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i cant figure out my head
caught me overthinking every word u said
i hope u wont find me dead
cause i dont wanna let another one around me down now

spiraling in vain
u cant trust my face
i got taught to smile thru the fire and the flame
ur the type of kid 2 tell me that im not ok
but my parents feel the same
and thats smth i cant change
and i wish i could escape
get out of this place
as soon as i get up ill buy a ticket to la
promise me youll wait
ill get on the plane
leave this shit behind i never wanted 2 b saved

i think i just need a hug

i think i just need a hug {drpodd}

https://soundcloud.com/creditcardcaptorsakura

stay / heat death ft Lucy✩LOHAN (emo)

shout out brazil and singapore
prod me @17seven1 and @iw1
another song 4 u
lyrics//
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
i promise i wont leave

and if i killed my self do you think that youll be okay?
with how hard i tried i dont think that i could ever change
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
run away from here my dear
close your eyes and i promise ill be here
i promise ill stay here
ill always so near
i could never be my self i cant act that way
im a burden to everyone whos in my way
and i love you this much no i wont be okay
baby please dont leave your the one who keeps me safe

leave (177p, iwi & sapphire )

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april 2021 +lovbug, waifu, eruh, yugen, vinso, yungflood, deadat18, k1ro, iz sav

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https://open.spotify.com/track/0am3bzk9U2Sv1aZHZxFUIc?si=374ad50e38f845fc

Running From Your Love [Prod. Dejhan]

heavencry1000years (dgtl)

prod: @secretssss

[bridge]
its hard to find a purpose in life
cause it never goes in my way
it seems that nothing works out fine
yeah its my fault now i get it

[hook]
taking pictures with all i see
so i can one day
remember the better days
i never knew when i was
havin a fun day
we were making the better days

[verse]
its over whelming
how its all stuck in memories
reach out and take your hand
please show me how you did it

no i dont wanna think about it
my mind
was too god damn crowded

asking for one last chance
we can never go back
but i hope
for the better days

bridge

hook

better days (secret)

@lilac 🐛

we jus made a play
n u kno run it back that way
make it out only got 1 wayy
tried 2 hit me but u was 2 late
wont hit u back cause u 2faced
ask me who im wit? bitch im wit my damn gang
coulda been here but u was 2 fake
shoulda been here we was gettin 2 the cake
livin jL jus like its my fate

could neva hate u
kno u hate me
neva chase u
kno u snake me

wat u wana do?
kno u make me
feel lik trash but its only been lately
f&n flash like a pic say cheese
movin fast i jus need u 2 save me
ion even kno what 2 say
every1 jus talk abt me like im in the way
u can trust me im not here 2 stay
we feelin lucky cause we jus-

we jus made a play
n u kno run it back that way
make it out only got 1 wayy
tried 2 hit me but u was 2 late
wont hit u back cause u 2faced
ask me who im wit? bitch im wit my damn gang
coulda been here but u was 2 fake
shoulda been here we was gettin 2 the cake
livin jL jus like its my fate

fate (lilac)

guitar vox mix - loveboy
original song by ag cook

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