vocals produced at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
thank you all for the love so far, without you i probably wouldnt have kept at this, <33333


my existence
is just something
that i would ignore
dont try too hard
you might fall
on your way out the door
i still feel quite alone
surrounded by the people i love
taking time
ill hurry up
still trying my hardest
but it wasnt fast enough

everyday the same routine
of forcing myself out of sleep
itd be much easier to breathe
if i didnt want to leave my dreams

can you look me in the face
and say the things you really think
before i end it all
and bury myself 
with these memories

the same routine

Eternal Spirit©
DexR/WASTREL/Dxrk0/RxGoD
All links below ¬_¬
Ive made art out of this mess
2005.

Follow mзз
Universally,
As to  
Metaphorically. 
i stay Listenin, grey cloud bes pissed and then. we here bitches, ive added 


reminiscing on melancholy times

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i will never, neither have the ability to, forgive me, myself and i!
‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏ 
‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏ 
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what i repost:
- techno
- hands up
- electro
- trance
- house (mostly from 2010s)
- sextrance
- nxc
- nightcore
- makina
- scouse house
- donk
- uk bounce
- uk hardcore
- happy hardcore (mostly from 90s)
- dariacore
- scenecore
- frenchcore
- hyperflip
- hardtek
- 130-240 bpm edits
- j-core
- mashcore
- funkot
- lolicore
- drum & bass
- breakbeat
- breakcore
- trap
- electronicore
- wave
- future funk
- witch house
- trashwave
- emo rap
- cloud rap
- og/rare phonk
- vaporwave
- vaportrap
- alternative rock
- pop punk
- punk rock

rarely (although its elements can be present on songs)/perhaps no chance of them getting reposted
- speedcore
- powerstomp
- breakbeat hardcore
- freeform hardcore
- uptempo hardcore
- speed garage
- hardstyle
- jumpstyle
- extratone
- schranz
- gabber
- denpa
- digital hardcore
- digicore
- freetekno
- freestyle
- dubstep
- eurobeat
- eurodance
- eurotrance
- hyperpop
- electropop
- dance pop
- bubblegum dance
- bubblegum bass
- baltimore club
- trip hop
- organ house
- pumping house
- bassline
- jersey club
- nu disco
- chicago drill
- plugg
- crunkcore
- dancecore
- tribecore
- electroclash
- downtempo
- jungle
- incelcore
- metal
- italo disco
- electro swing
- tecktonik
- italo dance
- tv show / movie / videogame osts
- hexd
- sped up
- chopped & screwed

occasionally:
- retrowave
- synthwave
- synthpop
- electropunk
- shoegaze
- post-punk
- acoustic
- singer-songwriter
- lo-fi
- melancholic beats/instrumentals
- ambient
- dream pop
- bedroom pop
- math rock
- garage punk
- chiptune
- dreamcore
- nintendocore
- maidcore


Everyday we wander through the endless maze of life, running into its dead ends. Where we were happy, we suddenly feel unbearably sad. For some reason, the long-awaited victory does not bring joy, but, having run into the wall, we turn around and continue to wander in this maze, hoping that something extraordinary awaits us around the corner.

the same routine

barren