baredex - i just wanna

It’s okay
I’m used to this feeling 
if you need me to drain
My veins I’m revealing
Revealing

Blood lust
I can sense it on her
Never see her when the sun up
I’m so high off of your drug

Cold to the touch
I can’t close my eyes, what a rush
You don’t really love me that much
put all of my love inside this double cup

We can get fucked up and burn it all to the ground
Hush I don’t wanna hear sound
All this gas I’m smoking on loud

Bitch I’m dying by your side
And I know you don’t mind
Don’t mind
Please don’t see into my mind
My mind
My mind
I’ll see you on the other side 

Can’t go back in reverse
I’ve been gifted with curses
I’m searching
For a little immersion 

When I’m dissociated
Stare at pictures that I’ve painted
With white
Can’t erase all my strife

When nothing suffices
Not even my vices
Bleed out in the silence
Your my homicide

BLOODLUST (Prod. Diamoon)

why am i trying again

Gatekeeper

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6Sg2Qn50VzKsWCWNr6Y3Tb?si=bfa367228c6147ed
feat. @itsseele
prod. @nevrfall

woah i dont wanna let you go
now the phonecall declines everytime

oh i dont really wanna let you go 
but you probably dont even know me 
the way that you would show me
and oh i wish you were here when im cold
cause i thought together we could turn old
but it turns out it was something that we wont be
walking through the snow all by my lonely 

walking in the snow
walking in the snow
oh i dont really wanna let you go 
but you probably dont even know me 
the way that you would show me

(the way that you would show me love)

the nights get colder but my fans still spinnig
feeling lose but girl at least youre winning
falling out of love and youre feeling sad 
when i was there it wasnt all that bad 
and you run to other guys that will treat you bad like

like
woah, what she does when shes alone
and now i dont really wanna know
can you kiss me through the phone,
like we used to kiss at home?

oh i dont really wanna let you go 
but you probably dont even know me 
the way that you would show me
and oh i wish you were here when im cold
cause i thought together we could turn old
but it turns out it was something that we wont be
walking through the snow all by my lonely 
 
(seele)

call me when youre there
i just need you right by my side
cold wind is blowing back my hair
think i should get back inside
i love you
i just wanna stay here with you

walking through the snow (ft. seele)

@hoeplessboy 
- 
sometimes i wish that i would drop dead 
suffocate just to end the pain i'm feeling 
tho its hopeless 
I can't control this 
(I) 
sometimes i wish that i would drop dead 
suffocate just to end the pain i'm feeling 
tho its hopeless 
I can't control this

drop dead (w/ hoepless) [irby x jolst]

Jett Lawrence

i have not yet reached a state of happiness, i'm getting there tho