Barren

Chill

barren

ovrcast

Your name is still my password

2:34 am - 1987 // don't wanna go home

C00ltube - Drowning

prod. by @sapphireadizes

Music Video for New Single “Wildin’” out now: http://smarturl.it/berhanawildinvideo

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Janet

talk to me

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Teddybear-anxious-lyrics

listen on Apple Music
https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/anxious/1326341480?i=1326341482

listen on Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/0if3cM7vQZy7NRTU3MtHYG

Prod. Tülpa (@chilltulpa)

Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Cian P (@1cianP)

Artwork by Barbara Schaefer (barbaraschaeferworks.com)

Anxious

Spotify

Anxious (Prod. Tülpa)

hurt

Garbage Night

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https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
vocals produced john dello

im trying to behave
but i just cant sit still
and im dying to see myself
as you do
but im dying inside
if you just knew
i care and i swear ill take you
and im found in myself
just trying to buy time
filling up my lubgs
smoke leaves my breath white 
and as if sleeping in everyday till the sun goes down
brings no shame
and i play my part
in whatever game
this is to you
so end it please
save myself from
the breathing leaves
my eyes see your name
but the lights not in frame
blinded by the little things

for now (prod tothegood)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khUV37yUumQ


dont tell me fucking shit
stop pulling on my strings
tried telling you before
but you just wont seem to quit
im not throwin in 

im making myself known
and im ignoring inside tones
the race just started here we go
im not stopping till we dead
im fucking in

start (prod OmenXIII) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
vocals mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/omenxiii
thank you so much

lyrics:
oh why
i let my guard down
for the last time
nothings alright
im so uptight
every tiny inconvenience 
and i feel the blight
of my own insecurity 
falling heavily on my head
smoke a little more 
wishing that i was dead

but i don’t even know you 
get the fuck out of my face
you would be disappointed
if you really knew me too

i dont even know you (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

https://soundcloud.com/anobodyreally



lyrics:
sitting up
in fields of gray
i hold my hands
and hope today 
this god up there
will hear me pray 
that the sun comes out
another day
hear myself breathing in
lost my voice from screaming this

nowhere to be found (prod ʎpoqou)

check out the homie https://soundcloud.com/gizmogwai
vocals mixed and mastered by soundcloud.com/omenxiii

MERRY CHRISTMAS <3 <3

(barren)
and day by day
you say that we
are in the wrong
where should we be?
i can’t think 
my minds gone
what has all 
this time done
got these cracks all in my skull
im pulling bits of tattered love
into the pits of all i hope
will slowly perish in the fall
the light outside
is way too bright
when was the last time
i thought that  i
would be alright

(gizmo)
Break down the seconds of my days, I'm always tempted to say, I feel demented in a way, like I jus can't operate, 

I'm deep inside the snow, I feel deprived and cold, the things that I don't know, might be the reason that I never show, 
Where the lights don't go, where I feel unknooown, inside my skin and bones, where I can just lay loww, 

I wish I'd melt with the snoww 

I miss the time that I lost, and the fuel from my exhaust,

Left my heart stomped and tossed, you left my life and I'm not alright, no I'm not alright...

when was the last time ft. gizmo (prod trxpicvl)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pEdP80j8To
thank you <3

vocals mixed/mastered soundcloud.com/omenxiii

lyrics
lets raise the stakes 
you must have a lot of faith
dying breaths
and lonely days
falling leaves 
off of the trees
help me through
the growing pains
you ever think that
as a kid
you’d be this fucked up 
inside your brain
you’d think by now 
we understand
how many times 
do i have to say
I’m just great
im full of shit
but thats ok 
its times like this
i dont know what to think
just help me
get through this please

you ever think (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

woke up surrounded in a pool of my own fears
i still hear the thoughts of death ringing in my ears
took the long way home 
didn’t speak the whole way there
all of you 
overwhelming
ripping out my hair 
i think about dying almost every time i wake
id be gone by now but for my friends and families sake
ill stick around and let my 
heart take in this pain
ill process the hardened frames
and let it all sink to my brain

