say that you love me (prod. remghost x cartoonben)

https://soundcloud.com/wakeup-gavin
vocals mixed by @cpt_sad

every time i step outside gotta double up
this beat im on is hard as fuck
talk to ur bitch i try my luck
i know that she wanna fuck she wanna fuck
yeah she wanna fuck!
how i know cause she talked me up
she pulled me off right to the side said baby let me slop u up
idk what the fuck ur on about i just wanna get this nut!

played out 
fade out
all these thoughts inside my head
they fuckin sound the same now
never one to do this shit in front of you
i gotta keep it to myself
i been in the background worrying all abt my health 
every little detail you thought you knew so well
was all apart of the plan i wont pick up my cell
stashin all my shit up in the centerfold
i get pulled over but theyll never find the fuckin shit im on
baby wont u let me go jus let me go i gotta go
every second away from my addiction thats a deeper hole
i dig for myself
i need sumn to distract me
nothin in this world will ever seem 2 make me happy
i flick my ash all up in the backseat
drive away my feelins like a mf taxi
something in this light makes me see 
every detail in ur face
theres no fucking way ill ever remember this day

i step outside gotta double up
this beat im on is hard as fuck
i been always tryin my luck
but idk what the fuck is up
i know what u be thinkin
i know i cant be wrong
i know what i be thinkin
i thought it all along
life will surely change in the blink of an eye
what once made me laugh will now bring tears to my eyes
im off away with it
i never fuck with this
i dont want to believe 
that what u did to me
is still fuckin with me to this day to this day
i just wanna throw it all away

music video

stash it in the centerfold (prod wakeupgavin)

pain so potent you shouldnt inhale
words hurt more thats why my body's so frail 
i make it all up on the fly
the show must go on
will you atleast try
how can i put out my real truth
when im always lying to myself
these words im screaming back to you
seem like they come from someone else
not living up to the standard i tried to set
itd be the most honorable thing left
i made my mind up
will you do the same
if i leave right now
who else would u  have to blame
not once in these past five years
have i felt threatened by my peers
no they dont pose threat
i say everything with my chest
i got so much damn confidence
that most of yall wont be here in the end
the answers you seek
you will never get them
the ties you cut
those i will never mend
why cant you face it
no it will never leave
take time to change it
some things were made to bleed
they are the problem to an unsolvable tale
i took one look and i bailed
i tried for myself and failed
ill never be the man you wanted me to be but thats okay
id rather be the man i want to be
oh baby youll never understand
where i come from on this plan of mine

unsolvable tale (prod pekarot)

everything
that I've done
in the last 3 months
has been a failed attempt 
at distracting myself from 
how much it takes 
for me to wake up 
in the morning now 
oh how
did u forget me
 so God damn easily 
I screamed your name 
but I guess u didn't hear a sound
and every song I fuckin write 
until the day I fuckin die 
will be about you babe 
I'll never care how much u hate me 
I know ur boyfriend knows I'm crazy 
I can't stay away 
cuz everything 
that I've done 
in the last 6 months 
has been a failed attempt 
at distracting myself from 
how much it takes 
for me to wake up 
in the morning now 
oh how
did u forget me
 so God damn easily 
I screamed your name 
but I guess u didn't hear a sound

everything

hang me like the pictures on ur wall
ik u dont care at all
its okay i hurt u too
i did all of this 4 u

put me up, take me down like a painting
all this hurt in my chest, ive been straining
its okay, ik u couldnt love me
as u tear me apart, i feel ugly

my love, i did this all for u
why cant u tell me the truth?
im sorry for what did i do
im sorry bitch what did i do?

n now that its over
bitch i cant be sober
an now that u left me
bitch i been feeling emptyy

hang me like the pictures on ur wall
ik u dont care at all
its okay i hurt u too
i did all of this 4 u

put me up, take me down like a painting
all this hurt in my chest, ive been straining
its okay, ik u couldnt love me
as u tear me apart, i feel ugly

put me up, take me down like a painting
all this hurt in my chest, ive been straining
its okay, ik u couldnt love me
as u tear me apart, i feel ugly

hang me like the pictures on ur wall
ik u dont care at all
its okay i hurt u too
i did all of this 4 u

put me up, take me down like a painting
all this hurt in my chest, ive been straining
its okay, ik u couldnt love me
as u tear me apart, i feel ugly

pictures pt. 2

apple music :(

pictures pt. 2 (prod. kardia26) **demo**

i dont wanna say that im sorry 
so i wont then 
I been waking up 
to all bullshit that you said 
its between the drugs 
and the things you promised
If im being honest 
no ones ever really there
feeling all alone 
im scared
not speaking up 
i wouldnt dare
but i got secrets left to bare 
and its heavy
im so heavy 
a massive entity 
stuck in this body 
and its getting to me 
i make myself bleed
feel like it does something 
but its never what i want 
i dont wanna say that im sorry 
so i wont then 
I been waking up 
to all bullshit that you said 
its between the drugs 
and the things you promised
If im being honest 
no ones ever really there
feeling all alone 
im scared
not speaking up 
i wouldnt dare
but i got secrets left to bare 
and its heavy

secrets were never fun

WRITTEN/PRODUCED BY STRANGER

However dark the night may get
I will face it all alone
When the sun begins to rise 
Beyond the dawn where all was hoped
The fire deep inside my soul 
Has found a way to carry on
never needed them to notice
I don’t need no one at all
Within this space 
That I’ve existed 
I have seen it come and go
I have watched as life has slipped away
Again it Carries on 
The pain from yesterday won’t linger
You are free to let it go
I survived but the impossible
the weakest are the strong

I’m letting go
I’m letting go 
I’m letting go
I’m letting go

Letting Go

fumes

fumes (methboiswag x silver)

Fishscales (Rubbish)

summertime was spent with you inside of my head
I remember things I said that I just never meant
Pulling back your hair like baby I’m still into this
We were just kids

So naive
Searching for a feeling baby it was you and me
Searching for some solace, found it underneath your sheets
Searching for a soul inside a heart that doesn’t beat
You’re searching for the one and I guess it wasn’t me

Guess I’ll never be the one you want
Maybe it’s the way I speak
Maybe it’s the way I walk

Maybe it’s the way I smoke
You can smell it on my clothes
Taste it on my tongue every time that we got close

unsolvable tale (prod pekarot)

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