brand new (prod. dontcrysloan)

Flow

vocals produced at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
thank you all for the love so far, without you i probably wouldnt have kept at this, <33333


my existence
is just something
that i would ignore
dont try too hard
you might fall
on your way out the door
i still feel quite alone
surrounded by the people i love
taking time
ill hurry up
still trying my hardest
but it wasnt fast enough

everyday the same routine
of forcing myself out of sleep
itd be much easier to breathe
if i didnt want to leave my dreams

can you look me in the face
and say the things you really think
before i end it all
and bury myself 
with these memories

the same routine

thank you so much for all your support. i am forever grateful to you. all of you.

llɐ ʇᴉ sʎɐs ǝɔuǝlᴉs ɹnoʎ

ƃuᴉɥʇʎuɐ ɹoɟ dn ǝɹǝʍ noʎ uǝɥʍ ssᴉɯ ᴉ (ft. Barren)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khUV37yUumQ


dont tell me fucking shit
stop pulling on my strings
tried telling you before
but you just wont seem to quit
im not throwin in 

im making myself known
and im ignoring inside tones
the race just started here we go
im not stopping till we dead
im fucking in

start (prod OmenXIII) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

new benz (feat. house key)[prod. by killedmyself]

https://soundcloud.com/dysphora
vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

starting off the day
in any other way
sit all alone
and smoke anything
i have to say away

another one packed 
another screen cracked
another line wrote down
to help mask up this act
you got me crazy
you got me hazy
every night this week
I’ve had the same dreams baby
will i get your fucking face
out of my mind
been feeling like this lately 
tell every one
all is fine
that I’m okay
and its alright

i dont know how to get you out (prod dysphora)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oaUug6k5pb0

soundcloud.com/anobodyreally 
vocals mixed by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense 

4:14
in the morning
my stomachs churning
the joint is burning
slowly learning
to bite my tongue 
cause its not worth it
got these bitches 
swerving
you’d think that its on purpose
my talent may be slept on
but its so perfect
i make shit for myself
and i say that with a heavy heart
for the people  
there listening who
don’t want me to ever stop
as much as its for you
i can’t see myself
going on
if what I’m doing
can’t sustain 
the happy thoughts 
i go and 
tell myself
that it’ll all be done
and finally stop
you been waiting for the
moment i finally drop
dead 
its all inside your head
these fucking thoughts you got
about me they’ve been
implanted 
  
scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense

the same routine

barren