You ain't seen nothing yet .mp3

@velvetqueen @teenpregnancy

sample: head in the ceiling by Title Fight 

lyrics: 

(scum)
I feel like i'm sinking deeper into the sea
you stare from afar so tell me what you see
when you're looking at me 
i'm only special in your eyes
thank you a lot but you don't see the other side
you don't know the real me
the real me 

(velvetears)
Believe me
When you're sleeping
I see you dreaming
While I'm in my head fuckin screaming
And I want you to know me
I wanna show you things 
That no ones ever known bout me
There's a lot I'm hiding 
But you're the one that I wanna confide in


in your eyes w/ VELVETEARS (prod. T e e n p r e g n a n c y .)

prod ʎpoqou
vocals recorded at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
the love means so much, thank you <3

sitting in silence
with nothing between
but the air we breath 
and the words we don’t speak 
blue eyes 
just holding tight 
i see you smile 
fingers can’t seem to type
just taking time 
never knew much of it 
but i didn’t mind 
we become more alined
just you on my mind
and holding on to the wrong things
at times 
just know that i try
to make you as happy
with each calling of mine
no poetic nature
just me and myself and i
blue seems so fitting
to match a purple hairline

blue seems so fitting
to make up for the things 
we can’t seem to get together

it all seemed to fit so nicely (prod ʎpoqou)

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

follow and support @nadiakuk

first vocal track released as 'cabe' so tell me what you think. there will be more next year...
other vocals and beats @kryptik_official

snapchat: kryptikbeats
instagram: yung_kryptik

lyrics:
it started with a sweet kiss . i guess you were my weakness...
somethings on your mind. tell me why
all the love was sweet bliss. red roses with the cheap tricks
somethings on your mind. tell me I'm the reason why
i never felt from the start, just numb
tell me I'm the fucking reason for this outcome...
all these feelings i can't outrun...

yeah.. 
i saw that you called...aye...
fuck that shit guess i'll miss them all... girl,
i thought you was the best of them all... but...
i was the dumbest one of them all... yeah...
fuck it pack another bowl... yeah...
all i have to do is make a call... aye
ring ring ring thats her on the phone... 
knock knock knock on the door now its on...

from the start (prod. nadiak)

will i ever feel alive again
been suffering in the same skin
sitting in the same place again
with this list of empty dreams
that need filling in
passing all the time
where theres nothing to be done
dreaming of a new place
where all these fucking feelings
take a seat
and let me do things
on my own
with so many by my side
my patience seems to stagnate 
can never seem to find
the phrasing 
in which the words come out
and make it seem that i 
know exactly what I’m doing
and not just fucking up my life 

maybe if you look you’ll find
someone better in your eyes
you won’t notice 
me today

will i feel anything (prod ʎpoqou)

it wasnt worth it
prod by killedmyself
vocals m/m prohibeo

lyrics
letting it go
im letting it go
my fingers break off
of the hate I’m latched on to
my mind is racing
at the thought of you
i enjoy every second of time spent
i mean that sincere
even in hardship
my love for you is endless
you make me fucking breathless
we fight sometimes
its reckless
but its all so fucking worth it
for the end of the day  
i fall asleep
next to you 
so perfect
i hope you think its worth it

you are not alone (prod killedmyself)

Forever In Love  produced by suddencold

ft. 
https://soundcloud.com/lilzubin
 https://twitter.com/lilzubin

prod. 
https://soundcloud.com/nedarbnagrom
https://twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM

art.
https://soundcloud.com/wolf_drawn
https://twitter.com/WOLFDRAWN

just a memory ft. lil zubin (prod. nedarb)

ruin my life </3 

(emo fruits)
.
all i want you to do
all i want you to do is ruin my life
ruin my life yeah
ruin my life
ruin my life yeah
ruin my
all i want you to do
all i want you to do is ruin my life
ruin my life yeah
ruin my life
ruin my life yeah
ruin my

i just wanna talk to you
i just popped a bean or two
feel good inside
but im dead inside with you on my mind
we can fuck and get high
we can call it a night
u dont really like em like me
u cant really find em like me
yeah
u cant really find em like me
.
(jaseeeen)

i just wanna be with u
walk around the park with u
feels good inside
feels safe inside
yeah lets go for a ride
we can watch anime
cuddle all damn night
u truly are special to me
u really mean the world to me
shawty ruin my life
yeah
.
(john solo) 

i know 
just how it go
i cant lay low
ur all in my phone
i cant stop these feelings inside
i cant wait girl
ruin my life
yeah
u can just slide
yeah
we can get high
yeah
what am i supposed to do
what am i supposed to say
baby just ruin my life 
.
.
.
</////3

you are not alone (prod killedmyself)

barren