OVER IT

~ don't mean to tether myself.. ~ 
prod. grayskies
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can't face reality 
didn't think i'd be affected by the gravity 
gotta try and break me free but it's not guaranteed
hold on to someone i don't know and yeah it's sad to see 
how'd you get attached to me?
yell through your stridency
but i don't think i could show you the bad side of me 
i guess i'll fray the ends and let go while i try to sleep
let go of someone i don't know, but now you're fighting me
try to find the irony 

i thought that i was saved 
a siren song, and i surrender to sound
you pulled me in, i caved 
and now i’m planted, stuck here in the ground 

don’t mean to tether myself
when you don’t need someone else 
yeah i’ve been going through hell, and i fell too hard
cause I’ve been rooted in you
i guess your feelings weren’t true 
i sat here watching you bloom, but i’m in the dark
cause things die before their time
but i can’t blossom into nothing when you’re stuck into mine
i dig myself when you look
i’m falling on tenderhooks,
don’t need me, wish that you would, cause i’m tearing apart

cause in reality, you’re the only thing keeping me here,
I just want to let you go, why won’t you let me disappear? 
because i’m holding on to someone I don’t know, 
do you love me like you say you do? 
cause there’s a part of me that I don’t want to show to you.
and I know it’s harder just to follow through, 
cause if I end up falling I don’t want you falling too
I’m tied to what you said, 
and I know that it don’t mean nothing to you
i’m tied down can’t get air, 
but I can’t leave cause it’ll let you down

don’t mean to tether myself
when you don’t need someone else 
yeah i’ve been going through hell, and i fell too hard
cause I’ve been rooted in you
i guess your feelings weren’t true 
i sat here watching you bloom, but i’m in the dark
cause things die before their time
but i can’t blossom into nothing when you’re stuck into mine
i dig myself when you look
i’m falling on tenderhooks,
don’t need me, wish that you would, cause i’m tearing apart

tenderhooks

tenderhooks (w. boygrim)

i want to formally thank everyone whos supported me this year. i really couldn't have made it this far without you guys and i love you all so dearly. i really do hope you enjoy this song and have a great time celebrating whatever holiday u like
see you guys in 2023
lyrics:
Oh love, It's foggy
I don't know what's beyond the mist
But love, it's all me
Not your burden to bare, need my fix
Dread upon me, I can't find who I am
I missed, so lay it on me
Keep me warm in the storm only I see
You couldn't comprehend what's inside my mind
A little peace of self is so hard to find
I know you think I'm a joke but I cannot stand it
Knife up against my pale throat, I can't understand it

I don't know
Keep asking me, I don't know
I don't know
Keep asking me, I don't know
I know it's hard to accept, but one day you'll get it
My life's in shards, but I'll fake until I make it
Oh love, It's foggy
I don't know what's beyond the mist
But love, it's all me
Not your burden to bare, need my fix
Dread upon me
I can't find who I am
Is it you or myself I can't stand?

mind fog

SPOTIFY

tracks that have been sitting in my files

dissonance

To devour is to find happiness.

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Listen to the song on all platforms!:
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Apple Music - https://music.apple.com/us/album/adore-devour-gluttony-single/1675805031

LYRICS:
Somethin evil is creepin, a tan battered fuck
Slant cuts
His manners bland, but his clan dappered up

Broke toys and scattered funds, but he's had sadder luck
Instead he flick
Blicks out for poise to get along with some

I ain't even rappin, I'm just
Talkin to bitch niggas who think I'm not rappin 
And just
Talk in these songs about 
Stress and addressin whats really on my mind
Keep the chatter to yourself
Your tongue will get you outta line and busted

Choppa gon buss quick
Like yo bitch when she touch tip of the dick
Got her holdin me like she on the edge
In the end we best of friends 

Ion really do the lovin
Tried it once, but cut it off
It hit me like a Pack-o-Punch

Bounce back, dust it off
Maybe time to get a job
Pockets lookin thin, I hit the gym , then made a couple songs

Yonko made a couple dollars
Not a lot, but good enough to buy myself Sour Patch and soda
This is pretty baller

Bars got taller and confidence peaked a little
But numbers leave me bothered
Comparison really son of bitch

It stung a bit like yellow collars
Lemme get up out my head
Tied my shoes, upped the joggers
Cali sun's a little hotter

Hit the book store
Ion even read, except for manga
Looked around, saw a cute girl
Think her name was Hana

But then remembered I already had a plate of that
It made me puke
So I hit the place with all the skating brats

Ollie
Nosegrind
Drip the bowl 
Got a scrapped back
I cracked like nachos
Hit the road
Got my face smacked

He called himself reality
Told me 
"Face the facts, that little hold up in your belly ain't gon fill by where you at"

So now I'm back and I'm
Better than ever 
I had to get up out my box 
Now I got chicken with little bit lemon pepper and pleasure

If you ain't trynna get the table then don't dine with me
Got some trays, but only for them niggas who are trynna eat
For real

