Barren

SoundCloud Weekly

https://soundcloud.com/wakeup-gavin
vocals mixed by @cpt_sad

every time i step outside gotta double up
this beat im on is hard as fuck
talk to ur bitch i try my luck
i know that she wanna fuck she wanna fuck
yeah she wanna fuck!
how i know cause she talked me up
she pulled me off right to the side said baby let me slop u up
idk what the fuck ur on about i just wanna get this nut!

played out 
fade out
all these thoughts inside my head
they fuckin sound the same now
never one to do this shit in front of you
i gotta keep it to myself
i been in the background worrying all abt my health 
every little detail you thought you knew so well
was all apart of the plan i wont pick up my cell
stashin all my shit up in the centerfold
i get pulled over but theyll never find the fuckin shit im on
baby wont u let me go jus let me go i gotta go
every second away from my addiction thats a deeper hole
i dig for myself
i need sumn to distract me
nothin in this world will ever seem 2 make me happy
i flick my ash all up in the backseat
drive away my feelins like a mf taxi
something in this light makes me see 
every detail in ur face
theres no fucking way ill ever remember this day

i step outside gotta double up
this beat im on is hard as fuck
i been always tryin my luck
but idk what the fuck is up
i know what u be thinkin
i know i cant be wrong
i know what i be thinkin
i thought it all along
life will surely change in the blink of an eye
what once made me laugh will now bring tears to my eyes
im off away with it
i never fuck with this
i dont want to believe 
that what u did to me
is still fuckin with me to this day to this day
i just wanna throw it all away

music video

stash it in the centerfold (prod wakeupgavin)

prod wells n me but mostly her lol

https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells

please not again w/ blackwinterwells

drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own 
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say 
these things will change 
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the time
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never ment 
a fucking thing 

ill make the same mistake 
every fucking day
of waking up again 
im doing fine just great
im ok


drive home

https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
vocals produced john dello

im trying to behave
but i just cant sit still
and im dying to see myself
as you do
but im dying inside
if you just knew
i care and i swear ill take you
and im found in myself
just trying to buy time
filling up my lubgs
smoke leaves my breath white 
and as if sleeping in everyday till the sun goes down
brings no shame
and i play my part
in whatever game
this is to you
so end it please
save myself from
the breathing leaves
my eyes see your name
but the lights not in frame
blinded by the little things

for now (prod tothegood)

https://soundcloud.com/dysphora
vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

starting off the day
in any other way
sit all alone
and smoke anything
i have to say away

another one packed 
another screen cracked
another line wrote down
to help mask up this act
you got me crazy
you got me hazy
every night this week
I’ve had the same dreams baby
will i get your fucking face
out of my mind
been feeling like this lately 
tell every one
all is fine
that I’m okay
and its alright

i dont know how to get you out (prod dysphora)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhLKr3ENz1E

guitars by https://soundcloud.com/suprghst
@vibevoka
@cpt_sad

barren:
take a sip of water
back to sleep
back to sleep

and i cower in the corner
in my dreams
i been great

every step you take
gets in my way
in my way

what could you be thinking
that is not okay 
neither are we

if you aint fuckin with the boys   
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
you a straight fuckin dub
got home from work
after a long day   
hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all   

the futures brighter when you
take a step off to the side
hop on the train
need 1 ticket to take this ride
i am so pressed
every thought of my death
running the show
dont pull the curtains
it all must go on
i been on E
fuel me up
let me back in the ring
choke slam 
you bitches
right off of your feet
fingers like trees
rooted to
the rotting ground
destroyed by the sea
baby you trynna
take a picture with me?
hope ya boyfriend dont mind
as hes tapping the screen
with yo arms around my waist
the biggest smile you see
i know what u thinkin baby
and i think the same thing
you need to ditch ur man immediately
and come home with me

if you aint fuckin with the boys
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
yeah you still a straight dub
get home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all

yesterday:
and if u aint fuckin wit the boys u know u fuckin up
smoke a gram straight to the face
then imma fly into the sun
same shit
different attitude
i couldnt give a fuck

now these frat boys enter to the scene
and bitches eat it up

u can see me cuttin corners to my grave
(to my grave)
she dont love me
she just want me for the day
(either way, catch a fade)
marijuana got me feelin kinda strange
(kinda strange)
talk is cheap
but what im writin got me paid
(hope that nothing went in vein)

dont hit me up
while im drunk
tryna play these silly games
miss me with that bullshit
all my woes will dissipate

u really think
that we in this for the bedroom pop appeal?

dont hold ur breath
bitch i live and die for something real

together:
if you aint
fucking with tha boys
you know u fucking up
miss me with that bullshit
yeah u still a straight dub
got home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck an interest in my life
im good on it all

good on it all (prod voka x suprghst)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHvKU5DmSQA
r.i.p kobe 

midwxst (@midwxst):
www.instagram.com/midwxst/

elxnce (@prodelxnce):
www.instagram.com/prodelxnce/

vinso (@vinsoignatius):
www.instagram.com/vinsoignatius/

Trouble [RIP Kobe] (prod. Elxnce + Vinso)*Music Vid in Desc*

(@wido123456789)
lyrics:
(hook)
feel like its tarkov 
im getting dog tags
step into the function
like, where my dogs at? <3
fal up with a scoOoOpe 
ready for combat B)
we might let it bloOoOw
at your topman! x_x
(verse)
i been tryna tell u
that im not good on my promises :|
and he said are u ready to let it blow
i said "im positive" >:)
deploying my drone 
cause it helps with my reconnaissance
laser on ur neck :)
uhuh on ur esophagus 

drum on me like 太鼓
i feel like @poorconnection
slowsilver03 we in the back 
we like one direction
laser on his head
i forgot to mention!
i feel like im @saturn27 
way im posted witha
smith n wesson B)
(hook)

tarkov (p. wido)

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.