https://soundcloud.com/wakeup-gavin
vocals mixed by @cpt_sad

every time i step outside gotta double up
this beat im on is hard as fuck
talk to ur bitch i try my luck
i know that she wanna fuck she wanna fuck
yeah she wanna fuck!
how i know cause she talked me up
she pulled me off right to the side said baby let me slop u up
idk what the fuck ur on about i just wanna get this nut!

played out 
fade out
all these thoughts inside my head
they fuckin sound the same now
never one to do this shit in front of you
i gotta keep it to myself
i been in the background worrying all abt my health 
every little detail you thought you knew so well
was all apart of the plan i wont pick up my cell
stashin all my shit up in the centerfold
i get pulled over but theyll never find the fuckin shit im on
baby wont u let me go jus let me go i gotta go
every second away from my addiction thats a deeper hole
i dig for myself
i need sumn to distract me
nothin in this world will ever seem 2 make me happy
i flick my ash all up in the backseat
drive away my feelins like a mf taxi
something in this light makes me see 
every detail in ur face
theres no fucking way ill ever remember this day

i step outside gotta double up
this beat im on is hard as fuck
i been always tryin my luck
but idk what the fuck is up
i know what u be thinkin
i know i cant be wrong
i know what i be thinkin
i thought it all along
life will surely change in the blink of an eye
what once made me laugh will now bring tears to my eyes
im off away with it
i never fuck with this
i dont want to believe 
that what u did to me
is still fuckin with me to this day to this day
i just wanna throw it all away

music video

stash it in the centerfold (prod wakeupgavin)

previously 𝕭𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖒 𝖙𝖔 𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍.

still 𝖂𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖍𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘 but I've got 𝕾𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉

black fit just to keep it lowkey
crying on the keyboard
tears on the keys 

Staring Into Your Eyes I Continue To Get Lost Trapped In Your Endless Genjutsu Of Love 🖤🤍

Ｒｕｌｅ＃１：Ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｂｅ　＃２
Taking is not in all cases 'receiving' 
What we denounce from ourselves, we replace with something new. 
The regression of life 
& the fluidity of existence is a continuous giving and taking. 
We take from our experiences, and we give to our emotions. 
the inherent beauty of emotion is its ability to change our experiences.
this paradox fuels everything we know. 
like Life & Death. they give, and they take. 
again & again. 
"They" in this context, are the roles of the observers. 
recycling the same idea, and the intrinsic mechanism of reality 
that "what begins, must end" 
and somehow, eventually we accept this. 
Our affinity for being and our apprehension for nonentity 
It gives us our purpose, and we take it indefinitely. 
They give us desire, and we fill it with everything. 
All that you have, has been given to you. 
and you gave yourself all of it. 
In this particular case, giving is 'receiving' 
because you can take as much as you want. 
but the more you take, the more you give away 
and you give it all. 
every last bit.

stash it in the centerfold (prod wakeupgavin)

barren