Adore & Desire

Adore & Devour (Gluttony) [prod. taysyde]

shoutout @twintsuiso
shoutout all da prods
shoutout the bag

lyrics:

[mosh]
im finna run up
im finna get me a check
i got that ice on me yeah,
yeah its, wrapped round my neck
i got a 5 on me bro
fkin with everything, im the goat
but i still be fking wit too many ho3sss
hittin my opps
hittin my foesssss

yeah yeah, yeah, yeah
yeah, yeah,  yeah, yeah, yeah yeah
no, no, no, noooo,   no
yeah

you dont fw with me i dnt fw wit ya
i run away cause i do not do all this shit for show
run t the bank btcj you already know
pullin right up yea, im wit all these hoes
i hate dat btch she play me like a joke

said i fked up im like "so what?"
fkkkk 
u on
like fugg
all that love

im havin way too much fun
fkin that hoe she my sluuuut
dont want dat bih to runnnn away.

[izaac]

i was just runnin for a while
haven't felt no love since a child
me on my own
why she aint, callin my phone
she wit a man who i didn't know
im wit a model hoe

im smokin gas pack with this btch
you rockin guest pass im a vip
thats her last life, she dead.

my new btch she givin me head
said she in love wi my money spread
got her spreadin her legs
she aint got nothin to say

hatin on me, yeah you hatin on me, but-im
stackin my guap
ion give a fuk cause my money talks
my money buy wock
my money buy thots
im wit a bad bih and we smokin a lot

for a while w/ izaac (teeaye x manosrevenge x yonko)

lyrics -

intro
met a lil shawty texting her every day and night
stuck up in my brain baby youve been stuck up in my mind
yea we can take it slow one step at a time
yea baby were alright uh girl yea we'll be fine

hook
ima get yo love baby girl no matter what
yea yo mans got a new girl oh baby that sucks
i can not trust these hos they dont love
so baby can you tell me if im doing enough

so baby can you stop ignoring me ay yuh yuh
stop ignoring me ay yuh yuh
stop ignoring me ay yuh yuh
stop ignoring me ay yuh yuh

purple drank up in my cup
baby we getting fucked up
i just want yo love
tell me baby why you stuck
ive been getting to the bands
got these bands up in my mind
baby yea true love is the only thing im tryna find

verse
only thing I want in life is not to be the side piece
I gotta act like I do not know her
(Who the fuck was that)
I do not know her
too many people I know in the same setting
if one of them see me it’ll be upsetting
so fed up with the bullshit
I wanna be in your presence
me n u could be a lethal weapon
not talking bout the chick with the septum
you should know who you are and if you don’t then that’s a problem
shout out Mary Jane yea bitch I only love my ganja
(I only love my ganja)

hook
ima get yo love baby girl no matter what
yea yo mans got a new girl oh baby that sucks
i can not trust these hos they dont love
so baby can you tell me if im doing enough

so baby can you stop ignoring me ay yuh yuh
stop ignoring me ay yuh yuh
stop ignoring me ay yuh yuh
stop ignoring me ay yuh yuh

purple drank up in my cup
baby we getting fucked up
i just want yo love
tell me baby why you stuck
ive been getting to the bands
got these bands up in my mind
baby yea true love is the only thing im tryna find

stop ignoring me! 2 (feat. idkfatal) [p.jayysoul]

huh, racks on my fit, huh
she wanna be the cure
took too much xan i cant take no more

yuh i think im falling in love
bitch im too tired to run
im over here smokin on runts
yuh, yuh

pop a couple xans so i cant feel nothin
she just want the money she dont feel nothin
she gon see the molly she like oh my god
when im off the molly im like oh my god

walk a mile in my house, its a mansion
tryna make this bitch my spouse she amazin
and my throat be in a drought bitch im blazin
i cant get her out my mind i cant take it

i see her everyday
i cant get her out my brain
she got a perfect face and it
make me go insane

she wont go away
she wont go away
she wont go away
she wont go away

im finna take her ass to china
sometimes its days i wanna die yuh
ima pour up fanta
i be taxin fanum
smoking dank like random
he tryna play we get em ransom

yuh i-im finna get my racks up
its a hohoho like santa 
you dont got a man huh
i can be your man huh
in the kitchen fanum
i can get yo head gone
im finna get these racks huh
its 180 on the dash huh

and im swimmin in the cash huh
he tryna play we get em casual
he get jumped now all his cash gone
and im smokin on that gas huh

huh, racks on my fit, huh
she wanna be the cure
took too much xan i cant take no more

yuh i think im falling in love
bitch im too tired to run
im over here smokin on runts
yuh, yuh

pop a couple xans so i cant feel nothin
she just want the money she dont feel nothin
she gon see the molly she like oh my god
when im off the molly im like oh my god

walk a mile in my house, its a mansion
tryna make this bitch my spouse she amazin
and my throat be in a drought bitch im blazin
i cant get her out my mind i cant take it

i see her everyday
i cant get her out my brain
she got a perfect face and it
make me go insane

she wont go away
she wont go away
she wont go away
she wont go away

Somewhere In My Dreams

Batya Belle