for everyone else (prod ʎpoqou)

if you only 
no clue how to make it seem like 
I’m the one you need
i fuck up everything i do 
but you still don’t want me to be
sorry for me and you
i seem to always be
scared for something in the way
or when these lonely bones will break
with no 
place to be in scene
please fix the frame
and turn it back
now agree
to hold you close
and make you know what 
this means
in time you’ll see

if you (prod ʎpoqou)

sorry it sounds so rough, used the first take
https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vocals mixed/mastered https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo


lyrics:
let me try and tell you
in the best way i can
my hands are frozen over
i can’t move them to stand
I’m always up for fighting
I’m always holding tightly
beat me senseless till I’m senseless
no more breathing
no more tension 
i want nothing to do
with what 
im doing now
i want it all 
to be dead and gone
i want this all to 
just be done
everything
and everyone
if i told you the truth
and nothing but of it
i think you’d 
not want to hear
another second

dont worry (prod killedmyself)

it wasnt worth it
prod by killedmyself
vocals m/m prohibeo

lyrics
letting it go
im letting it go
my fingers break off
of the hate I’m latched on to
my mind is racing
at the thought of you
i enjoy every second of time spent
i mean that sincere
even in hardship
my love for you is endless
you make me fucking breathless
we fight sometimes
its reckless
but its all so fucking worth it
for the end of the day  
i fall asleep
next to you 
so perfect
i hope you think its worth it

you are not alone (prod killedmyself)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWwSfQe_zV4&t=66s
last single from the album
thank you for the continued support
vocal mix by prohibeo 

a relaxing silence
amongst us now
the drive is long
but i have time to kill
anxious in my
being alive 
keep my hands
from slipping off right
i could see the headlights
blinding my eyes
it felt so right
i can’t thank you enough
for lending me your time
it makes everything up till now
seem so fine
things don’t seem like
it could be so perfect
but in what is bad now
will build right back up

i hate the silence 
i feel like dying
fuck the writing
I’m going by things
the way i want to
no more deciding

its a long way (prod GREAF) (video in description)

produced by nofeeling
@killstation
my vocals m/m by @prohibeo

nothing left to say ft killstation (prod dysphora)

To mark the 20th anniversary of The Notorious B.I.G.'s 'Life After Death', our buddy DJ Matman has put together this heavy tribute mixtape featuring album tracks, remixes, and original sample material.

Listen up and enjoy!

Artwork by Leon Nockolds
Words by Alice Price-Styles

Tracklist:

01. Bobby Caldwell - My Flame

02. The Notorious B.I.G. - Sky's The Limit

03. Screamin' jay Hawkins - I Put A Spell On You

04. The Notorious B.I.G. - Kick In The Door

05. Al Green - The Letter

06. The Notorious B.I.G. - Long Kiss Goodnight

07. Public Enemy - Shut 'Em Down (Pete Rock Remix) Matman Intro Edit

08. The Notorious B.I.G. - Ten Crack Commandments

09. Les McCann - Vallarta

10. Barbara Mason - Another Man

11. The Notorious B.I.G. - Another

12. Liquid Liquid - Cavern

13. The Notorious B.I.G. - Nasty Boy (Bad Boy Remix) Matman Aca In Edit

14. The Notorious B.I.G. - Nasty Boy

15. Rene & Angela - I Love You More

16. The Notorious B.I.G. ft. Jay-Z - I Love The Dough

17. Zapp - More Bounce To The Ounce (Matman Intro Edit)

18. The Notorious B.I.G. - Going Back To Cali

19. Herb Alpert - Rise

20. Doug E. Fresh And M. C. Ricky D (aka Slick Rick) - La-Di-Da-Di

21. The Notorious B.I.G. - Hypnotize

22. Andreas Vollenweider - Belladonna

23. The Notorious B.I.G. - I Got A Story To Tell

24. Schoolly D ‎– P.S.K.-What Does It Mean?

25. The Notorious B.I.G. - B.I.G. Interlude

26. Richard Evans - Close To You

27. Al Green - I'm Glad Your Mine

28. Biz Markie - Biz Is Goin' Off

27. The Notorious B.I.G. - What's Beef?

28. Diana Ross - I'm Coming Out

29. The Notorious B.I.G. - Mo Money Mo Problems Matman Aca Out Edit

30. Asha Puthli - Space Talk

31. The Notorious B.I.G. - The World Is Filled...

32. Diana Ross - Missing You

33. The Notorious B.I.G. - Miss U

34. The Notorious B.I.G. - Notorious Thugs

35. Billy Preston - I Wonder Why

36. The Notorious B.I.G. - Nobody Til Somebody (Enuff Demo Mix)

37. The Notorious B.I.G. - You're Nobody (Til Somebody Kills You)

38. Al Green - For The Good Times

39. The Notorious B.I.G. - My Downfall

40. The Notorious B.I.G. - #! *@ You Tonight

41. The Notorious B.I.G. - Last Days (OG Havoc Demo Mix)

42. The Whispers - Hey, Who Really Cares

43. The Notorious B.I.G. - N%$%*s Bleed

44. The Notorious B.I.G. - Playa Hater (acapella)

45. The Delfonics - Hey Love

www.djmatman.com

The Notorious B.I.G. 'Life After Death' 20th Anniversary Mixtape mixed by DJ Matman

xxxtentacion, dead inside (prod. hades)

MUSIC VIDEO LINKS:
the bootleg boy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gc03KA8w4dk
dynmk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zO8RoRpm7E

we don't really talk now

i gave head tø my best friend

stillinlovewith(out)u

i swear this søng is abøut eating øut my best friend's pussy [prød. cøzy]

"On The Level" is from Mac DeMarco's forthcoming album, This Old Dog, out May 5th, 2017, on Captured Tracks. All iTunes pre-orders come with Instrumentals of This Old Dog and instant grat downloads of lead singles, “My Old Man,” “This Old Dog,” and "On the Level."

Pre-Order Digital here: smarturl.it/thisolddog
Pre-Order Physical here: www.omnianmusicgroup.com/products/this-old-dog

This Old Dog

Mac DeMarco // On The Level

produced by, xxxtentacion
garette's revenge

I've dug two graves for us my dear, cant pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear, oh man, what a world the things I hear..

If i could act on my revenge, than oh would I..

some kill, some steal, some break your heart, and you had thought that I would let it go and let you walk,

well broken hearts break bones, so break up fast, and I dont wanna let it go, so in my grave i'll rot (repeat)

I love you garette
rest in peace, jocelyn, I will have my revenge upon the world

written and produced by Jahseh Onfroy, "xxxtentacion"

GARRETTS REVENGE

Lyrics https://youtu.be/38zb6eSfcj0
SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/album/5CJxqannHHGeKO84bQ1VV9

Production: https://soundcloud.com/amebaa | Post Production: https://soundcloud.com/playfulryan | Cover Art: https://soundcloud.com/jteflon

I wrote this song for my listeners in order to raise awareness about hip hop culture glamorizing sex, money, drugs and gang violence, which affects our youth. The youth look up to their favorite artists, believing and perceiving that the only way to get famous or faded is to be thugs and sell drugs. Enjoy (:

American Dream

Plane Tickets

just first date type shit

with the utmost propriety

@raynadayz makes lovely beats and has a lovely voice <3

first date advice?

we made løve øn the first date (ft. raynadayz) [prød. raynadayz]

https://soundcloud.com/dysphora
vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

starting off the day
in any other way
sit all alone
and smoke anything
i have to say away

another one packed 
another screen cracked
another line wrote down
to help mask up this act
you got me crazy
you got me hazy
every night this week
I’ve had the same dreams baby
will i get your fucking face
out of my mind
been feeling like this lately 
tell every one
all is fine
that I’m okay
and its alright

i dont know how to get you out (prod dysphora)

barren