can't get her to listen guess we'll wither away

i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental
i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental

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a little attention

Fucked up kidz

Kidz (ft. Millz)

@lb66

im falling down i cant get up
ive been so sad i need your love
like an angel you look like you came from above
but its ok you make me feel like im someone
(x2)

run away
i just wanna run away
dont feel great
tell me how to feel ok
i cant lie
i dont deal too well with hate
i cant think
too many thoughts inside my head

so just tell me
whats the meaning
laying in my bed im staring at the ceiling
girl you broke my heart and im still healing
why do i feel so alone i hate this feeling

you broke my heart and then you tore it in two
im not liking what im turning into
i'd do anything to be with you
so tell me what i gotta do for you

run away (lb66)

entry four: landing

og: silverstein - aquamarine
ty @llostvision for the inspo

ALSO I NEED A NEW MIC CAUSE THIS $40 CONDENSER AINT DOING IT NO MORE

lyrics:

a ring in a box but not ur dream
its not a diamond, its aquamarine
ur shocking look of self defeat
so desperate...
i think of the place where u fooled me
beside the tarmac u never came clean
im driving past the gruesome scene
I'll never forget this...

i told u I wished that i was dead
my eyes wouldn't open up again :(
i cnt believe i wasn't joking
salt n lime i taste
the sickest thoughts i cnt erase
these images wont stop provoking

u know u could
i wish u would

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

u packed your shit and went ahead
my mind and my soul were left for dead
i cnt believe u weren't joking
sweat rolls down my face
my bloody knuckles mark the stains
my throat is closing up, I'm choking

u know you could
(u know you could)
i wish u would
(i wish u...)

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

same bed, we take no precautions
emotions, regret and revenge
the last step in killing the karma
it makes sense from where we've been
the same car same songs same motions
we hold hands, relive how we met
but no talk, no reconciliation
this train's already left

did you think next April
u'd be even further away??
did u keep him faithful
how many nights did you lay awake?
n even six years later
the dialogue, it stays the same
ur 2000 miles away
betrayers never change...

a ring in a box but not from me
its still no diamond, its aquamarine
u'll never find your place of peace
u'll always regret this

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

aquamarine cover

darza - vanish [prod. lukstoic & 80root]

Produced by Woodpecker
Mix & Mastered by Koshi

STREAM EVERYWHERE

HOME (Prod. Woodpecker)

Gustav Ahr's Album

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

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loveseat ラブシート

Mop Up (Prod. Relik X Tsurreal)

leave, dont try to bring me down
oh will you please?
cant wrap my head around
from what it seems
oh i dont even know if its a dream
it aint what it seems, seems...

and i 
dont need any bullshit
tonight
just leave me alone
inside
i try to keep it going all the time
should i even try?
try...

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is.

 - dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go -
 - you tell me everything but i know, i know... -
 - i wonder bout my worth, if everythings absurd -
 - i know that everything will be gone -

be gone.

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is..

leave, dont try to bring me down,
oh will you please.
cant wrap my head around from what it seems.
oh i dont even know if its a dream.
it aint what it seems.

seems...

give yourself a hug

the only lyrics i ever sat down and write 🙏 i always punch in yea.



you gave me a feeling, i never thought i had
somehow i keep dreaming, although it never ends
oh if i had the chance, i think i would be you
oh i would sing and dance, why cannot i be you?

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

oh i scream and shout, my recklessness
its so much worse, when i pretend
i hissed and pout, all my regrets
its just my curse, that i live with

if i could change things, if i could change things
then i would maybe, figure you out
im sick of chasing, im sick of waiting
im sick of chasing, oh how i need this

he didnt notice, he didnt notice, he didnt notice
that she is
she didnt notice, she didnt notice, she didnt notice
that he is
now they both notice, now they both notice, now they both notice
but they have gone too far
i wanna know
if i can be you?
(x2)

i lay awake
its hard to take
i sleep away
i wish you stayed with me...

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

Sad shit pt7

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